Chapter 3
A/N: Okay!Chapter 3! Yayz! Okay. I haven't gotten any feedback on the second chapter yet! C'mon people! I need you to comment! So I can get better! I'm going to be trying to make my stories more detailed and a little more understandable if that's what you need! I mean, if you don't tell me if you comprehend what I'm writing, how am I supposed to know you don't get it? Ask questions, give opinions! I want you to tell me what you think! AND BTW: THE ACCIDENT HAPPENED 4 YEARS AGO AND ROXAS IS TURNING 16 SOON. BUT! JUST TO TELL YOU, SORA'S ACTUALLY 14. ROXAS JUST THINKS SORA'S 12. ANOTHER THING AS WELL: LAST CHAPTER (CHAPTER 2) WAS ABOUT A WEEK AFTER ROXAS STARTED GOING TO SCHOOL! SORRY! FORGOT TO MENTION IT. HE WASN'T INTRODUCED TO THEIR FRIENDS YET BECAUSE HE WANTED TO GET USED TO THE TRIO BEFORE MEETING MORE! Anyways. (-/o/-) Last chapter, really different then what I expected it to be. I mean, seriously. It's so jam packed it's kinda scary. But, in this chapter I'm going to convert Roxas back to Beginning first chapter Roxas. Where he's very distant. After seeing Marluxia again, he's gone very distant. Memories are reopening themselves in his mind and he has no idea how to deal with it. But, like the first chapter, this is going to open in italics. BUT! This is going to a different place at the same time. Like, in this chapter, it's not Roxas's story, it's Sora's. So, we're leaving Roxas's storyline be for a little bit and I'm going to give you a taste of Sora's story. And soon after that it will be Riku's turn. Riku, Roxas, and Sora are the most important and key characters (no pun intended) to this entire story. If I can, I'm going to post the pic that inspired this story onto...something and put the link on my profile so you can see it. BTW THIS CHAPTER IS GOING ON 11-12 PAGES, SO IT'S A LITTLE LONGER THEN USUAL. Now, thank you, and enjoy the story!
Across the sea, it's so far away. And I won't see you for another day. I wish I may, I wish I might, but you'll probably only be in my dreams again tonight. I miss you Roxas, I really do. If only I wouldn't have to come back to you. Sigh. I wish you'd come back to me, but you won't will you? How can you not understand that what you did saved not only me and you, but that one boy as well? I'm not mad. I'm really not. So why can't you just forget? I have. And I know how hard it could be. While I was in a coma, that's when I had to go through the memories and just get past them, now, I can look back and laugh at them even though others would say it's nothing to laugh about. And if you were here, I'd help you forget, every step of the way. But, you're not.
I sighed again for about the hundredth time in 2 minutes.
Why couldn't he just forget about it? I mean, I'm younger then him and I'm already past it. And, I was in a coma for a year! Though, I was younger at the time and I don't remember much of it.
Riku said for all the time I was in a coma Roxas didn't speak. And when he thought no one was around and was in my hospital room he just cried and cried. I kind of pity him I guess. But he needs to chin up!
Riku also said, (A week ago, in fact!), that he had two tickets (boarding time at 10:30 p.m.) to the town Roxas lives in now! So, we can go see him.
I've been living with Riku ever since I got out of the hospital. Everyday after I got out Roxas would burst into tears every time he looked at me. So Riku took me away and said Roxas would get better soon and I'd be able to see him again. He did, I guess. But only a little. Before he left, he'd managed to be able to look at me for more then 1 minute and not cry. He also hugged me before he left. Riku said that's really big progress. I didn't think so. I don't get why Roxas didn't want to see me. Or, when he did, he'd cry when he saw me.
I checked the time quickly, always nervous when I didn't know when it was. It was...about 8 at night...
But, anyways, Riku was moving down there now too and I'm getting transferred into a school there. Riku even said I might be able to live with Roxas when we get there! I hope so. I barely know him. And I really want to get to know him. Maybe he likes Sea-salt -
"Sora." A monotone voice sounded behind me. I turned my head slowly in response to the pissy hint in the man's voice. He had his brows shoved apart and had that fake look of calm on his face.
