A/N: Thankyou for all the reveiws and favorites. It's really helped me, I decided to post this next chapter today because I couldn't wait,

Hope you like it, :)

Oh and I don't own Victorious.

Chapter Two: Unloaded feelings

Jade:

Jade couldn't help but notice tori's hips as she walked through the corridors of Hollywood Arts, she moved flawlessly and jade wondered if she looked just as good, walking like that. This was what Jade was like, she was confident and fierce on the outside but on the inside she was broken and had so much self-loathing that she had to let it out somehow, so she reflected her hate towards herself on other people. The ones she cared about the most.

She blamed it on her dad, it was partly his fault she was the way she was. Practically treating her like a business client instead of a daughter. She thought that he hated her and if her own dad didn't like her, then who else would? At one point in her life she thought beck did but now she kind of figured that maybe he didn't? When she looked back on her life with beck she realised he hadn't actually acted like he cared the whole time.

He was just chilled and laid back as if everything was casual when to her, it was serious. She figured that maybe she shouldn't look at it that way maybe she should focus on the good times, but today she was in a pretty foul mood and happy memories would just make her cry. Sure she was in love with Tori Vega but she still had that teensy-tiny little bit of a feeling for beck. Jade sat by her locker ignoring the fact that she was already ten minutes late for her next lesson, and sulked clinging on to her legs.

"Jade" said a familiar voice, walking up to her. She looked up to find none other than Tori Vega, why the Fuck was she here?

"WHAT?" asked jade wanting to scare Tori away before she caved in and told her how she felt

"What's up?" asked Tori, sounding concerned and not at all threatened by Jade's aggressive behaviour

"Leave me alone, Vega" said Jade harshly, some people might compare The Goths words as venom that her words were poisonous but Tori saw straight through her 'Tough girl act'.

"Jade, just tell me. What's bothering you?" asked Tori sympathetically as she sat down next to jade on the floor. Jade Looked at Tori for a moment, discreetly looking into her eyes and within an instant she came undone.

She told her almost EVERYTHING. About the way she was always trying to seek her father's approval but due to the fact that the only way to do that she'd have to be someone else and she just couldn't take that kind of pressure. Then she told her all about her confusion over still having feelings for beck but not really knowing if she loved him at all. She was about to slip up and tell her about her feelings towards Tori but she was distracted by the bell ringing signalling that it was time for break time, Tori had sat here comforting her all of the rest of second period, had beck ever done that for her?

Realising what had just happened jade rushed to her feet, looking anywhere but back into the half-Latina's brown eyes and made a start for the nearest exit

"Don't go jade" said Tori sounding a little needy and desperate, as jade sped away from the situation she had just found herself in.

Tori:

As Tori was at lunch she wondered why Jade had been so distant after she had just told her practically everything that was bothering her. Yeah sure, it was unusual for Jade to openly admit she was hurt and betrayed to anyone. Let alone Tori, who treated her like she hated her one minute and the next she acted like she needed her. No matter how hard she tried Tori just couldn't get her head around it but she was determined to get through to Jade no matter what it took.

"What are you staring at, Vega?" asked Jade, as she noticed Tori's sympathizing eyes on her.

"Nothing" Tori whispered shyly, looking at her plate

"Don't be so, mean Jade" said Cat in a hurt tone, she didn't like it when her friends fought.

"Can I talk to you Jade, alone?" asked Tori, deciding to get to the bottom of this once and for all but she had no luck, Jade was back in 'Ice Queen' mode

"Nah, I'm busy" Said Jade, walking away from their table just as Andre appeared

"What's up with Jade?" he asked "What isn't up with jade?" asked Tori, sighing heavily

"Oooh, Andre do you have cupcakes?" asked Cat hyperly, her big brown eyes going wide at the sight of sugary treats

"Yeah, want some?" asked Andre, handing her a cupcake

Later on Tori was making herself busy, by watching a movie and making popcorn when the doorbell rang. Wondering who it could be she walked to the door only to find Jade West standing at the door, Coffee in hand and looking like she still wasn't sure why she was here. Tori froze to the spot staring at The last person she expected to see at her front door

"Well are you going to let me in, Vega?" asked Jade bitterly, at a very transfixed Tori

"Come in" replied Tori, as Jade walked in and plopped herself on the red couch in Tori's living room.

"So, what brings you here?" Asked Tori trying to sound casual

"You said you wanted to talk to me" Explained Jade; as if it were the most perfect explanation she could think of

"Yes I did, but I thought you didn't want to talk to me?" questioned Tori

"I changed my mind" Said Jade leaning back on Tori's couch and taking a sip of her coffee, she pretended she was watching the movie that Tori had on. Not wanting to look Tori directly in the eye

"Okay, so…" started Tori, not quite sure what she wanted to say, everything that popped into her head before all sounded silly now, after a few minutes of silence, jade looked at Tori with an unfamiliar expression on her face.

"I-I Like you" Said Jade, looking Tori straight in the eyes. Tori looked at the Goth girl; did she just hear her right?

A bunch of emotions came spiraling into her mind, was this real? or was she about to wake p any second now and find it was all a dream? This was the last thing that she was expecting to hear Jade say, before Tori had a chance to say anything back Jade stood up and made her way to the door.

"Wait" Said Tori grabbing Jades arm, Jade spun around to face her.

"WHAT?" shouted Jade a little harshly before Tori pulled her close into a kiss. Their lips met, and within an instant they got carried away, the kiss lasted about four minutes, until Jade came up for. She looked at Tori for a second clearly debating on what to do, and decided to head for the door.

"Jade, Don't go" Said Tori using that same needy voice she had used earlier, but it was too late Jade had gone and She wasn't going to stop for anyone!