Jackson's POV

Scott's alarm went off at about 5:30 the next morning. I quickly reached over to turn it off before Scott woke up but I looked back to see his warm brown eyes staring at me.

"Good morning." I said laying back down and pressing my forehead to his.

"Morning." He said plainly as he pulled away from me to stand up.

"Where do you think your going?" I teased pinning him down onto the bed.

"Can you please let me up? I need to get ready for school." He said avoiding making eye contact with me.

"No I think I like you right here." I said, rolling my hips into his so he could feel my obvious morning wood.

"Get off of me right now!" He screamed as I took the hem of his briefs between my fingers.

"Why. You obviously like this." I said, palming his now growing bulge.

"Jackson please. I don't want to do this." He said choking up.

I looked up at Scott to see his red tear filled eyes. It shattered my heart to see the one I love cry, especially when I was the cause of it. I quickly got off of him and moved to the other side of the room.

"Scott…I…I don't know what to say. I lost control. I'm sorry. Please don't be mad at me." I begged as he got out of his bed and walked to the bathroom, slamming the door shut behind him.

I followed him to the bathroom hoping by some miracle that he would forgive me for messing up again. I stood outside the door as I heard the shower come on. I couldn't help the thoughts that crossed my mind knowing that my lover…my mate was naked and the only thing separating us was an insignificant piece of wood.

"...Scott" I said as I opened the door to the bathroom, easily breaking the lock with my new found wolf strength.

"What the hell! Can't I have two seconds to myself?" I heard him as he peeked out the side of the shower curtain.

"I'm sorry Scott. I really am. It was stupid and mean and rude and I hate myself for it." The words coming out of my mouth hurt. But they were also true.

Scott's POV

Good! I was glad he felt that way about himself. He deserved it! No he didn't. I wish he did, it would make it easier to hate him, but instead I feel nothing but regret as I see him sink to the floor with his head resting on his knees. My chest tightened as I saw my highschool bully turned potential lover sank to the floor. He was so defenseless, so open to pain and regret. It was a side I was glad to see. Not because I wanted him to feel pain, just because it was nice to know he could feel anything at all. He was always so cold and dense.

I turned the shower off and wrapped my lower half in a towel.

"Jackson, it's not all your fault." I said sitting next to him and putting an arm around his shoulder. "I remember how it felt, how it still feels when your with someone your attracted to. Your urges take over, they become impossible to ignore, you tell yourself over and over again that you can't do what you want to but no matter how hard you try you always end up messing up somehow."

"So you don't hate me?" He asked with red eyes.

"Of course I don't hate you. Your mean and crude and extremely cocky. But I don't hate you." I said pressing my forehead to his.

"So what happens now? I mean you let me stay the night last night…does that mean…"He asked suggestively.

"Don't get carried away. I definitely don't trust you enough to say were together…but for now I'm willing to give you a chance." I saw his face light up with a smile as I spoke these words. He shot up to a stand, pulling me with him and pressed me up against the wall. Realizing what he'd done he immediately steppe back from me.

"Jackson I'm not a fucking flower. Besides I didn't say I didn't like a little aggression." I said shoving him against the wall and attacking his lips with mine, making him grown in both pain and pleasure. "So what do you say Jackson. Would you like to join me in the shower?" I whispered into his ear before biting his ear lobe.

"You have no idea." He said taking off his briefs and shoving my towel off before forcing my legs around his waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck and locked my legs together behind his back as he carried me back to the shower. He turned the water on hot and then moved his lips to my neck, sucking on my pulse.

"Jackson!" I gasped as he took one of my nipples in his mouth.

I heard a knock on the door and completely forgot…"Scott? Are you ok?" My mom said from the other side of the door. Talk about instant turnoff.

"Yeah I'm fine mom!" I said over the sound of the shower.

"Ok….well. Finish up in there. You'll be late for school and I need the shower." She said and I listened til I heard her door shut then turned off the shower.

"Sorry. I forgot she was here." I said feeling a little guilty as I looked down and saw horde Jackson still was.

"I'm fine. Let's get outta here before she comes back." He said stepping out of the shower and grabbing a towel, wrapping it around his waist. I looked at all the muscles in his back taking a moment to take each one in.

"Like what you see?" He said over looking back at me over his shoulder.

"Shut up." I smiled and blushed then realized how naked I was.

"Can you hand me that towel?" I said desperately trying to cover myself.

"Hmmm. No I don't think so." He said before taking the towel and running out of the room.

I was about to yell at him when I remembered my mom was here. So I poked my head out of the door to make sure she wasn't around then quickly ran, butt naked, to my room. When I entered I saw Jackson with a pair of my underwear on and looking through my closet.

"We need to go shopping." he said with a sigh, not liking my choice in clothes.

"What? You don't like my clothes?" I said grabbing the towel that he'd stolen off my bed.

"No it's fine. But you need more variety." He replied finally settling on a plain white shirt with jeans.

"Well sorry we can't all have money like you." I regretted the words as they came out of my mouth. He didn't even look back at me just walked to the window and got ready to jump.

"No! Jackson wait!" I said but it was too late. He had already jumped and when I looked out the window he was no where in sight.

"Fuck!" I screamed in frustration.

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