Negima: Asuna's Pain

"Asuna talking"

" Conscience speaking"

Asuna's POV

… ughh…. Why do I feel so light-headed all of the sudden and to top of it all I also feel so dizzy…ughh this is so much trouble and I still have to cover my evening shift today! Man I hate my luck! I should've checked my temperature earlier to see if I have any fever or not. But I guess complaining won't do anything I'll just have to endure this stuff for a little longer.

"Asuna-san are you alright?"

"Oh? Umm… yeah I'm alright Negi! There's no need to worry about me. It's just some cold that I caught yesterday" I said while giving him one of my (stupid) grins.

"…."

Oh no! Negi he will- he will um…. let's see to change the subject …..

"um… Negi do you know where Konoka is?"

"oh yeah I saw her leaving with Ayaka awhile ago"

"did she tell you where she was headed?"

"Umm.. let's see….. I think she might have mentioned about the park why?"

"Nothing I just have something to ask her that's all"

…..

~clunk,clunk,clunk,clunk~

I slowly walked down the hallway with my killer headache. I don't understand it but my feet actually aches every time I walk making me totter. Plus my vision is actually getting really blurry so i find it harder to walk trough the hallway wito out getting detected. Most of the time I find myself being asked the same question over and over again. And what is that question you asked well it's:

"Asuna-chan/san are you ok?, Are you sure you're not sick?"

"…"

It actually irritate me on how they kept asking the same questions over and over again.

" maybe they're worried about you after all they are your friends."

…..

I wish I could believe that but they are my friends and I just don't want to be a burden to them. I just don't want them to be my friends out of pity. I want to be friends with them by earning their trust.

" But what about you? Do you trust them?"

Off course I do! I just don't want to be a burden to them that's all.

" Really? But since when did you let anybody see through you? When is the last time that you took off your mask? Are they considered your friends if they don't know anything about you?"

Shut up already! I'm doing what's best for them by wearing this mask!

" are you sure? Are you sure that leaving them confused in the dark is what's best for them? And what about Negi huh? The poor little boy is working so hard so that he could just see his father not knowing that YOU Asuna Kagoruzaka is actually the missing link between he and his father. Are you just going to leave him in the dark just like the others?"

Shut up! I'm going to tell them about my real self someday but not right now ok? The conditions are just too risky and words may travel fast bringing the dangers to Mahora. Do you want them dead? Do you know that I can't tell them anything because too many creatures of all kinds are after me? I'm sorry but I'm doing this for the safety of Nagi's son ok?

…..

~clunk,clunk,clunk,clunk~

Ughh… I'm so tired it feels like I've been walking forever non-stop. I feel so weak. I feel like all of my stamina have been drained. I just wanna lay down and rest right now.

….. I'm losing consciousness….

My vision went blavk and I suddenly lost my balance, but before I really loose consciousness I heard two familiar voices call for my name.

"Asuna!"