Little drabble that's going to be thoughts mostly because I suck with quotation marks. It may suck and it's probably only going to be a couple of paragraphs but it's only my first fic.

This is dedicated to my Imouto-chan who doesn't know I'm writing this.

I do not own! Enjoy!

It had been a year, one completely agonizing year, since Yami had gone to the afterlife. Yugi had tried to be happy, he really did, but it just wasn't possible. His Yami, his darker half, his love, had left him. It came as no surprise to Yugi that he loved Yami. How could he not? He was literally the other half of Yugi's soul. The absolute worst part of the whole thing was, it was his fault. He was the one that dueled Yami. He had een so caught up in the duel, he had forgotten what it was for. To send Yami away, to the afterlife forever, where Yugi would never see him again.

Yugi had often wondered what life would have been like if he had won. Would he have gotten his own body? If he had, would he still want to be with Yugi? Would Yami love him as Yugi wanted him to? As more than a friend, but a lover? Would they live their lives together happily? Yugi would never get to find this out. Yami was gone, and wasn't coming back.