Well, this week is pretty hectic,actually. It's not as if I didn't have enought to worry about. We had OAT'S(OAA'S), finals, prom, homework. etc. I still needed to find my prom dress. All I wanted was a simple dress that made me look good. I have shoes. Silver wedges. I already have a playlist to play. "Lost in Stereo" by All Time Low is one of the top picks. Along with "We Belong to the Music" by Miley Cyrus and Timbaland. Finals and the OAT's were worth being stressed over. Nobody seems to get that but whatever. I'm completely confident I'll do fine (I think). Well, back to prom... I'd like my dress to have a simple style. I'm planning on wearing my hoops, my crescent necklace, and my wedges. Speaking of crescent, the moon is so pretty tonight. I love Derek. My werewolf boyfriend in "The Reckoning" by Kelley Armstrong, which is what I'm rereading over and over and over again. :) I always imagine I'm Chloe and makeup alternate responses and endings. *Sigh*. I want my own Derek. So fluffy and sweet in his own would do anything to protect me. Ha, life sucks sometimes. Well, most of the time life sucks but there are always school days. Nobody even has to ask me "HOla! ?Como Estas?" they already know my reply. MUY BIEN TODOS LOS DIAS! School doesnt' bother me. I like to chat with the teachers. I love that I get to see my friends. Hey, homework is homework. Can't change that. I guess I'm just happy to get out, and grateful I'm able to take school. Ha. That sounds like a really cheesy line. Nick hasn't been able to stop staring at me and its kind of freaking me out. Funny thing is my friends always catch him and he looks away. Pretending he wasn't but he always is. He even manages to make me feel this way at my locker. He's given me a few once overs lately. Don't know what he sees. Don't care. Well, I take that back. I Do care. But just want to know whats going on. I gotta go to bed. and then go to school tomorrow.
As usual, in the morning, I was the first person near our row of lockers. Usually, I'm the only person by our lockers for a good 10 minutes. But Nick soon joined me. His locker was 4 down from my own. I spun my locker combanation 9-27-7 on my locker 2216. Nick went to his locker. But instead of opening it and making himself busy, he stood there and stared openly at me. 100 diffrent expressions crossed his face. But most of them were desire, need, and awe. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end. I moved my necklace back into position. "I like your necklace." He said. I looked up, and said dryly, "I noticed." He looked stunned, so I turned back to my locker. Putting everything back in order. I'm not the tallest girl if you catch my drift; but of course I got the locker with the top part. It didn't bother me, I was able to reach. But as I reached to put my stuff in my locker, stretching on tip toe, I heard an intake of breath. I tried to ignore him, I truly did. But it's really hard to ignore somebody who is staring at you. With all the dignity I had, I turned towards him and said, "Can I help you?" I felt like I was being rude. Which I probably was, but still. To my surprise he moved closer to me. So close had I pointed my finger at him, it would have grazed his chest. He tooky my chin in his hand, and moved my face up making me look at him. Slowly he moved that finger and traced my face, ending at my lips. He brought one hand behind my head and moved me closer to him. Then, no joke, he kissed me passionately. I was brought against the lockers and I didn't care. It was heaven. Omg. I could die. I moved my face to the side just a little, so he still had a good hold on my lips. I murmered" Nick, what are you doing?" He broke the kiss, if only for a moment. "What I was destined to do." And he claimed my lips a second time, making me feel woozy. I felt his kiss from the crown of my head to the bottom of my toes.
