CHAPTER 16

Alec PoV

My throat felt dry.

My skin was burning up.

My hands tingled with want.

Magnus was looking at me with such intensity that for a moment I forgot how to breathe. His hand slowly traveled up until he let his fingertips caress my cheek. I closed my eyes letting out a shaky sigh feeling goosebumps all over my body. His hand moved down keeping his touch light, like I was made of something precious and fragile.

We were still fully clothed, but my body didn't mind, it felt every feathery touch with such hunger that I was beginning to think that the second his hands truly touched me, I would be completely overwhelmed by every sensation. He seemed to get this, like always, he was capable of reading me with such accuracy that I felt like I could never hide anything from him.

"Alexander" he whispered and his mere voice sent a shiver down my spine. His hand moved lower until it grasped my own, he lifted it and put it against his chest letting me feel his rapid heartbeat. Unconsciously I took a step closer, our chests touching again and our mouths inches apart "I love you" he whispered and I felt his words against my lips before diving for them.

With my fingers I was witness of how much I affected him. His heartbeat became frantic, stronger than ever. I grasped his shirt feeling my skin tingle as his hand left mine only to go back to my hips pulling me to him. I gasped brokenly once his fingers brushed against my bare skin just above the hem of my pants; I swallowed ending the kiss to give my entire attention to his hands. He let them trail through my hips before moving them up taking my shirt with them.

My breathing hitched.

My heart took a leap.

I licked my lips prior rising my hands letting him take away my shirt; he threw it aside before turning to look at me. His eyes trailed all over my chest, lingering in the small, white and ugly lines that adorned it…his eyes darkened with hatred.

"Hey" I whispered cupping his face making him look at me. I didn't want him to think of that, not now that I was almost catatonic with need "I´m okay…" I closed my eyes putting my forehead against his "I love you" I felt his arms snake around my torso before embracing me strongly, I welcomed the hug I didn't know I needed inhaling his scent and letting my soul greet him. Who would have thought that once we agreed to have sex I would feel this way? I mean, I was not scared, but things were a little bit too much at the moment. Probably sensing my inner turmoil he moved away to look at me in the eye and smiled lifting one eyebrow…cocky bastard, he had no right to be mocking me only because I was freaking out a little "Shut up" I mumbled hiding my face on his neck.

"I didn't say a thing" he chuckled "I know you´re ready…I can see the difference now" he kissed my head. I grinned at this, yeah I saw it too.

"It´s weird…I want you, so fucking much but at the same time I feel like it was my first time…"

"Same here blue eyes…it might be because this one really fucking counts" I kissed his neck, deeper each time appreciating every sound he made, his hands tangled in my hair prior pulling me back meeting my lips with his own. We kissed hard, our tongues battling each other…not for dominance, but for want, for need of the other´s body.

Magnus PoV

"Off" he groaned tugging my tee. I obliged barely separating our lips so I could get it out; his hands were everywhere making me crazy with each caress. The feeling of his skin finally against my own, his hard nipples rubbing in my chest and the faint hairline that trailed until the hem of his pants…fuck, how could anyone be this fucking sexy?

I moved to kiss along his jaw until I reached his earlobe, I sucked it wanting to hear him lose control, hear his moaning louder and make him forget about everything else.

"M-Magnus" he breathed bucking his hips rubbing his crotch against mine making me see stars.

"Shit…" I moaned rocking my own…dry humping like horny teenagers, now that was something I hadn´t done in a while. I hissed as I felt his nails dig in my hips before he took a step back guiding us to the bed…and before I could think of what was happening, we were on it and I was on top of him.

I froze.

I didn't want him to freak out for this. We had to switch places, we…

"Why did you stop?" he asked looking at me with his beautiful eyes, they were navy by now, darkened by lust and making me shiver by just gazing at them.

"I can´t be on top"

"Yeah you can" I shook my head trying to move away but he moved faster locking his legs around my waist and keeping me in place.

"…Alec?" he just smiled before…slowly…so fucking, agonizingly slow…he rocked his hips up rubbing against me in the most perfect way "Fuck" I mouthed trying to get back in control of my trembling body.

He was having none of that.

He kept his movements slow and controlled, knowing how crazy he was making me. Then, his hands started to move around my torso rising goosebumps all over my body. I moaned when they began to play with my nipples, pinching and twisting them making me whine in a combination of pain and arousal that kept me unable to move away. I thought that we could keep like this forever, until his heavenly mouth went back to my neck, nibbling and biting in a way that should be illegal…when had he learned to do that?

"Alec" I gasped hearing a moan emerge from his lips the second my hips decided to meet his picking up the pace. I licked my lips before moving down to kiss his chest dying to mark him just like I knew he had marked my neck. His legs untangled from my back most likely knowing that I was not going to move now.

I nipped and bit his skin while my hands grasped his strong legs…moving up each time, until I could cup his delicious ass and massage it wantonly, only stopping when I heard a breathless chuckle coming from him. I looked up only to see him with his eyes closed and a small smile on his lips "What´s so funny?" I asked before letting my tongue give a little lick to his nipple.