Yup. He was pissed.
What could I have done this time?
"Yes?" I asked. I seriously had no idea what I did this time. Usually I do but I've been good lately so I have no clue what he could be mad about.
"You know how I said we were going on the trip on December 14th?" Riku asked, steam practically radiating from his head.
I nodded, confused as to why he's asking me that.
"And how I told you we were moving so you had to pack all your stuff?" He asked, steadily letting his facade drop.
I nodded nervously.
"And what is today, Sora?" He asked me, sarcastically.
My eyes widened.
"December...fourteenth...?" I gritted out slowly, guessing. He nodded. "So I should hurry up and...pack everything of mine?" I can't believe I forgot about this.
"Yes, please do. You have 2 hours. Hurry. Up. Or I might just leave you." He stated turning towards my door. I nodded quickly and jumped off my computer chair. If I hurry I can be done in an hour. "And Sora." Riku said as he was closing the door, "I apologize for getting angry at you." I smiled. He knew I knew he knew...wait. What? Never mind. He knows me so well. And that thought just made me smile.
After an hour and 45 minutes, I finally finished packing every belonging of mine. Except, my ragged, old, patched teddy bear.
I took my seat on the floor beside Riku as he watched the sun set.
"Sora..?" He asked. I nodded, not taking my eyes off the sunset. He turned his head to me. "I know it's not really any of my business and I don't want to make you think negatively but...do you think Roxas will be strong enough to have you live with him again? Or to be able talk with you and just interact?" He questioned, looking very sad. I looked to my right, away from the sunset and Riku.
"I-I have no idea." I whispered. I loved Roxas, even though I barely knew him. And I know that he loves me. He just...I don't know why when he left he couldn't look at me long, he couldn't smile. But he still hugged me. But that was a year ago. Apparently he moved somewhere different then the place he left to a year ago. Destiny Islands was it? When I asked Riku about it, he said that's where me and Roxas lived from the time I was 2 till I was about 6. Then, we moved to Traverse Town, where I've lived until today.
Riku told me Roxas doesn't consider Traverse Town to be his hometown anymore. Riku said Roxas told himself that he was from Twilight Town, just so he could attempt to forget. But anyways, Riku's question.
"I have no clue, Riku. I don't even know if he'll be happy to see me." I stated, questionably. Riku nodded in understanding.
"But, there's always hope, right?" He asked, smirking lightly, playfully. I looked to him and smiled. I nodded quickly before he stood and cracked his back. "Alright, Sora. We gotta get going if we're gonna catch our flight. You don't want to lose that sliver of hope, do you?" Riku questioned, already knowing the answer. I shook my head really fast.
"No! I want to see Roxas! Even if he can't look at me or say anything to me!" I shouted excitedly. I wanted this. More then anything. I wanted to see him. I wanted to see Roxas.
Finally, we arrive at the airport and get on the plane. Man, never knew how big these planes were till now.
SHIT! WHY THE HELL ARE WE SO FUCKING HIGH? AND WHY THE HELL DID I AGREE TO THIS? I screamed in my head. Okay, maybe Riku was right to tell me that yes, this is very, very scary. But I had to do this. I had to see Roxas. I had to. He was my sun. Or...I don't know. Riku's better at these types of things. But, hopefully we'll land soon.
"Riku?" I started to question.
"Hmm?" He replied, not even opening an eye. I grinned a little.
"When do you think we'll land?" I asked, insanely nervous, curious, and most of all hopeful so I can get off this deathtrap. Doesn't help that I'm in the window seat either.
"Well, what time is it?" He asked. I checked my cell.
"About...11." I answered quickly. He nodded to himself.
"Then we'll get there at about 1:30 in the morning." He said and yawned. "It's a 3 hour trip Sora. It's only been half an hour. Why don't you go to sleep or something? You did bring your teddy bear." Riku said, his voice laggy from tiredness. I sighed.
