Preaviously on Happiness In All Forms...
"We've been better, grieving over you actually." Jasper answered me. But before I could answer back Alice cut in.
"Bella we thought you died I saw Victoria killing you. I dont understand how your still alive."
Chapter 11
"I dont know what your talking about Victoria was never near me." I told them. Leema who still had her powers sent me a questian of who Victoria was. I looked over at her and told her. "Victoria is a vampire with fire red hair who was after me because Edward killed her mate James." I told her then looked back at the confused faces of the Cullens.
"Wait. The red headed bitch wasnt your friend?" Leah asked me, I turned around and looked at her in question.
"Um no, why?" I asked
"Because we almost had her she was headed in to your room when me and Jared were patroling but it scared her off we just assumed she was a friend of yours or theirs." Leah spoke and gave a dirty look over at the Cullens.
"Thats what I saw and then nothing it all went blank. I guess I cant see past you and those mutts. Are you the reason I cant see now?" Alice sneered at Leah. That just pissed me off, Leah was a part of my family and No One messed with my family. So I hissed at Alice.
"You dont call my family mutts. If your going to be a bitch then leave. And Im the one who turned off your power. In fact I turned everyones off." I told her with authority in my voice.
She shrank back and then muttered 'sorry', but had an awe look when I said it was me who turned them off.
"Anyway, Victoria is no more, that is how Charlie and I got here. What I want to know is why you both made love to me and then left?" I turned toward Jazz and Em.
"MOM! Ugghhh thats gross. Come on Leah dance with me, the perentals need to talk anyway." Sebastian half yelled at me then spoke to Leah all sweetly. She giggled as he spun her around to the dance floor. It made me smile, I was so happy for them. All of my children.
Everyone else left too so it was just the three of us. Finally! I turned to Jazzy and Emmy-bear. Oh how I wanted to just hop in their arms and kiss the crap out of them both but I knew that we definately needed to have a talk to figure everything out. So I took both there hands and led them to our conference room and made them sit down in the chairs on one side, and I went to the other side so I was right across from them. Then I waited for them to answer my question, on why they left. I looked at Emmett then Jasper and back to Em, but Jazz spoke first.
"That night I showed up in your room, you seemed ok with everything that was happening, me touching you, and kissing you. I thought you knew it was me and not Edward, even though you called his name out when I first came through the window but I thought that you had seen who it really was or when i touched you for the first time that you had to have figured it out. When you fell asleep afterwards I was holding you in my arms until Alice called me and told me that she had had a vision that Victoria was creating an army of newborn vampires to kill you, because Edward killed James. Alice told me she saw two outcomes, one was Victoria succeeding in killing you. The other was that of my family coming back together and with the help of some of our friends we could kill the army and Victoria and then I could go back to you once you were safe." He frowned a bit looking at the table in thought.
"Alice saw that we would be waiting in the baseball field when we killed them, Alice didnt see anything change until we thought it was too late or so we thought. We rushed to your house but no one was there, not even Charlie, we saw that your cars were gone so we thought you had gone out for some reason three days later you hadnt shown up and we figured we truly were too late. Obviously we all were wrong. I dont know how your still alive but Im very very happy about it. I love you so much that it felt like my heart beat once again when I saw that you were really still alive. I hope you can forgive me for leaving, if I had known you were pregnant...God Bella I would never have left. Im Sorry. So Sorry. I never wanted to leave but I wanted to protect you any way I could but when Alice saw that we werent going to get to you in time I felt my heart die all over again." He had finished on a half sob that broke my heart. In the middle of him talking, he had taken my hands in both of his, rubbing circles on the back of them. I squezzed his hands trying to convay to him that it was ok. It would be ok. Eventually.
"I understand that you didnt know I was pregnant and that you were trying to save my life but what I dont understand is why you came to me, made love to me, and why you would tell me that you love me in the first place. What about Alice? You both loved eachother, I know that so Im just a little confused. Ive learned to love you when I found out we had twin boys together but I think I loved you before but was just too blind to see clearly. I was to wraped up in Edward to see that I Love you Jasper and always will." I told him giving him a big smile.
"Bells. Alice and I, we had a long good life together, I do love her just not the way I use to. Before we left you the first time after your birthday Alice started to pull away and I didnt know why until we werent around you anymore and I constantly thought of you and It just clicked, I loved you. I asked Alice if this is why she was pulling away from me. She had told me... 'Jasper I saw you and Bella together before Edward was even involved with Bella. I have my own mate out there too who is looking for me as we speak. I think its come to a time were we can be friends and go our separate ways. I love you Jasper but more like a brother now'."
"I was shocked to say the least but I understood. That was until Emmett here told me after he had gotten to Denali were we all were meeting up, that he was in love with you and asked why I was in your room. Em and I got to talking and found out that we had feelings for eachother and you. Alice found her mate 2 years ago, his name is Mitchel Davis, he is funny but quiet and over all loves Alice far more than I ever could have." He smiled and turned to Emmett grabbing one of his hands in his then looking back to me.
"Em what about you and Rosalie? Do you really love me?" I asked him. Even I could her the desperate tone in my voice. "Why did you leave me?"
"Bellabean I love you dearly. Rose always said that the reason she saved me was becuase I reminded her of a friend of hers baby that she new as a human. She always seemed to want more in this life and was bitter becuase she was frozen to this life. I got tired of it. Her always looking at me and I would always see this far away look, I knew that when she got that look she was back to that time. Thinking of a family we could never have. Rose now has her own mate, who calms her down exponentially. You came in to our lives and everything changed for me Bella, I just couldnt say anything because you were Edwards girlfriend, not that I didnt love you, because I did. I do love you Bells and I love Jasper too and our gorgous kids. Like he said Alice called and told me what she saw and I knew I had to protect you but when I had first stepped in to your bedroom I knew Jasper had been there I just didnt know why until I talked to him. You have to know that we love you Bella. Very deeply and that we wont leave you ever again if you wish to love us back and forgive our stupidity." He told me his explanation looking really serious. It was weird to see goofball Emmett serious, but it made me love him even more.
"I love you both very much too. Im glad I now know why you left me. And that you really didnt want to leave me behind. I forgive you both and hope the nine of us can become a great family." I went and sat in Jazz's lap. I kissed Emmett first then Jasper.
"Wait nine of us? What do you mean Bells we only have seven. And why are your eyes violet?" Em asked which made me laugh.
"Um yeah, there is us three, our four kids. But Lemma Imprinted on Demitri and Leah imprinted on Sebastian so they are our eight and nine. I am hoping Lucus and Jane get together though." I laughed at the dumfounded looks on there faces.
"Ok and your eyes?" Jasper asked
"Oh yeah thats one of my powers."
"One?" They both asked at the same time.
"Yeah." I said then I proceeded to tell them what happened in my life after they had left three years ago. There emotions went from Shock, Hate, Fear, and Love. But they seemed to be fine with everything that had happened. I knew we would be together for a long time, however long eternity lasted. I loved the thought of having all my family together again. My Children together and my Two Loves by my side Always and Forever.
A/N
Thats it folks, all thats left is an epilogue.
Here you go I hope I did it justice city bookworm if you have any questions let me know!
