Can't Help But Wait

"Is it true you're in love with me?"

"It's difficult not to."

She smiled remembering one more time this. It's been a while now, but that conversation was stuck on her mind. Even though it's been more than a month and a half she still didn't remember anything about her past, but that didn't bother her anymore. She was a different person now, she felt like she reborn and she was ready to control a new life. She decided to go back on wrestling; she felt that's what she has to do, so she trained hard. She changed all the moves she had before; she was a new Melina, a strong and confident one. She has seen photos, videos of herself and she understood that she needed something new in her career. Her re-debut was close so the hours of training were more and more tense. She chose John to train her, because she felt he is the right person to. All this time he has been by her side and he helped her adapt to her new life. He was more than a great friend for her, she felt him the closest person in her life. Of course, there was Barbie, who for sure was her truly best friend, but there was something about John Cena that didn't let Melina take her mind of him. There were times when she woke up in the middle of the night and all she was thinking about was him. There was no doubt that she was deeply in love with that man.

She heard a knock on her door, and there was her mom, in the doorway with a smile on her face. Melina was back in California since she got out of the hospital. She needed to be there where everything begun to her. Her parents, her brother, her old sweet home, all this needed to be rememorized.

"Honey, there's John downstairs waiting for you." The old lady who looked so much like Melina said.

"Thanks mom. I'll be there in a few minutes." Melina said hurried as she started to fix her hair and her make-up. Her mom watched her smiling.

"You know, Mel. Since you started to be a real woman, I've never seen you so enthusiastic to see a man, and there were plenty of men that were interested in you." She said laughing.

Melina blushed. "Don't start with this again, mom. John is only my friend he had done a lot of things for me and I'm thankful, I'm just fixing my hair I don't want him get scared of me." She joked.

"Oh hijta" Her mother said in Spanish, her native language. "I was just like you when I met your father and he definitely was the love of my life." She said and closed the door.

Melina watched the door a few minutes, thinking. Maybe her mother was right. Without them knowing it, maybe John was the man of her life. Shaking her head she stood up and walked downstairs meeting John in the living room waiting for her. She smiled meeting those blue eyes once again.

"Hey, Johnny!" Melina hugged him. "How are you today?" She asked polite as she set next to him.

"I'm great, how are you?" He smiled. "You look beautiful as always." He continued as he noticed Melina's blush.

"Thanks. So, what are we gonna do today?" She asked changing the subject.

"I have a little surprise for you!" John smirked.

The curtains were still closed even though there was past 12 pm. Randy was sleeping deeply after another wild night he had had. Next to him, a red headed woman was sleeping with one of his arms around her. She had met Randy the past night, in the club, and knowing who his was, she just couldn't miss the chance to get in his bed. She wasn't the first one and definitely was not the last one who just had a passionate night with The Legend Killer. Randy's life was just like this since he and Kelly split up. He became arrogant, lout and for him, since the moment Kelly cheated on him, women were only good for sex. He was partying all the time, getting drunk, spending money on clubs, drugs, and prostitutes. He completely changed since his world crushed months ago; he was a new Randy, a destructive one.

He opened his blue eyes, waking up from another dream in which she was again. He was sick to dream of her, it was obviously he hadn't forgotten Kelly but, of course he didn't want to admit it. Looking in his right side, he saw the red headed woman sleeping and with a violence force he got out of the bed.

"What the fuck are you still doing here?" He asked mad. The woman woke up confused.

"I was just slee-"He cut her off.

"Shut up. Take your trash and get the fuck out of my room. Now!" He snapped and grabbed the woman by her hand. He threw her stuff in her arms and pushed her to the door. "I told you last night, I don't wanna see you here in the morning."

"No, wait. Randy, please let me get dressed first." He opened the door and pushed the woman outside and slammed it behind him. He walked to the bathroom and got a hot shower calming himself down. He hated when he had to wake up mad because of some stupid women. Women… how much he hated them. Especially one.

"John, where are we going?" Melina asked as she found herself in the airport carrying a bag along with John. She had no idea where will he take her, and this was pissing her off.

"I told you it's a surprise!" John chocked as he got the two tickets to Buffalo, New York.

"Why are we going to New York? Enough John tell me what's going on or I'll go back home!" Melina said and crossed her arms. She hated when she didn't know what's going on.

"Alright, alright I'll tell you. We're going to the next RAW that is in New York. It's time for you to go back where you belong." John said with a smile and wrapped his arm around her.

"Do you mean I'll wrestle tonight?" She asked and John nodded. "I don't know if I'm ready, John."

"You are I trust you. Besides Kelly can't wait to see you and so does the others." John smiled and grabber her bag. "Let's go!"