"Shit…" he moaned opening his eyes and gazing at me "I just…ngh…" I continued giving attention to the pink lump between as I urged him to talk…a little sexy torture never hurt anybody "…I remembered what you said…G-God…" he pushed his head back as my hands moved to the inside of his legs getting my fingers dangerously close to his crotch "About my ass on the TV show…" he spoke so fast that I had no option but to chuckle knowing that he hated not being able to talk straight ever since he overcame his stutter.

"Well, it is gorgeous, but there is one other part of your sexy anatomy that I want to meet right now" I spoke against his ear before my hand moved to cup him over his pajama pants.

"Fuck" I moved my hand feeling him so hard under my fingers that I was having serious trouble keeping me from shoving down his pants and make him goo under my hands.

"Has anybody ever sucked you?" I breathed in his ear feeling the shiver that ran down his body. He shook his head looking straight into my hand as his hips moved to meet it "Would you like me to?" I let my tongue leave a trail along his neck before crawling to kneel between his legs moving my hand away.

Not getting a negative answer I took his silence as a yes, so I let my hands move down to the hem of his pants and slowly pulling them down. He let me without moving his eyes from my hands; I tossed the pants aside before letting my finger trail through his clothed dick watching his chest rise with every strong breath. I ducked my head caressing him with my nose before I left a trail of butterfly kisses along his length.

I raised my eyes meeting his blown ones just before I pulled down his boxers and licked his dick in one swift motion "Holy shit!" he trashed grasping the covers and bending his spine up. I continued with small licks and bites, teasing him into oblivion while my hands moved to play with his balls.

He tasted strong and sweet at the same time, his smell was welcomed by my body like oxygen and I fucking knew that I had to make him cum fast or I would have an embarrassing orgasm in my pants. I swallowed eager to completely taste him and putting my lips on his tip, I let my tongue roll around it having my eyes fixed on his trembling figure. I had spoken the truth; I could now see the true Alec, his true passionate side completely shadowing the blushing kid at the park. I took a breath before opening my mouth and taking him in.

He moaned like a fucking Porn Star.

Deep, guttural and completely uninhibited…I almost came just from hearing him. I worked him putting special attention in his reactions, finding out his weak spots and avoiding the uncomfortable ones set on making him lose his mind.

"Magnus" he whispered like a mantra as his hips shot forwards completely lost in his pleasure. I put a firm hand on his hipbone keeping him from chocking me "I´m…I´m…" he screamed as his seed shot into my throat barely giving me time to swallow most of it. I sat back cleaning my chin with the back of my hand while he got back his breath.

"You are the sexiest person I have ever seen" I grinned before he groaned covering his face with his hand "What?"

"Talk about fast! I swear I had more stamina than this" he whined frowning. I chucked moving to lie on his chest folding my arms to rest my head.

"If the only thing left from what happened to you, is finishing a little faster than usual…I don't complain" I let my finger trail one of his scars feeling my heart clench in sorrow. They had tortured and broken him like no one should be allowed to, but my soul swelled with pride at the thought of how further he had come…and how much farther we would get in just a little longer.

Alec PoV

I was taking deep breaths feeling like I was in cloud nine. I felt so amazing that the only thing keeping me from complete happiness was the fact that we hadn´t had full on sex yet…but that was something I planned on getting done as soon as possible.

Fuck, after months of nothing an orgasm like that really felt like heaven.

"I love you" I murmured passing my hand through his hair, he purred smiling before ducking his head and start leaving small kisses on my scars. I swallowed looking away feeling a lump in my throat as memories tried to go back inside my head "Kiss me" he raised his head locking his eyes in mine immediately understanding what I needed. He gave me a small and intimate smile before crawling to meet my lips in a languid kiss, dancing slowly, tasting each other…I gasped feeling his tongue inside my mouth, mapping every inch of it. I shuddered fisting his black strands reciprocating his attentions loving every moan he let out. We continued ravishing each other's mouths.

Biting

Sucking

Battling

Our breaths were heavy. Our bodies tense with need. We knew what we needed to satisfy our need, and for once, nothing seemed able to stop us.

"Lube" he breathed before bolting to the bathroom. I let out a breathless chuckle watching him half running and half taking away his clothes…at least I was not the only desperate one. After a minute he was back inside the room fully naked.

Dear Lord he was too fucking gorgeous.

"Like what you see?" he teased not the least ashamed of his unclothed state or his proud dick aiming at the sky.

"Fuck yeah" I practically moaned moving to a sitting position as he came closer to the bed. I raised my hand to pull him by the waist towards me. I kissed his abs and chest, letting my forehead rest against him feeling his heartbeat though his skin while my other hand moved to touch his manliness, loving its texture against my fingertips and how it seemed to jump every time I touched it.