"Gee...thanks for being so interesting, Riku. I feel sooo entertained." I replied sarcastically. He chuckled softly.
"It's my job to take care of you for the time being, Sora. Not to keep you entertained. And I do that on a regular basis anyways. But, I do need some downtime." Riku finished, starting to sound more and more tired as time went on. I laughed and then grinned.
"I know. Though, I wish you'd keep me busy with all sorts of things, Riku." I said in an innocent seductive voice. His eyes snapped open and he quickly looked at me, a faint blush on his cheeks.
"What are you talking about?" He asked, trying to sound calm but failing. His voice had cracked, causing a chuckle to bubble up in my throat.
"Oh, you know. Just things that I wish would happen, but I'm not sure if they will." I stated easily, shrugged. The blush on Riku's face deepened before he turned towards the aisle, trying not to meet my gaze.
"Shut up, you." He muttered quietly. I laughed out loud at his embarrassed tone.
Before long, sleep was coming up onto my conscious. I checked the time. 12:15 in the morning. I sighed. Well, Riku's still up. Maybe he'd let me...
I lifted the armrest separating the seat up and then laid my head on his lap. He jumped a little at the sudden intrusion but soon relaxed again, running his fingers through my hair in a calming notion. It was almost like we were long time lovers. I blushed at that thought. Riku was 16! 2 years older then me! But...I can't help these feelings. I don't think Riku knows I'm gay. I sighed a little. Man. I had it bad didn't I...?
And those we my last thoughts before I drifted off, dreams of me and a pink haired rapist running through my mind.
When I awoke, I was drenched in a cold sweat, hyperventilating from fear, and Riku was looking down at me worriedly. I looked into his aquamarine eyes and sighed, calmness suddenly flowing into my very being. I couldn't look away from his gaze though. His eyes...they were almost glued to mine.
When did Riku's face get so close to mine? All I knew was that his warm breath was calming on my still slightly cold skin. Slowly, unsurely, soft lips embraced my own in a small kiss. It was...it was amazing. I'm not trying to sound like a girl but...his lips on mine, I felt like the second to last piece to my puzzle of life was placed. Why second to last? Well, Roxas is the last of course.
As Riku's lips moved slowly, and a little reluctantly against mine, I put one of my hands on the back of his neck, pushing him a little closer. This continued for about all of 13 seconds.
All to soon, we pulled apart. I whimpered with the loss of warmth on my face. Riku was looking down at me regretfully. I scowled.
"What?" I asked, trying to keep my fury inside but letting a little sharpness come out. Riku looked away.
"I-I...Sora. We can't...we can't do this." He almost whispered. He sounded almost unsure of himself. After hearing this I gave my best glare and pulled his face to look at me.
"Look at me." I commanded, letting go of his chin. "Why?" I asked, finally letting all the suppressed rage out into that one sentence. "Why the hell can't we?" I asked, my voice raising a little louder. Riku flinched.
"I...because Sora. And don't curse!" Riku pleaded, though his eyes said he didn't mean it.
"Why are you lying to me and yourself?" I asked straight out. His eyes were drowning but I wouldn't let up.
"I don't know...I'm so much older and you don't really know what you're getting into-" I cut him off by connecting our lips in another passionate kiss. After awhile, even Riku was kissing back. I pulled away and looked straight into his eyes.
"Riku, I know perfectly well what the hell I'm getting into." I stated, pure honesty in my voice. "I...I think I'm in love with you. I've known you since I was 7, Riku. I trust you more then anyone. I...I love you. I love you." The last I said with certainty. He smiled.
"I-I love you too, Sora." Riku replied, smiling so widely, the entire plane lit up. I smiled and turned back towards the backs of the chairs in front of us, re-situating my head on Riku's lap. "What are you doing?" He asked, confused. I smirked.
"Going back to sleep. Wake when we get her, 'ight?" I asked, yawning. I looked up a little to see Riku gaping in shock and I giggled.
"You tell me you love me and initiate a relationship and then just go back to sleep? No make out session? Not even a little cuddling?" Riku asked, a pout present on his lips. I chuckled.
