FOUR
BRITTANY: I'm on my way! See you soon :) - BrittBritt
I throw my cellphone to my bed and start pacing around my room. Brittany is coming today so we can talk about what happened last night at the party, we didn't have the opportunity to do it in the morning because she had motocross practice and I always help my dad on Saturdays. We've been fixing this old Mustang since ever and it's like our thing to do during the weekends… well that and playing video games with puck. Anyway, I don't know what to expect from Brittany today, what if she realized that she didn't like me after all? Omg, that would kill me, or what if she was just mocking me?
Am I being punk'd? That would be really mean, and totally awesome too, but mostly a really cruel thing to do.
As I pace around my room, I see my cell phone going off and I quickly go and grab it, feeling a bit disappointed when I see is just Puck.
"Hi Puck, kinda busy right now..."
"awww common Lézpez, don't you have some love for the Puckasa…"
"You know that nickname sucks, right?". I say laughing, I really can't believe that he actually calls himself like that.
"Whatever bitch, I'm flawless". He says and I can hear the smirk in his voice – "are we playin' games tonight?"
"Well... du-hh? Just wait a little and I'ma go all she-hulk on yo' ass".
We keep talking for a while and say our goodbyes when I see from the window how Brittany arrives in her car. I start panicking again and wish Puck could be here to hold my hand… Oh god, I'm such a pussy. Forget I ever say that, okay? Cool…
"SANTANA! Your friend is here!" – God mom, thanks for being so discrete.
I quickly go to the first floor and look around for Britt but I can't find her. I hear some muffled voices from the kitchen and make my way over there hoping my mom won't embarrass me so much.
"Britt?". I ask and almost immediately feel two strong arms pull me in for a hug. I relax and smile widely at this. God, I'm falling so hard for this girl already.
"Hi San". – She whispers to my ear- "How are you?".
"Fine, I'm... uh, mom?" – I'm really trying not to spat at my mom right now, but she's looking at me with a fucking weird face and it's making me really uncomfortable. "you kay'?"
"Oh, yes dear… I'm just going to do… get something from my car". – She says goodbye to Brittany and winks at me before leaving the house. That woman…
I hear Britt giggle next to me and turn around to look at her. "Your mom is funny" – She says.
"God, don't let her hear you" – I laugh and suddenly realize how close we really are. We haven't talk since this morning and I don't really know where we stand right now. Are we like, dating or something? Should I ask her out on a date? Omg, I just realize I haven't gone to any date before! Does an internet gamming reunion count as a date? What if I make a fool of myself, or what if she doesn't want to be seen in public with me? Holy shit, what will happen when we go to classes next week, and what about…
"Stop thinking so much".- She says leaning against me. – "And.. I really think we should talk right now".- She says playing with her fingers.
I frown and took a step back from her, nothing good ever comes out of "we have to talk", maybe I'll just give her some space now…
"Sorry".- I say quietly.
"What are you apologizing for?". She looks a little sad and she takes a step towards me. – "oh god, please don't tell me you regret what happened last night.."
I see a few tears forming in those beautiful blue eyes and immediately reach for her hands. "Oh God, no! Never! I just thought… that you'll be regretting it. I mean everything happened so fast and… the only thing I know is that I really, really like you Brittany".
She looks at me like she's waiting for me to continue talking so I take a few calming breaths and smile at her.
"Britt… I've waited for this for so long. Ever since I saw you in Mrs. Blake class that day, I couldn't stop thinking of you. I created so many scenes in my head where… where I would go to where you used to hang out with the other cheerios and just say hi to you, but – God, I can't believe I'm saying this – I always thought you would laugh at me for doing it". – She's about to speak so I put a finger in her lips to silence her. I know that if I don't say this, I won't have the courage to do it again.
"I never did it because… common just, look at me". – I say gesturing to myself with a few tears rolling down my cheeks – "I'm a loser and… damn, I was the girl who used to get bullied and get a damn slushie facial almost every day… and I'm still am the girl who loves comic books, playing video games, fixing cars and study like a maniac. We're just… not from the same world Britt, how was I supposed to even think of getting close to you and say 'hey, I have a silly crush on you and, I don't know maybe we could get to know each other?'. That always seemed like an idiot idea for me".
I start feeling more nervous now because Britt still doesn't say anything about my rambling and I really can't stop moping right now. Jesus woman, get it together.
"San..". – She says and starts rubbing her thumb over my wet cheeks – "Didn't you hear anything of what I said last night? I like you, as in… I want to be with you kind of way"
Britt wrapped her arms around me and leaned forward until out foreheads where lightly pressed against each other. – "Do you wanna know a secret?".- I nod against her and she chuckles a bit.- "I never had the courage to speak to you either… I was afraid you might think I'm too stupid to function-"
"Don't ever say that again! You are amazing, intelligent, beautiful and THE most incredible girl in the world okay? And if anyone ever dares to say you're not, then I'll make sure they have a hell of a life, you understand?" – It seems like my interruption surprised her, because now she has a few tears rolling down her cheeks and I smile at her before kissing each and every one of those tears off of her face. "I don't ever want to see you cry, Britt". – I whisper when I stop kissing her. "I want to see that smile the brightens every room you're in… and". – I look around and blush a little before continuing. – "I wanna be one of the reasons why you smile Britt.."
"Thanks". – She says. In with that single statement she kisses me on the lips. And it feels just as good as last night, if not better. I just can't get enough of her, she's like an addiction to me, one that I don't want to let go of. I've never felt this way before and I would give anything to see that smile for the rest of my life, I could totally give away my whole comic collection if that's the price.
We stayed like this for a few minutes, just hugging and embracing the feeling of being together, looking sheepishly at each other and smiling like never before.