Melina let out a sigh and followed John to their plane. The flight was long enough for Melina to fall asleep. All the way to New York she's been sleeping, taking pictures and talking to John. After more than 6 hours they were already in the backstage arena.

"Alright Mel, this is girls' change room. I'll go to my locker room and get ready for tonight. If you need something just knock on that door and I'll be there for you, ok?" John said and stroke Melina's dark hair. She nodded looking around. The place looked familiar and she also felt that she had been there before, but nothing less she remembered yet.

"I've been here. Like a year ago, or something." Melina said holding her head.

John looked at her. He couldn't believe that she finally started to remember. "Yes, that's correct. What else do you remember, Mel?"

Melina focused on the images that were running through her mind. Flashes of memories of she, John, Kelly, Randy, Mickie and quickly all the persons she had met before started to appear in her mind. Then….

"John.. I remember" She started and looked at him with her eyes wide open. "I remember John Morrison. He's my fiancé." John swallowed hard. He felt hurt and happy at the same time. Melina remembering things from her past was the good thing, but her not remembering exactly it was the bad thing. "I love John and I'm gonna marry him. Now I remember. Where is he John, I need to find him and tell him how much I've missed him?" Melina continued with a smile of happiness on her face. Finally she remembered something.

John just stared at her and felt sorrow in his soul, but this time more intense. He sighed and then looked around. "I don't know he must be around. Go find him, don't waste much time here."

"I will." She said and hugged him tight. "Thank you so much for bringing me here, and also for all the great things you've done for me. You're a special person, John. I care so much for you!" Melina added and hugged John tighter.

John held her close smelling her perfume. It hurt him so much that Melina remembered only the period she and Morrison were together. He'd have loved to hear her telling him how much she loved him and how much she missed him. He knew Melina needed time, and he was ready to wait. He pushed her away softly and stroked her hair then her cheek.

"Go find him, Mel. I bet he can't wait to see you." Melina nodded and ran off to find Morrison. On her way to him, she felt like every single memory was coming back to her mind. Except a few more...

Kelly sighed as she put the picture of her and Randy back in her purse. She always held it with her on tours. She started to miss him more and more each day, but she knew that they will never be together again. Since that night she had never seen Randy, only on the shows. He always avoided her and any time he had the opportunity he always made her feel bad. It hurt her to see how much Randy changed and she knew it was her fault. No, no it wasn't! He should have trusted her or at least try to let her speak out. He just left her, hurt, raped and without the love of her life. She's lost so many things in her life, but losing Randy and the trust she gave to him, was the saddest lost of her life. Kelly's thoughts were stopped by the door that opened and her old friend Melina jumped in and hugged the blonde diva.

"Mel! Hey darling, what are you doing here?" Kelly asked as she let Melina go from a tight hug.

"John brought me here. I'll have my re-debut tonight. And you won't guess what happened, Barbie! I remember everything!" She said with excitement. Kelly let out a scream and both hugged again.

"Really? That's fantastic Mel. I bet John's so happy to have you back, but hey do you remember how the accident had happen?" Kelly asked sorta worried.

Melina stayed silent for a few seconds. "No, this one I don't remember. But, it doesn't matter anymore, the best part is I remembered and I'm ready to get married with John." She continued smiling full of happiness.

"So soon? Mel are you sure? I mean John is a great guy and he's been waiting all this time for you to recover but isn't it too soon, I mean you two didn't actually started to date…" Kelly said confused.

"What do you say Barbie? John and I are dating for more than 10 years." Melina said also confused.

Kelly looked on more confused and then she figure it out. "Wait Mel, which John are we talking about?"

"John Morrison, my fiancé. What's wrong with you Barbie?" Melina asked with a laugh.

Barbie just shook her head. "No, nothing, I was just confused I guess." Was it possible that Melina only remembered a half of her memories?

"Anyway, how are things with you and Dave?" Melina said sitting on the bench and looking though Kelly's stuff, just like she used to do before.

"Um… We're fine I guess. We're taking a break actually. We are too different. " Kelly said looking around, nervous.

Melina sighed. "I told you Barbie. He's a manwhore really. Today it's you, tomorrow is another woman and so on. He's just like that." Looking though her stuff, Melina found Kelly's photo with Randy. "Barbie, what's this? Why are you kissing Randy?" She asked confused, but Kelly didn't have time to answer, because the door opened and a frustrated Mickie James walked in.

"Well, look who's here. Miss Perfection is back on business! How are you, huh?" Mickie said ironically.

Melina turned around and ran to hug Mickie. "Mick, hey! I've missed you so much! I'm great, how are you?" She asked still hugging a stoned Mickie.

She looked confused at Kelly.

End of Chapter 13

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Coming up: Melina and John Morrison are back together, plus Randy and Kelly have an altercation.