"Nope. Too tired. Maybe later if you're lucky." I winked. He sighed and looked out the window.
When I woke up this time, I was super tired and ready to get to our hotel. For the moment we're staying in a hotel. We're only staying in it until I'm signed up for school though. Which will take about 3 days. Despite what people might think from the way I act, I'm actually in my first year of high school. Roxas doesn't know I'm actually 14 though. He thinks I'm 4 years younger then him when actually I'm only 2 years older from him. Riku said that confusion in Roxas was probably triggered by the emotional and physical trauma he received. I just shrugged it off with all the other stuff I found out about Roxas.
When we arrived at our hotel, Destiny Inn, we quickly took out of suitcases from the taxi and ran into the main lobby, out of the poring rain. Yes, it was raining. Great, right?
"Umm...excuse me sir?" Riku asked the man at the front desk. The man turned to us, piercing blue eyes and spiky blond hair reminding me instantly of Roxas. I gaped in shock. Apparently Riku was as shocked as I was but he just shook it off.
"Yes?" The Roxas look alike asked. I nodded to myself.
"Can we get a double suite, for 3 days?" Riku asked, fake calm in his voice highly evident. The blond raised an eyebrow before turning around and grabbing a few papers and a pen.
"Here, fill it out and tell me what your last name is." He stated, monotone voice raising slightly. He was looking at me rather weirdly, it was nerve wracking. I finally got up the guts to ask him why once Riku walked over to a chair on the other side of the room to fill out the other paperwork.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked, voice shaking a little. The man shook his head, realizing his mistake.
"No...reason." He said a little reluctantly. "Hey, do you have a brother? Named Roxas? Roxas Ikizawa?" The blond asked, leaning in a little. I nodded, curious.
"How'd you know? Do you also know I'm Sora?" I asked, really curious by this point.
"I did after confirming you're Roxas's brother..." He trailed off, looking at me intently. "Can you tell me where he is?" He asked, kind of pleading. I looking him up and down suspiciously.
"Why do you want to know?" I asked, the unidentified man looking more and more like a stalker in my book. He sighed, running a hand through his hair. Th same way Roxas did...
"There's some important matters I have to discuss with him. Such matters I'm not sure he'd want me to tell you." He stated, completely serious.
"Who are you?" I asked the man. He sighed again.
"I'm Cloud." He stated, putting out a hand for me to shake. I reluctantly took his hand and sighed after awhile as well.
"Fine. He actually lives a block or two down from here. If you want, when I finish my school sign-up papers tomorrow, I'll take you if you want." I said reluctantly. He nodded, looking a little excited. Just then, Riku walked up to the desk, looking me over and handing the papers to Cloud. Cloud set them down on the counter in a neat stack and looked back up at Riku.
"Last and First names please?" Cloud asked calmly, all trace of our previous conversation draining from the air. Riku chose to answer.
"I'm Riku Kamicage. This is Sora Ikizawa." Riku stated. Cloud nodded and wrote our names down on a piece of paper before handing us a room key.
"Leon will take you to your room. LEON!" He shouted behind him, a brunette looking kind of like me with a scar on his face came out, looking angry and really annoyed.
"What?" He spat at Cloud, giving the blond a glare. the blond seemed to ignore it and continued.
"Take these guests to their room and carry their bags up there as well." He ordered, the glare the brunette was giving him intensified at this. "Please." The blond finished, making the brunette sigh and finally comply.
Before long, we were standing in front of a door, door 63. I sighed in relief. Now I can finally sleep, if only for awhile. Riku smirked and opened the door, Leon following after us once we stepped inside.
When Riku stepped into the bathroom, Leon was suddenly whispering in my ear.
"Please don't let Cloud down. He wasn't lying, you know. If you want...I'll tell you what he didn't. Whatever you want to know. But you have to promise me not to tell Cloud." He whispered. I nodded and turned to look at him.
"What does he have to discuss with Roxas?" Leon sighed.
