ZIN: Caring for the Broken
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Took me awhile to type this, I kept getting bored and watching Netflix But I remembered this and forced myself to continue!
This is a chapter for Konan. And her thoughts and feelings about this
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Never had I seen so much misery, the agonizing misery that surrounded this room. It was a heavy blanket, every once in a while someone would sob. Pein wasn't acting like himself; all he did was curl into a ball in the corner and sob. It pains me to see all of them like this, even Naruto and Sasuke. Now I am here petting Pein's hair as he sobs, he is in a deep sleep. But I know he is having a nightmare, ever since we have been stuck in here he has had countless amounts of nightmares. He won't talk about them, but I know they are killing his mental health. I wish he would tell me, so maybe I could help him through them and they won't have such an affect on him. He barely talks anymore, and when he does it's just a broken whisper, like he is scared to talk. The others are no better. Sasori is mentally scarred, he whimpers in his sleep. And he says he can still see the zombies coming for him, even when he is awake. I have to convince him they aren't going to get him, he cries a lot more now, I try my hardest to comfort him. Not even Itachi is well, he can't decipher what's a dream or not. He will wake up screaming with horrid night terrors, if you go near him when he is having one of these "episodes" you will be hit. I should know, I have been hit by him three times during these episodes. There is no way to stop him, talking to him only makes it worse because he will yell. Tobi is starting to turn paranoid, pretending ever sound is the zombies breaking in to eat him. He will cry and yell, so I have to restrain him and attempt to calm him down. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. Hidan won't talk, and how this might seem to be a good thing…It actually scares me. I try to start a conversation with him or ask him if he is ok, but he won't respond. That scares me; I haven't even heard him prey to his god yet. Maybe he does it in his dreams? I can only hope. Naruto and Sasuke are both huddled in the other corner; I know Sasuke is suffering from severe depression. When we are all asleep, I sometimes hear him crying to himself. I have turned into his mother, because at those times I get up and hug him to my chest. Whispering to him, he weeps silently, and that causes me to cry too. Naruto is becoming less social; he glares at everyone who speaks. I think he might be turning hostile, or is having very hostile thoughts. He bares his fangs at everyone who comes near him; Sasuke is the only one who can get within a foot of him without him growling like a rabid dog. There's nothing I can do for him, if he won't let me get near him. Kakuzu has become delusional, often yelling he sees the zombies eating us. That scares me, because I have to talk him through these delusions. Kisame is Bipolar now, if you say one thing wrong he will yell at you. He does it to Itachi, yells at him and makes him feel worse then he already is. So I step in and calm Kisame down, before he gets out of hand. Zetsu has severe panic attacks, both sides of him do. It's really sad, they both panic and cry. Deidara is twitching and shaking a lot, he keeps looking at is with really wide eyes. And if we get up to move he flinches and curls into a ball. I have even started to doubt my sanity…But I can't slip into insanity now. I have too much depending on me.
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Hope you liked it! Reviews are welcome And the next chapter will be either for Itachi or Deidara…Hmmm Who should I do first?