A/N Please Read and Review All characters from twilight are obviously Stephanie Meyers not mine
ALSO This will turn in to a POLY story if you DONT LIKE IT DONT READ IT. Please I need all the GOOD Criticism you might have for me.
Previously on Happiness in all Forms...
We made slow passionate love, It was the most amazing feeling. Once I got past the pain of losing my virginity.
I fell asleep right after and barely heard him say 'I love you Bella'.
When I woke up the next morning I was alone. And sore in places I had never been before.
It was weird how I could be sore in place's when all this was, was imagination acting up, but I put no further thought to it.
I went to school puting on a fake smile so no one would call Charlie saying I was depressed and worrying him anymore than he was already.
Now on to...
Chapter 2
xxx NEXT NIGHT xxx
I was crying, in bed, in the dark, hoping He would come back to me again. Even if he just came back to hold me I would be blessed, we didnt have to make love. I would be happy with Him just holding me like he use to.
But I was alone... or so I thought until I noticed that there He was in my rocking chair. Again he didnt speak and I couldnt see anything but his shadow. But I knew my vampire had shown up to be with me again tonight.
"Edward will you hold me please?" I asked the shadowy figure. He got up and came over to my bedside. I moved over to give him more room he seemed bigger to me, but that could have been my messed up imagination. He kissed my tears away which gave me some hope that maybe we could have what we had last night.
"Edward will you make love to me again. Please." I asked.
He began kissing my cheeks, eyelids, and nose then finally kissed my lips but this kiss was fast and hard, it was still different from what I remebered his touch to be like and even different from last night but again not in a bad way. It felt wonderful to be in his strong somewhat thicker more muscular arms.
We made love twice and it was very passionate. I still couldnt understand how, because it all seemed so real like it was him and me together but I knew it was just me going crazy, more illusions my brain was creating. I just wish I could have seen more than his outline. I could feel him but that just wasent enough for me. I was beyond exhausted after we had finished making love that I fell asleep instantly. Dreamlessly.
I woke up alone but feeling oddly happier. Optimistic you could say, was how I was feeling. It felt like a new beginning.