"How did I know you would ask me that?" He asked himself before looking at me. "Roxas and you...Cloud's your...Cloud's your older brother, Sora." He said, making my eyes widen. I opened my mouth, prepared to speak, but Leon cut me off. "Before you say anything, I'd like to inform you of somethings. As you know, Roxas is 2 years older then you. Cloud, currently, is now 19. 3 years older then Roxas. Cloud left home when he was only 10 years old, Sora. You were 5 and Roxas 7. Roxas knows about Cloud though. He remembers him. He and Cloud haven't talked though since Cloud was 15. After that, he never got a reply from Roxas. Not once. All he wants is to protect you and Roxas. That and he wants to actually be reunited with you two. So, please. Don't let him down." Leon's voice cracked a few times in saying this, making it believable. I'll do this. I mean, it must be true. But before I do...
"Leon, you said when Cloud was 15, Roxas stopped talking to him?" I asked, a knowing tone in my voice. He nodded.
"Yeah, cut off all contact completely. Why?" He said back. I nodded to myself.
"4 years ago...all contact stopped 4 years ago. On November 21st, right?" I asked again. Leon nodded, eyes widening. "The day our life fell apart." I said, smiling evilly. This, would be a long story.
*The Next Morning* (BTW: This is the same day as the day Roxas meets Marluxia, just this is the morning. That comes later.)
I woke up groggily, rubbing my eyes harshly before having a t-shirt thrown in my face. I pulled it off and glared at the silver haired man who was grinning.
"Get up lazy bum. You gotta get a shower and then we have to head off to the high school, get you registered." Riku stated. I nodded a little reluctantly. I was kind of scared. School was in session after all. It was Tuesday. And I have to go to all my classes and meet my teachers today. I start school tomorrow but for some reason they want me to be introduced to all my classmates and such today. I also have to fill out a couple of forms, I don't even know.
Anyways, I was super tired from last night. I told Leon the entire story of the night and had been having nightmares all night. At least I feel a little better about the whole thing. Riku and the Traverse Town hospital shrink were the only people who knew about what happened besides the man who did it and Roxas. I feel better after telling someone else.
But, again, anyways. The good thing about going to the high school today is I get to tour the school and I might see Roxas! Yay!
That thought having passed my mind, I quickly got in the shower and got dressed. Before we knew it, me and Riku were in a taxi, driving to the school. Movements were frequent as we drove down the road. I was so anxious it wasn't even funny.
As we pulled up to the front of the school, I looked in awe before taking a deep breath, getting out, and walking towards the entrance. Me and Riku soon found the office and went straight to the principal's office.
I filled out the required paperwork, (Just some medical and academic shit) and was soon on my way to my homeroom, Riku following closely behind. He was looking around every few seconds, probably for the blond who moved away 2 years prior.
(This was before Roxas was in math. At this time he was in homeroom as well.)
Before I knew it, I was standing in front of about 30 sets of eyes and standing beside a man. A man with piercing amber eyes and silver hair. Mr. Xemnas.
"Class, this," He gestured to me. "Is Sora Ikizawa. Roxas Ikizawa's brother. Please treat him as you would anyone else. He will be joining us for only homeroom today but will be visiting his other classes throughout the day, though not until tomorrow will he be part of our school." The man droned, a monotone voice in use. I flinched at every glance he sent my way before he cleared his throat and turned to me.
"You will be staying for homeroom, correct?" He asked, his piercing gaze making a shiver run down my spine. I nodded. "You may sit next to Zexion. That will be your seat for the rest of the term. Zexion please raise your hand." He voiced, a blueish grayish haired teen raising his hand, not even looking up from his book.
I quickly found my seat and did what the teacher asked us. (A/N: BTW Riku's touring the school with the principal right now) Which was, and I quote, do whatever you damn well please, just don't destroy anything irreplaceable or kill anyone. I did as I was told, folding my arms on my desk and sighed, leaning my head on them and closing my eyes. That was, until someone was saying my name.
"Sora." I turned my head toward the voice, surprised to see Zexion, ?, looking at me, his book closed. I nodded my response. "You...You're Roxas's brother?" He asked me, his eyes were wide. I nodded.