When we move to the living room we get in a comfortable silence and smile bashfully at the other, sharing a few kisses now and then, but mostly we just spent the afternoon snuggling and watching old re-runs cartoons on the television.
"Maybe we should take it slow".- I say all of a sudden. She looks at me with a hurt expression and when she starts to retract from our embrace I hold her tighter. "I mean.. I've never really dated anyone and… well – I really… ummm"
"San you're rambling".- She says with a chuckle watching me with interest. I know she knows what I'm trying to say, but I can tell she wants me to say it first.
"I want us to get to know each other better, I… want to, umm take you.. maybe, on a d-date s-sometime" – I start stuttering and blushing and she beams at me after my little speech.
"I'd like to do that too, San" – I smile back at her and give her a little peck.
"Good". – I say still blushing. She pecks my lips again and snuggles back with me.
"Good". – She repeats – "Because I already have an idea for our first date, and it's going to rock your world"
I blush again at the thought but this time I don't really care. I only care about the girl that's currently in my arms and the fact that I really can't wait to have my first date ever with the girl that's been in my heart for so long.
"Yo' lesbro!".- Puck enters my house without even knocking while Britt and I are watching some TV. – "You better be ready for yhe epic win I'll have toda – WHOA! Shit, sorry dude… never thought you might be.. uhm, yeah."
Britt giggles when Puck enters the living room and stops in his tracks when he sees us so close together.
"Hi, Puck". – Britt says cheerily and I just roll my eyes at him.
"I hope I didn't interrupt any sweet lady kiss-". I don't let him finish that sentence because as soon as he's next to me I throw a pillow at his head.- "Ouuh… shit dude, don't be such a prude!". - I glare at him and he rises one eyebrow, I just mimic him and smirk as I get up.
"Ok Britt, so this what's gonna happen, you are about to see how little Satan here goes down". – He says while Britt looks at us amused. "You guys..". – She says laughing.
Me and Puck start our usual pillow fight while we hear and few giggles from where Britt is sitting. What, you gonna judge me? This is how Puck and I roll, we are like little kids when we are together, we need fights to exist, that's what our friendship is mostly based on, stupid pranks and silly fights, but we love it just that way.
"Ou… ouuu shittt, ok I give u-uUP, shit!".- Right now I have Puck facing the ground while I sit on his back making pressure on his head with a pillow while Britt tickles him on his sides. He's laughing so hard that he has tears in his eyes and can't stop moving.
"Yeah.. and stay like that, slut". – We all start laughing and plop to the couch at the same time.
"Yeah yeah.. keep dreaming". – I just swat his arm when he tries to tickle me and Britt shakes her head at us.
"Are you guys always like this?".- I smile at her and take her hand as I stand up.
"Well, – I say – … worse actually. Common Puck, I still have to beat the crap out of you in Call of Duty".
"Wowww.. are you showing her your sanctuary?".- Puck says as we all start moving to my room.
HOLY SHIT, MY ROOM.
She's gonna flip… hate it, run... Omg, how didn't I think about it before? My fucking room is full of call of duty posters, comics, collectible items, super hero sheets and... SHIT.
My Heather Morris, almost naked, poster behind the door.
Oh god… she'll think I'm a perv. Okay.. think fast maybe you can run like Flash, get it off the door and hide it somewhere.
"San?".- I look around and see that we are in the middle of the stairs and Britt is looking at me.- "You okay?"
"uh…y-yeah, of course.. why uhmm why wouldn't I be?".- I look at Puck and widen my eyes at him. God, I hope that squirrel he has didn't messed his brain and gets my hint.
"Yeah dude, you look kinda pale".- He says joining Britt.
Yep, definitely no brain there.
"uh… I'm okay, lets… go?".- I start walking again and quickly enter my room. I go to the other side of the door and rip the poster before throwing it to my closet just in time before they get in.
Well.. I'll miss you Heather, maybe I could buy a new one sometime soo….
"SO AWESOME!".- Britt is the first in get in and cries excitedly when she sees my room. Uhmm… awesome? Wow... she sure has a lot of surprises for me.
I try to hold my blush but smile widely at her when she starts to inspect my room. Puck just goes to my TV and starts getting all we need ready.
"Do you really like it?".- I turn around and find her looking at my collection on limited edition collectible lightsabers hanging on the wall.
"If you like it, I like it too".- I see a blush creep up her ears when she says that and grabs my hand.- "What's this?".- she says pointing to something.
"ohh" .- I say getting closer.- "that's totally awesome, it's a Wonder Woman unique doll. It was made in the 90's and there's only like 100 more of these because it's just that awesome. Oh!.- I point to the other end on my room and drag her around while she giggles at my excitement.- and THIS is my Nintendo Controller messenger bag… oh, and this is my comic collection, is organized by-"
"Dude, your nerd is showing".- Puck starts laughing at me and I look down and start paying attention to my x-men carpet. Wow.. maybe I really am a nerd after all...
"God, can you be more cute?".- Ugh?... Britt comes closer to me and kisses my cheek.- "I love it".- she whispers.
I look up at her and she's looking at me with such devotion that makes me feel butterflies all over my stomach.
"Thanks".- I say and lead her to my bed where Puck is sitting.
"Hey! I can be cute too!.- Puck whines.- "If I was an enzyme, I'd be helicase so I could unzip your genes".- He says wiggling his eyebrows at Britt.
"I don't know what that means, but it sounds disgusting Puck".- I start laughing at Britt response and shake my head at Puck.
"Don't ever change Pucky".- I tell him as I start the game.- "Ready to lose?".- I ask him.
And with that we start an afternoon full of games, junk food and joking around.
When did my life get so good?
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