Second part, TeshixKazami~ With a good dose of angst, I must say.

Kazami was looking down the clouds. It was something that he was used to do alone, after Takako had crossed the line with Yumi, and then, he was alone. Of course, Fujioka would be here and there, but he would prefer just looking at a certain window. He also loved to see the stars. They would make a kind of make a bright way just for him to see Naoya's window.

He could see as the blond would get on his room, change his uniform for one of his favorites printed shirts, one that Kazami knew that was his favorite because when they were little, they bought it together, with their moms and Naoya said (of course he didn't remember now) that he would use it forever.

Maybe, he used it but didn't remember why. Yes, this was a good explanation, since half of things that he done, even he wouldn't know why was he doing it. It was one of the things that more amused him about the other. Of course there was others, such as the way he would act as a child with his friends, but protect every single them in necessity times.

Kazami should stop doing it. He should stop holding himself on his best friend. The best friend that turned to be the only thing that was holding him to earth. Maybe he should go away, like the others, but when he talked about it, his heart would hurt and he would feel his head hurting too.

"I know things about you that even you don't know..." he whispered. "Like, the constellation that you always look and says that's pretty is Ursa Major, that your favorite color is blue, since you said that you love the sky, you says that you think Yukari is pretty, but that she isn't pretty enough for any of us, but you liked her on our first day at school, because I saw you staring at her. And you crushed on Akazawa too, or did you just wanted to mess with her? I never understood it."

It crushed his heart, talk to himself, without knowing what Naoya would say, how would he react, if he was going to laugh. He wanted to have another stupid fight over ice cream with him, he wanted to say that he was dumb and he wanted to spend time with him again. They were really stuck together, because the other didn't see to let him go.

So, he thought he hadn't nothing to lose if he gone to earth to talk Naoya. Fujioka did it all the time, so why couldn't he? He got up and stepped in one star, using it as a ladder. It made him laugh, because it was exactly as he imagined a angel to get in his house to get him when he died. It was something really stupid after all.

Anyway, he got on the ground and looked through the window, he felt like he would regret this. I'll never know if I don't try, a voice, his own voice said, giving him enough force to go on again, and he entered in Naoya's room. It wasn't too different from what it was in the last time he saw it. There was the same bed, the same desk, and the same wardrobe, probably full of printed shirts. But there was a "new" thing. It was a picture of the both in the first day of the ninth grade. He felt the tears coming onto his face and let them go for some minutes, all alone. He could hear steps, so he wipped his tears.

"Mom, do you-" he stopped talking when he saw Kazami. It couldn't be real, it couldn't. He knew he was going crazy in the moment that he saw Kazami in the middle of the stars, he was getting really crazy.

"Teshigawara..." Kazami said as the other would lock his door, sitting on the bed, covering his face.

"It can't be real... I can't be you... I've been dreamed of this since you left me. I dreamed that you would suddenly appear, at school, in front of your old house, waving for me... And then you appear here, when I'm awake. So, is it how being crazy feels like?"

"Teshigawara... I just. I'm so sorry I couldn't stay with you more time." He tried to approach as Naoya sobbed violently.

"Why? I want it to be real so bad... But, if it's just a dream, I can say it to you. I sorry I haven't said it when you were here." he breathes. "I love you, Kazami. I probably love you more than I should, in a different way from what I should. A-and, doesn't matter how many time pass, it won't leave me. I guess I'll never love someone as much as I love you." he sobbed again.

"I l-love you too. I love you too much, more than I should too. I-It's your fault for being such a happy-go lucky person! You should stop making me smile when I'm sad! You should stop it, I can't go away if you don't stop it." he cries, as he hugs Teshigawara and he hides his head on middle.

"No! If you go... I won't pass through this. I won't live." he said, simply as Kazami would make him look at him.

"Listen to me. You are going to do this. You are going to live for us both. I want you to be the happiest as you can, smile as much as you can, for me. Can you do it as you did all those years? Can you?"

"K-Kazami, don't leave me, please, don't leave me." he asked again. Kazami just got down for a little, to kiss the other. First, he kissed Teshigawara's tears away, trying to give a reasuring smile to him, then he united their lips, feeling the salty taste of the tears, feeling Teshigawara's hand caress his face. "I love you, please don't leave me."

"As much as I don't want to leave you... I can't come back permanently. I can only come here, now and then."

"But stay here with me... I need you, can you at least stay with me for this night?" when Kazami understands the sense of what the other was saying, he blushed. It wasn't something natural of him, but now that the images of him and Naoya doing it were marked on his brain forever.

"I can..." he whispered, as he would lay on bed, only waiting for Teshigawara to come.

He didn't know what he had to do, or where to put his hands. He was so confuse on what to do, when Teshigawara was all over him, kissing all his neck, bitting everything and touching places that he never touched (except for cleaning) and then, Teshigawara wasn't only touching it... He was sucking, and licking and... God... What was he doing with his fingers...

"God Dammit, go a little slower." Kazami asked.

"S-sorry..." he slow down his fingers, easing them in, trying to prepare the other. It took just a little time, when Kazami helped him out, sitting on him.

"A-ah. I-It's weird... But it's good too..." Kazami half said, half moaned, when Teshigawara would thrust on him, slowly.

It wasn't too much of a surprise that Teshigawara's mom didn't hear her son asking food for all the afternoon...