I'm sorry for not updating in a long time, I feel so bad. It's just that internet (like I said in my other stories) is not working well right now, so I couldn't update. But I keep hope that it'll work well soon and that you'll like this chapter. If you are reading this please review, because I feel that you don't care about this story. Thanks!
Quinn and Santana woke me up from my thoughts: 'Lovebirds sorry to interrupt, but we've got to get on the bus. Or else we'll be stuck here.'
'Noah, do you want to sit with me? I know that sitting with Sugar wasn't that fun.'
'Of course princess, I'll sit with you.' (what we ended with, last chapter)
Noah sat down next to me and as a reflex put his arms around me and pulled me close as the bus started moving. We stayed like this for an hour, sitting in a complete silence. Not an awkward silence, it was more comfortable and peaceful. I wondered what it all meant, the attention, us getting close during the day… Maybe he loved me? I was not sure, sometimes I felt chemistry from both our sides. But sometimes, I was the only one feeling it. Oh no, I can't believe I almost said it I'm in love with Noah Puckerman. Proclaimed «badass», the one that started the slushie war back in freshman year, my first real boyfriend and the guy that I have a crush on since I was seven. But did he felt the same way too? I should ask Quinn for advice, but she's with Finn right now and sometimes he can be a real blabber mouth. I guess I should text her, I should text Santana too but I have a feeling that she's not over him. I know they were only «fuck-buddies», but I know Santana she have real feelings for him. And Santana didn't do feelings, but I know that she want me with him and I just don't know why.
TrueStar: Hey Quinnie, can I ask for advice? Just don't tell Finn okay? :/ You know he can be a real blabber mouth sometimes..
QuinnieF: Of course, you can ask me for advice Rachie! Anything for you! And no, I won't tell him pinky swear.
TrueStar: Okay thank you. And should I ask Noah what's going on between us? I mean he's acting so strangely with me, I find it weird. What do you think?
QuinnieF: Do as you like Rachie! But with Puck we never know, he looks happy with you; really happy. Give it a shot! But even if I don't really like her, you should ask Sugar because she must have saw things while sitting with him and all.. ;)
TrueStar: Okay! :D Thanks for the advice Quinnie, it means a lot to me! And I'll ask her, your probably right she saw something maybe (from the outside!) Love you, thanks again!xx
QuinnieF: No problem, I know you'd do the same for me Rachie! Love you too Rachie! And tell me what Sugar said, and I'll listen to see what Noah has to say (because I'm only beside you -wink-) xx
TrueStar: Sugar…? Can I ask you something? Something personal.
Sugary: Yeah sure! :D What's up Rachel?
TrueStar: It's about Noah, I wonder if you have seen something about him… Something different…
Sugary: Yeah!
TrueStar: What did you see Sugar? ;)
Sugary: Oops sorry! He seems more happy than usual, especially with you ;) I think you'd make a great couple! :D
TrueStar: You really think so..?
Sugary: Yeah! :D You two are like Romeo and Juliet or something… You look both so happy and even though Puck is a hot piece of meat. I can say that I don't envy you, you both complete each other. And I just can't be jealous of either one of you.
TrueStar: That's really nice Sugar, you mean it?
Sugary: Sure! :D
TrueStar: Do you think I should ask him what's going on between me and him? Do you think that he may be in love with me?
Sugar: That wouldn't surprise me! And yeah! Go ask him out ;)
TrueStar: Thank you Sugar!
Sugary: No problem Rachel! :Dxx
So I guess my decision is made, I'll text Quinn after I ask Noah what's going on between us. I wonder what he will say, after all this is Noah Puckerman that we are talking about, he doesn't do love. At worst, I'll learn that he just wanted to get in my pants. Well, here goes nothing…
'Hey Noah! Can we talk?' He looked confused about the conversation we were going to have.
'Yeah sure, what's up Rach?' Breathe in, breathe out. Get a grip of yourself, you are Rachel Berry next Barbra Streisand of the world and you're almost dying over a boy you've known almost all your life. You're capable of doing this. 'Noah, what's happening between the both of us? I, I don't understand.'
He sighed and looked in my eyes, I almost melted in his hazel eyes. He was more gorgeous than I ever saw him.
'Rachel, I think that I like you.' He likes me? That's all, oh that's really deceiving. Especially after that wonderful day. He must have saw my smile falling down a little because he added: 'Do you remember when we were at the wedding of my uncle? And you asked me what was going on? And I told you they were getting married because they liked, liked each other?' I silently nodded, taking my own breath away.
'Well, I like you the same way. Me, Noah Puckerman proclaimed «bad-ass» is in love with future Broadway star Rachel Berry.'
'I, I don't know what to say Noah…' I was starstruck, I couldn't believe it he loved me! Noah Puckerman loved me. My heart was beating fast, I never was able not to say anything. It was purely magical, the best day of my life.
'You don't have to say anything Rach.' He leaned in and locked his eyes with mine. We were at two inches from our lips touching, how I missed his kisses I can't believe I'm getting it all back. Until, I heard Santana say: 'Rachel, can you come over here?' I hear Noah groan, visibly angry that she interrupted us.
'What's the problem Santana?' She looked me straight in the eyes and said slowly: 'Don't ever touch my man? Did I make it clear diva?' I nodded and went back to Noah, who looked really upset. The rest of the trip was made in complete silence. What did she mean by «my man« ? Wasn't she dating Brittany ? I should have known that the day was going to well, it had to end like this. When the bus stopped, Noah went out and didn't even look in my eyes. I couldn't believe it, he had just told me he loved me! Why was he angry now? I went back to Quinn's car with Finn and I waved goodbye to , Sugar and Santana who looked happy about her act. The trip to my house was silent, Finn and Quinn didn't say a word which was unusual. As I got out of the car, Quinn did the same telling Finn she'd be back in a minute.
'Rachie? Are you okay? What did Santana do and why is Noah so angry? I heard him telling you that he loved you. And Puck doesn't do love.'
'I'll tell you later okay? I'm feeling tired right now, okay? I'm sorry.' I hugged Quinn, waved Finn goodbye and entered in my house kissed my two fathers goodnight and went to bed. It was only eight and I was tired as «hell».
I'm sorry to make Santana this «bitchy», and to make Puck/Rachel not kissing :/ So, thanks for reading and I hope I can update more soonish :D And please review and give me some ideas if you have some, that would be nice! ;)