Dear Diary, Everything is just so messed up right now. I knew when Loke left that night things were gonna get weirder, but I guess I hoped that it wouldn't be that bad. Of course he ignored me, and I decided that I wasn't gonna let it bother me. After a few days of not talking or looking at each other I decided I would move on. I guess I got tired of playing the game, so when I bumped into this cute guy at the store I agreed to go to dinner with him. He was really nice, and sweet. I thought maybe things would be better this way. Well until we got our dinner cause at that time I heard an all to familiar voice behind me. I wanted to look, but I was afraid. I was lost in my thoughts until I heard my date talking to Loke. I looked up and Loke had his arm around some girl talking to my date, completely ignoring me. I guess I was angrier than I thought because I got up and threw my water in Loke's face and walked out. I do feel sorry for the poor guy I left behind, but I couldn't take it anymore. Walking down the street I realized how stupid I was, but it was to late I was already a fool.
Loke was not happy when he seen Lucy walk in with some guy. He watched as they sat down, and noticed the guy didn't even pull her chair out. Loke was not interested in whatever her name is that he came here with, but he had to get Lucy off his mind. Fate was cruel. Loke tried not to pay attention to what was going on at Lucy's table, but every few seconds he would check to see if she was okay. The next time he looked up he watched as the guy pushed a loose piece of hair behind her ear, and that's when he stood up. " Loke is something wrong?" whats her name asked. " Oh nothings wrong I just seen one of my friends, do you mind if we go say hi?" he needed to stop whatever was going on. He didn't care what this guy had to say, but was acting like he was listening. Then in slow motion he watched Lucy stand up, pick up her glass, and turn to him. Before he could say anything he was wearing what was in her glass and she was walking away.
Lucy was embarrassed that she acted like that, but she couldn't help it. She knew Loke would be mad, but she didn't count on him running after her. Before she got half way home she heard him scream for her to stop, and she did. She didn't bother turning around, if he wanted to yell he could yell at her back. Loke grabbed her arm, and turned her around. " What the hell was that for?" he asked trying to control his temper. " For being you Loke" and she started to walk away. " Oh, no you don't" and he grabbed her again. " Loke, please just leave me alone and go back to your date" Lucy pleaded. She needed some space between them. " Is that what this is about? Me being on a date because you were doing the same thing". Lucy shook her head " I'm not doing this Loke". " Not doing what? Your the one who threw water in my face remember" he screamed. " You deserved it, you should have stayed away Loke, I knew you were there, and I was trying to ignore you, but you had to come over and rub it in my face that you were out with somebody too" she screamed back. " That's not what I was doing". " Whatever Loke, I'm going home" and she walked away.
Lucy was so exhausted when she got home. All she wanted to do was soak in the tub and go to bed. When she opened her door and turned on the lights she was surprised to see Loke on her couch. " How did you get here so fast?" she was curious. " That's a secret" he responded. Lucy rolled her eyes " Look Loke, I am so tired of fighting, so please leave". " We only had one fight Luce" he said smiling. " That is not what I'm talking about Loke". He was confused " Then what are you talking about?" " Just forget it" she said walking to the bathroom. Loke heard her turn the water on, but before he could get up she came back out. " I'm getting in the tub, stay out" and she grabbed her ipod. He smirked at her but stayed sitting. Lucy turned on some music and got in the tub. The water felt nice and calming, which is what she needed. She was still shaky from her argument with Loke. She stayed in the tub until the water was cold. She put the towel around her hoping Loke would be gone, but she knew better. Loke laid down on the couch and put his hands behind his head listening to the soft music coming from the bathroom until he fell asleep.
When Lucy opened the bathroom door she could hear Loke's snores, so she walked over to the couch to wake him up. She looked down at his sleeping form and thought about how adorable he looked. She moved closer and knelt next to him. She cautiously removed his glasses and ran her fingers threw his hair. Loke slowly opened his eyes. "Lucy". She leaned closer and kissed his lips softly. She pulled away slowly and started to stand up when Loke grabbed her hand. Their eyes held the same emotions in them. Want, Need, and Fear. Lucy pulled away from him to go get dressed before anything else happened. Loke laid there thinking the same thing. When Lucy returned she found Loke in the kitchen cooking. She leaned up against the counter watching him with a smile on her face. " Who would have thought the player can cook" she said laughing. " There are plenty things you don't know about me Lucy". " Like what?" Loke thought for a few minutes before answering. " Can you keep a secret?" he asked. " Yea, why?" What could be that bad that it needs to be kept a secret she thought. " You might want to sit down then" he told her before placing their plates on the table. Lucy sat down really curious now. Loke looked deep in her eyes " I am a spirit, and I'm dying".
At first I thought he was joking and I started laughing, but then I seen the look in his eyes and I knew it wasn't a joke. He told me the whole sad story and he also explained why avoided me for the longest time, and I don't blame him after what his previous owner was like. Oh, diary this makes the whole thing more complicated. What do I do? He says he's dying but I don't understand why he is being punished for something he couldn't control. I gotta save him. Love Lucy