The Crash Part 2
Beep...Beep...Beep
Oh look, I'm in the hospital, what I surprise, I thought dryly. What is this now, the 8 millionth time?
I wonder if my truck had survived that crash, if it did Edward would have it destroyed for hurting me anyway, even though it was my fault, not my trucks, my bad luck and bad memory was what caused this to happen, It was my truck he didn't have a right to do that!, Oh well, he will do it anyway and I won't be able to stop him, infact he probably already has.
My eyelashes fluttered as I came back into my body.
The first this I registered was pain, and lots of it. Even opening my eyes hurt, Ugh.
"Bella! Bella?! Oh thank heavens your ok, love" Edwards voice was inflated with relief
I took a deep breath.
"Yeah...I t-think s-so" I croaked to him, when was the last time I drank anything? My throat felt like a wildfire.
"You have been asleep for a very long time Bella" I heard Carlisle say and walk over to crouch next to me, mirroring Edwards position on the opposite side of the uncomfortable hospital bed.
"I have? How long f-for?" Oh my God! my voice is so raspy, I sound like I'm growling!?.
"4 days, we have notified Charlie so please don't panic about that, he has been up a few times to see you but has very busy at the station. You have to be careful though, you have a bad whiplash your throat, arms and chest are burnt, but not badly, they should heal in 2-3 days, but until then please drink more than usual, I believe you would respect some time alone with Edward, so I will leave you in peace." Carlisle spoke just before turning and heading out the door.
Well a good thing is I don't have any broken bones, just whip lash
The bad news is I am burnt, and that hurts worse!
"Bella I'm so sorry I let you down...I...sho...uld have...been...he...re" Edward was dry sobbing into his palms. I silenced him by placing a finger to his lips and as soft as a whisper I said
"Edward, you can't protect me when you're not here, you needed to hunt more than you need to be with me, and this is in NO WAY your fault" My voice was getting louder as I was finishing.
Why oh why did Edward blame himself, he isn't the one with terrible bad luck.
"So the fact that you're lying here bruised black and blue, with whiplash and burns, isn't my fault? It is! I should have been closer, im a monster, made to kill..." Edwards's voice was muffled with grief.
" . " I said through my teeth whilst pulling him closer to me and raising his head so I could stare in the depths of his topaz eyes.
"Don't you DARE say that you are a monster, you are an angel, My angel and nothing you think or do will change that, I love you with all my heart, all my being, the reason I'm laying here and not in forks cemetery" He shuddered at my choice of words "Is because you dragged me from the crash site and .life" he was overcome by my speech. He softened in front of my eyes he kissed me so lovingly, so tenderly looked into his eyes and saw myself, his love for me mirrored my love for him, we fit like 2 pieces of a puzzle, a king and a queen
My heart And His Soul.