"Alec…" he didn't need to say much more for me to understand him. I moved away waiting for him to lay back in bed before nesting between his legs and going for his lips again "Here" he whispered against my mouth as his hand grasped mine giving me the lube.

I swallowed looking at it thinking of how things had changed from the first time we had met. The old me had never even thought about being special enough to have sex with Magnus…let alone top him. I moved my eyes through his body, lean and perfect in every way; his face, exotic and beautiful; his eyes, filled with so much love that they took my breath away… I was so fucking glad I had gone to that party all those months ago, that not even the fact that I had been abused later could make me regret it.

I coated my fingers not moving my eyes away, he on the other hand was gazing intently at them though highly darkened eyes. I moved my hand down until I encircled his entrance, my finger moved around it teasingly feeling it contract with need. I ducked my head to his neck biting and nibbling while I continued preparing him.

One

Two

Three fingers

We were both shaking by now, the crave was too much but I didn't want to hurt him, so I kept moving my fingers inside of him, curling them trying to find his prostate eager to make him feel as amazing as I felt. He was moaning my name, sometimes barely making a sound as his hands grasped my shoulders and his eyes going from my fingers to my face.

"Now…Alexander, now" he pulled my face to look at him, his eyes death serious. I nodded moving my hand away to pour a generous amount of lube in my hand prior smearing it all over my length. I got into place kissing him hard feeling his legs tangle in my back.

I pushed.

The heat, the pressure, the closeness...It was like getting home, it felt so fucking right and good that I considered never moving away. I continued moving inside of him in a slow phase, always conscious of his breaths and expression knowing that he was hurting, but if he hadn´t told me to stop it meant that he could take it, that he wanted me to get completely inside of him.

"Magnus" I said once I felt my balls touch his skin. I was breathing fast and my skin was faintly coated with sweat mixing with his. He had his eyes closed as he took deep breaths, his hands traveled from my arms to the back of my head twisting his fingers with my hair. I kissed his neck, jaw, chin, forehead and lips, I tried to show him how precious he was to me, how important he had become and how thankful I was to have him in my life, because I knew that I would be nowhere near where I was today if it wasn't for him.

"Move" I followed his words in a slow phase until none of us could take tenderness any longer.

Faster

Harder

Deeper

That was our mantra while our bodies attempted to merge with the other. His hips were up meeting mine, his hand digging on my shoulders as his mouth chanted my name like a prayer. I felt my insides clench and my muscles tense eager to get to the peek, but I couldn't give in, I had to take him with me. I fisted him pumping hard and almost feeling dizzy with desire watching him fall apart before me, screaming and moaning unable to get back in control. I was not silent either, I whispered his name like it was the only word my brain could process as I hid my face on my neck giving him all I had, all I that I was.

And then it became just too much.

He came with a scream, twisting his body in ecstasy. I felt his whole body shudder as his insides contracted against my dick pulling me with him. I reached my orgasm with his name on my lips, feeling the waves of pleasure so strong that I was sure I got blind for a second. Everything else was gone, in my world only the two of us existed…and it was perfect.

After what could have been minutes, hours or even years of blissful elation I came back in my senses. I was slumped on top of him, my breaths hollow and my body aching.

Wow…fucking wow.

"Wow" he whispered making me chuckle still unable to move "For this, it was definitely worth the wait" I could feel his grin against my cheek while I managed to get out of him and roll to my side.

"Ditto" I felt his body move until he was propped on my chest hiding his face on the crook of my neck.

"You just made the biggest mistake of your life" I frowned at his words but he kept going before I could speak up "If our first was this fucking amazing, I´m gonna have to keep you here until we beat it..."

"It might take a while" I faked concerned.

"Good thing we have the rest of our lives…don't we?" he took my hand knotting his fingers to mine.

"Yeah, we do" I turned to give him a chaste kiss "Forever if it´s necessary"

"Sound fucking good to me"

THE END

Well that has to be the longest smut scene I have ever written o.o

I´m completely trashed! Uni is no fun in finals! And that´s why this is fresh out of the oven (no much proof reading sorry :S) and out before I dig my grave any deeper in school lol.

Now to business…ahem…CoLS! OMG OMG OMG! One of the reasons I had a writer´s block for two weeks was the damn epilogue! Come on! I´m really thinking about kicking Magnus´ ass for that ¬¬ and give Alec a slap! Both of them are idiots! But I still love them lol

If you want to bitch and scream about the book feel free to PM me or write about it in your review :)

Another thing…my Malec muse decided to work again and I have another fic cooking! Ahh I´m so excited! This one will have lots of angst (you know how much I love it!) and it´s gonna be an AU…expect some Malec from yours truly in about a month :)

Finally, THANK YOU THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH! Really, this is my first Malec ever and seeing that you guys liked it sooo much makes me really happy :)

I´m not sad it´s over, it was way overdue and I needed some fluffly smuth lol.

Thanks again for all the awesome people that took the time to read, fave and review this fic, you rock!

Lots of love to all!

Take care!