Negima:Asuna's Pain

by chibichibimew21

"Asuna why are you wearing a mask? i've notice that you had changed a lot now you're no longer the same Asuna that i know.what happened?" "i've changed.People changed you've got to understand that.Me? i am no exeption.Especially because i used to be a princess"...Warning some people might ba a little bit of out of character.

2. Realiations

Negima: Asuna's Pain

Konoka's POV

"hey Ayaka-san can I talk to you for a sec." I asked my or should I say Asuna's long time friend

"huh? Oh sure Konoka-san."

"let's talk outside." I said seriously wondering If I ever freaked any body out.

Ayaka's POV

"Let's talk outside." Konoka told me. Geez what ever's bothering Konoka must be something serious because in all of my life I'd never seen her talked like that in such a serious tone.

"So Konoka, What do you want to talk about?" I asked. I mean what ever's bothering her must be something really serious.

"Ayaka-san can you please tell me, how long do you know asuna?" konoka asked me. Really is this maybe related to Konaka's seriousness.

"Umm…. I would say about….. when we were in first grade why?"

"Ummm….since you knew Asuna-chan much better than I did I was wondering… did she actually tell you about what's bothering her?"

Bothering her? What did could she mean?... Something that's bothering Asuna? As far as I know Asuna is still the same Asuna. What could she mean by that?

"What could you possibly mean Konoka?" I finally gathered my nerve to ask her.

"well have you notice that Asuna have changed? I mean she's become more distant."

Then it hit me! Asuna one of my closest friend had become more distant just like when I first met her. Damn It why didn't I see it. It's just impossible to miss but I…..what kind of friend am I ? Is it because I'm too busy being obsessed with Negi-kun that I didn't realized it ?

Asuna I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I didn't pay too much attention to you . I'm sorry for being such a horrible friend.

….Asuna….

…. Now that I think about it there's something about Asuna that I've missed! Asuna….. She's faking it all….but how ? how could that idiot hide all of her pain? From my experiences with Asuna I have observed that she is always there ready to help others,ready to be someone whom you could always lean on for comfort . Asuna never really had someone to lean on didn't she? She must be really lonely all of this years because of me.

…...Because of my jealousy.

I was jealous of Asuna's determination but I didn't know that inside she is just scared. Scared of being alone and scared of being abandoned.

"it's my fault" I said

"it's my fault that Asuna's like this. She must've felt all alone and abandoned i-it's my fault on why she had to wear a mask. A mask that is the exact opposite of her real personality I'm very sorry Asuna!"