"Yes. But I haven't seen him in two years. He moved somewhere else then eventually apparently came here. Me and Riku just found him. He doesn't know we're here yet though. Why you ask?" I asked him. He must at least know Roxas to even be asking such a thing. He shook his head and looked down at his desk.
"Roxas and me are friends. He never mentioned he had a brother...not even to Axel or Demyx...and by the way, who's Riku?" He asked, looking back up at me, his striking blue, ?, eyes looking through my very soul. I gulped.
"Riku...he's my guardian as well my boyfriend." I stated. He looked at me, confused.
"What about you and Roxas's parents?" He asked. I looked down at my desk this time, avoiding his gaze.
"They...passed away 4 years ago. I didn't know till a year after they died though." I stated and looked back at him. He had that confused look again.
"How could you not notice they were gone? Did you not even attend the funeral?" He asked. I shook my head.
"How could I? I was in a coma. I didn't wake up till a year later. And then a year after that, I had only Riku. I haven't so much as gotten a letter from Roxas in two years." I said, a little anger in the last part. His eyes widened more if possible, then, he frowned.
"Sora." I looked at him. "I will be sure to ask Roxas about all this okay?" He asked. I shook my head quickly.
"No! He can't know I'm here, not yet." I said, pleading him with my eyes to just let it slide, at least for now. He sighed a little.
"You have that same pout face as him. How can I not give in?" He asked. I squealed before hugging him tightly. He squeaked in surprise.
"Thank you, Zexion!" I shouted, giving him my one of a kind smile. I even saw a smile ghost over his lips before the bell rang, ending homeroom. We both stood and started walking towards the door.
"Sora, before you go tour the school, can I introduce you to Demyx?" Zexion asked. I nodded. Didn't he mention that Demyx was one of Roxas's friends too?
If I had known I would've been tackled after giving a small smile and a handshake, I would've worn padding under my clothes.
"YOU ARE SO CUTE!" The mullet haired teen squealed, spinning me around in his arms. I was soon put down though after Zexion ordered Demyx to let loose. I sighed in relief, sucking up as much air as I could after the event. Zexion sighed when he saw Riku walking towards us. I had already told them what he looked like and such so they knew instantly who he was.
"Sora." Riku's tone was a warning. Oops. Heh. I waved, smiling nervously. "Where have you been?" He asked, looking over me then Demyx and Zexion.
"Riku, stop. These are Roxas's friends, Zexion and Demyx." I stated gesturing to both the teens who waved. Riku gave me an apologetic/pleading look before sighing.
"Nice to meet you both. Hopefully both me and Sora will see you in school. but we must get going. The principal wants to show Sora around now. Bye!" Riku said before dragging me towards the principal. I sighed. This would be a long day.
After looking in on all my classes, we headed to the cafeteria. Technically, it was 4th block. So about 1/2 the students were having lunch right now. As we entered the cafeteria, I saw him. Roxas. But, I also saw someone else. Very familiar, and haunting. Pink hair, Tall, yup. It was Marluxia. Murderer and Rapist. I snarled quietly, trying to make sure Riku didn't hear. I quickly thought up and excuse, sure to make Riku let me walk alone for a bit.
"Hey Riku, could I find us a place to sit while you get our food, please?" I asked, giving him my best pout. He sighed and nodded. I walked away as quickly as possible after he turned his back, my destination Roxas and Marluxia.
The pair I was tracking went out the side door to the outside and walked around the building, to the back. As I got closer to the table Zexion was at, I started to sprint and was soon in front on 11 pairs of eyes, staring at me. 2 familiar, the others not. I looked to Zexion who was worrying his bottom lip between his teeth.
He sensed my presence and looked up, looking at me hopefully.
"Sora!" He shouted. "Did you see Marluxia, the pink haired guy?" He asked. I nodded, scowl in place. He flinched a little. "Do you know who he is?" I nodded again, heading towards the doors Roxas and Marluxia exited. Great, he's here too. Now I have even more memories to go through. Ugh.