My eyes unbelieving watching her fall to her death suddenly there's a loud thud followed by a bomb. Cheryl almost in tears, the shock must have stopped them. She had obviously tried to hard to keep the both alive and felt she had failed. I feel something a feeling new to me, it defi9naytely doesn't feel good in fact it feels empty and horrible. As I stand at an edge of a cliff, my arms only acting as a fence. The feeling I'm feeling right now is guilt. As guilt drives many mad I try to reframe tell me that it isn't my fault when clearly it is. Everything I should stand for is gone, I can see Katniss and Peeta both looking down at me they and both trusted me. Trust something that is earned and how to get from the mocking jay. It pains me to say this but I think that I should just give up let the Game-makers win. "What do we do now?" Katnip asks. I turn to Realm a twelve year old who'd lost a friend today, I wonder if he blamed us or if he was ye too young to see right from wrong. It took a while but Cheryl soon said "We find a safe spot for camp" she pauses taking a breath "we go to the beach like they did in the 2nd quarter quell. We walked; though it was silent it was successful. Our silence though in grief was helpful if ever the careers were looking for us. It was a long walk but it probably stopped any tears because we were all really tired. It was almost dark and we found the beach. It was a long massive beach unlike the one in the 75th games. In fact we had so much room it almost made our mood much happier.
Once we made ourselves home but still knowing the game-makers would but another plan together to scare us again. We got ourselves to sleep. None of us sleep straight away but just before the holograms come up Katnip falls into a deep slumber. Two names come up Meke from district had died. It was of course not helping Shontelle's mood. Then of course Madina comes up almost breaking Cheryl into tears. As Realm soon goes to sleep. Cheryl had been waiting for this; she was only staying strong for him. She had broken into tears and after some times she managed to fall to sleep. It was hard to see such a perfect person crumble. Once Chile soon finds that it's easier to sleep and deal with pain than it is to stay awake and deal with it. That leaves me and Shontelle the others shift almost every couple of minutes. "It's okay" I say to Shontelle she snivels "I know" I edge towards her, she doesn't react. "Meke was supposed to come with us" Shontelle says now in full tears "Shontelle, it's not your fault" I say in a comforting voice "no it's my fault, if he were with us, maybe, well maybe he would still be alive". I wish there were something to say that would make her feel better. She looks at me as if to say something, we are now in a cuddle I soon stroke her check feeling her tears dribble down her check. "I'm sorry for not talking to you, I just don't want to lose you again" She says "don't worry about it, we are friends and we are close now" We soon snuggle so tight it looks dodgy.
The night passes and Shontelle and I have now patched things up and my life is almost fixed only I'm in the hunger games. Me and Cheryl are the first to wake "Hello. How are you holding up?" I ask "Fine" she replys "I know that you blame yourself for her death" she continues. What is she saying of course it is "isn't it" I reply. "Oh god no, if you were to think this was your fault, aghh god forbid" she rambles. "Thanks but I think giving up is my only option" I say. "Please say that and your saying Madina had died for nothing" she says with lots of emphasis. She sees my look of denial and know that no words would cut it apart from these ones "why let Snow win" these words are followed by her showing off her mocking jay pin on her shirt underneath her coat.
As everyone wake up and Cheryl goes out hunting with Realm, Chile is persistent we go back to the cornucopia but me and Shontelle have no intention of going back. Katnip is also nagging me to take a look at my arm. I soon let her take a look and then she says it's officially going to take medicine. As the words come out of her lips I know that the Capitol are on to it, soon there will be a feast and soon there will be a blood bath. It pains me to admit it but this is how they think. Soon just like before the noise comes out just as capitol accent was almost drilled out of my brain. "There will be a feast soon we will have a table full of food, weapons and medicine. Me and everyone admit that Realm will stay here with Katnip, she doesn't complain because she quite likes looking after kids ever since she was little. She tells me to be very careful of my arm. So it's me Cheryl, Shontelle and Chile to fight. There will be a bloodbath.
We've soon made it to the cornucopia and found ourselves out of the bush and in to the mountain range. The cornucopia is still there looking quite damaged and as night falls, we watch the food being placed. Before we can run to grab the assets, Malice in her raincoat runs up to it and grabs some apples, a medic kit and of course the only asset packs there. I soon lay my eyes upon a super medic kit. Though the name sounds cheesy it's probably the only thing that can heal me. Both Ember and Diamond from 1 and 2 come up and before Breaker from 11 can run far enough a dagger enters his chest "that was supposed to be mine" yells diamond. A canon went off the blood bath had begun.