Heeeey! sorry this one took me longer to update than the others but i decided I'm going to make most of the chapters around 1000 words but ill update every other day like I said :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi.
They pulled up outside and Clare slowly let out the breath she didn't know she was holding. She didn't know why she was so nervous but at the same time she did. She wasn't scared of the mere fact of seeing his room; she was scared about all of the memories she knew would come flooding back to her once she saw it. He came around to her side of the car and opened her door for her like he always used to. He grabbed her hand as they made their way to the front door. Once they entered the house she realised how quiet it was and shot him a confused glance.
"My parents are out..." he said watching her reaction. It made him question this idea, "does that make you feel uncomfortable at all? If you want we don't have to hang out here."
She rolled her eyes at him immediately.
"Just, shut up" She said while gaining courage and grabbing his hand to lead him up the stairs to his room.
She opened the door being prepared for the worst. She looked around the room, shock being evident on her face. It was clean. As clean as any teenage boys room would be. She turned around to face him with a smile plastered on her face.
"I can't believe you cleaned it, Eli" she began, "I'm so proud of you."
"Seriously? It was no big deal; just took a while" he said it as if it hadn't taken him two months but he didn't want to admit this out loud, especially to Clare.
They stood there for a moment just smiling at each other before Clare sat down on the end of his bed and held her hand out for his. Immediately he intertwined his fingers with hers before she pulled him towards herself. He sat down next to her but only got time to breathe out before she grabbed him behind his neck with her right hand and he put his lips over her own. It started out slow; he was trying not to get carried away.
"Clare," he started as he pulled away, "just because we are up here alone in my room doesn't mean we have to do this. We can just watch a movie if you want."
"Eli, its fine, I want to." She said simply.
"Are you sure?" He questioned, "I mean we never really did THIS before and I don't really know what you're comfortable with anymore. I haven't been with you in a long time."
"I know but its different now. I want to do this, I promise, I wouldn't be initiating something I didn't want" She said while slowly sliding her hand up his chest.
He didn't reply; he just looked into her eyes making sure they were saying what her lips were. A smirk spread across his lips before he leaned in again. His lips moved over hers expertly while his hands slid to her waist. He felt her begin to lean back and took this a sign as he climbed over top of her now in a laying position. Although they shifted positions, his lips never left hers for a moment. He felt like it would be completely impossible for this action to occur. He realized he could spend the rest of his life with his lips attached to hers and be completely content. His breath began catching in his throat. He and Clare had been together before but they had never kissed like this. Ever. It wasn't that he didn't want to; He just thought she wouldn't want to. His heart started beating in his chest. After practically five minutes of making out Eli felt he couldn't take it any longer without things becoming awkward. Her hips were moving again his in a way that made him quickly change his mind from where this was heading.
"Baby, I think we should stop," he said while his mind was thinking the complete opposite, "I don't know how much more of this I can take."
Clare sat up pushing him off of her and began attempting to catch her breath.
"Okay" she replied with little emotion.
"Please don't think it's anything you did other than being too amazing. I don't want to stop, I just don't know how much longer I could have lasted with your body moving against mine like that" he said while a blush began to form on his cheeks.
"Its okay, Eli" she said while placing a hand on his cheek and looking into his eyes, "I get it."
"We can still watch a movie if you'd like..." he asked her.
"Sure" she replied.
He quickly stood up looking threw his cupboard for a good movie. After asking her to choose between the five he had that weren't horror he placed the movie into the DVD player he had in his room. He then climbed into his bed next to her.
"You can get under the covers if you want, Clare" he said with slight apprehension.
"Alright... are you gonna join me under them?" she asked with a devious smile on her face.
"If I'm aloud" He said with a laugh.
"You are" she said while trying not to laugh herself.
They both climbed under the covers and Eli immediately wrapped his arms around her stomach and kissed her on the cheek.
"Eli," she began while turning to face him as he loosened his grip on her to allow her to do so, "I want to tell you something."
"Alright, shoot" He said seriously.
She looked into his eyes questioning whether or not it was too soon to tell him since they had just recently gotten back together. She decided to go against the doubts running through her mind and just say it.
"I love you" she said.
He sat there almost in shock for a moment before the realization set it. A large smiled crossed his face before he could get it to leave to tell her the same sentiment with seriousness.
"God Clare, I love you too. So much." He suddenly didn't care about getting carried away or taking things too far. He wrapped his arm around her back before leaning in and pressing his lips to hers. Although it started out light it turned into the most mind-blowing kiss he'd ever had. Once he felt her bring his bottom lip between her teeth he couldn't help himself any longer. He light out a slight moan into their kiss hoping it wouldn't throw her off. To his immense pleasure, it didn't. He swore they laid there in complete bliss just kissing and cuddling for another hour before her drove her home. He knew this was just the start of a very amazing thing.
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