The bell rang. Carrying withit the rest of the students. He finished the kiss, but stayed right behind me. I started to walk to class, but he caught me around my waist and pressed me to him. "Wait a minute, Angel, I gotta grab my books." I blushed, but waited that if I walked away, he would either shout or chase me down the hall. He grabbed his books and we both walked to English. We were the first ones in. I forgot he sat next to me. Hell, I forgot everything when he had kissed me. He usually would be out talking with his friends but he sat at his desk . Moving ever so slightly closer. I looked over at him. "Where did all that come from?" I asked him. He just shrugged. Another question popped into my head. "How long?" I asked. " Since the day I met you." I looked at him. Then I thought of myself. How could he like me. Obviously,no one would be allowed to know. Right? It would be a secret. But as everyone filed into the classroom, he moved closer to me. I could feel my friends staring at me. My hand was laying flat on my desk, until he scooped it up and held it in his own. One of his friends sat behind him and I could feel him grinning. One of my friends, who happens to be a guy, cleared his throat pointedly. Nick stared straight at him, raised my hands to his lips, and kissed it. In front of the whole class. So much for no one knowing. I claimed my hand to myself agian. I pointedly ignored my friends. Usually, I would be talking to my friends while everyone watched Channel 1 until it was over. But today it was silent, no one was watching channel 1, they were all paying close attention to Nick and I.
I snuck a glance out of the corner of my eye at my were waving their hands furiously, trying to be subtle about it. The teacher finally came into the classroom and had us start on todays writing assignment. As usual, I was done first. BUt unusually Nick was done second. He claimed my hand, again. Tracing it over and over. I grabbed a sheet of paper, and wrote: what are u doing? everyone is staring at us. I slid the note over to him. He nodded and pulled out his pen, claiming u as my own. no one else can have u. u r mine. :) 3. The heart was a little much. what's with all the staring at lunch, and now all the time?my friends have been asking about u since the day u walked with me at lunch. do u remember? He smiled.course i do. tht was my first time touching u. I blushed fevorishly. i shook my head. he took the note from me.didn't think i'd remember the first time i ever touched made u blush? I grabbed the note before he could write anymore.u've made me blush before then mr. mooo. I laughed but i hid it in cough. He had no clue what I was talking about. Channel 1, it said love. And u said love but i thought u said mooo. I was like mooo? and ur like no love, i said love. Cowboy! He smiled whistfully.I love it when ur smart and not being so smart. I glared at him.I'm saying ur smart but ur smarts told u i was saying moooo. whatever. Everyone in class had just about finished their assignments, and was now paying attention to us, again.I received a note on the side of my friends. I opened it. OMG! what is going on b/t u and him? Hes like making out w/ ur hand. And glaring at Jake. When did this happen. OH, and u better talk. I shook my head. He read it out of the corner of his eye. He grabbed it and began to write. After about a minute he whispers, "what should i sign it?". I try to read it but he won't let me. "NIck" I whisper. He shook his head, thought and signed it. He sent the note back to her. She read it and giggled."What did u say?" I whispered. He shook his head. Clearly not wanting to see my reaction. I sent a note to my friend,give me the note what did he say? She handed me the paper he had written on. She's mine now, and i'll be making out with her mouth in a littel while. Jake needs to understand shes mine now. Love her "beau". I slapped him playfully. "i can't believe you said that." He grabbed my hand and while staring into my eyes, kissed it again, and again. Again Jake cleared his throat. Nick made sound much like a growl in his throat. Matt laughed. Nick looked at him. "Is that funny?" he asked Matt sounding pissed.
To my surprise Matt said no. Nick asked me to go out with him on Friday and I said yes. It was so cliche but I got butterflies in my stomach, I couldn't look at him. The bell rang for my free period. I walked to my car. Nick close behind me. I turned sharply so he almost ran into me. I looked up at him. We were the only two in the parking lot. It was a sunny Thursday afternoon and he leaned closer to me. Causing me to rest against the car. "Mmmmm" he sighed as he drifted closer to me. He kissed my forehead, down to my eyelids, and to my lips.I moaned in pleasure. How can he do this to me? I thought to myself. I must've said it out loud because he said" Because you're my mate." I said nothing, just bent his lips back to mine. God i felt like a slut but it was good. He put his hands on my hips. My cell phone started blaring Wanted by jesse james. Oh my god. .He moved one hand up my back to my hair and grabbed it in his hand, the other hand wrapped possessivly around me. He kissed me deeper.