Dear Diary, I think I've messed up big time. Loke hasn't talked to me in days, and everytime I call him he sends Virgo instead telling me he's busy, or worse he has a date. I didn't mean to do it, it just kind of happened, and I wasn't expecting Loke to find out. Oh I guess I should tell you what I did. Well after we got back from our job we decided to celebrate Gray's birthday. By we I mean me, Ezra, Natsu, and Gray. Anyways we were drinking, and I had sex with Gray. That's bad enough, but Loke walked in on it. It was bad diary I have never seen Loke so mad. And I haven't seen him since. Wait...He's here...
Lucy seen the bright light coming from her living room, she knew who it was before she even entered the room. Loke stood facing the fireplace. " Loke" she whispered. To afraid to see the look on his face she looked at the floor when he turned to her. " I have spent the last few days trying to think about what to say to you, but the truth is there is nothing to say" he stated calmly. Lucy looked up at him, she had a feeling she wouldn't like where this was going. " Short of a few mistakes we have a business relationship, and nothing more". He made sure he looked her in her eyes saying the last part. Lucy felt a pain in her chest as she listened to him continue " It is not my business who you sleep with, nor is it yours who I sleep with". Lucy felt sick. " I'm sorry Loke, it was a mistake" she pleaded. " Don't be sorry Lucy, we've both made mistakes, but believe me it won't happen again". Loke could see the pain he was causing her, and he wanted to stop, but he was still angry.
Then there was a knock on the door. Loke went to answer it, and he wished he didn't. " Um hey Loke, Is Lucy here?" Gray asked. " Yes, she is" and he moved aside to let him in. Gray looked at Lucy and knew he interrupted. " If I'm interrupting I can come back later" he said. " No it's okay I'm done with her". Lucy grabbed his arm " Loke, wait". " I've said all I need to say" and he pulled away from her. Gray watched them and felt like he needed to do something for his friends. " Loke, I don't know what's going on, but the other night.." Loke cut him off " I don't really need to hear about it Gray, I seen enough". Lucy started to cry. " I'll see you around" and Loke was gone. " I'm sorry Luce, I didn't know he was here". " It's okay, but do you mind leaving? I really want to be alone" she told him. " Yea, if you need anything". " I know I'll call you" she smiled. Gray left feeling bad for her.
After Gray was gone Lucy turned off the lights and laid down on the couch. She knew she messed up, but she didn't realize how much it could hurt. She cried for hours before finally falling asleep. When she woke in the morning she felt terrible. Her head was pounding, and her throat ached. She got up and made a cup of hot tea for her throat and took some asprin for her head. She sat there for awhile before deciding she needed something to do to keep her mind off of things. She went to the guild to see if she could find a job to do alone. She was in luck there was one and it paid good too. She took the flyer and left to pack her things. Once she was all packed she left for the next town. After meeting her client, she went in search of the thief. It took her awhile to find him because everyone in the town seemed to be afraid of him, so no one would talk. She eventually found him, well actually he found her. " It seems you've been asking around town about me" he said jumping down from the roof of an abandoned building. " That would be true" Lucy responded. He laughed " You got alot of balls girl ". " If you say so, now are you going to come quietly or will you put up a fight?" she asked. " I guess you'll have to wait and see" he said before disappearing before her eyes only to end up behind her. " You have your guard down" he said as he threw a punch. She blocked it with her arm, hearing the break made the pain worse. Jumping out of the way she glance at her arm. It was broken.
Lucy reached for her keys, only to have the bastard knock them out of her hand. " Oh, no you don't" and he swung at her again. She jumped away putting space between them, but also putting space between her and her spirits. " So your a spirit mage huh?" he asked. " Yea, what of it". He laughed and came at her again. He connected this time to her ribs, breaking a few of them. Lucy started couching up blood. She knew she was in over her head, and she couldn't get to her keys. Maybe it's for the best, she thought. " Don't let your guard down" he said throwing another punch. It grazed her cheek, and she could feel it start to swell. She was getting pissed. " Don't you know it's not right to hit a woman" she yelled at him. Again he was laughing. " Look girl, you came after me, so I am allowed to defend myself". " But you won't give me a chance to defend myself" she whined. " I'm sorry, here I'll give you a free hit" he said sticking out his chin. " Are you serious?" Lucy asked with big eyes. " Yep go ahead" he said tapping his chin. So Lucy pulled her arm back and hit him as hard as she could, but it only made him laugh. " Really? Can't you at least pretended it hurt alittle?" she whined. " Oh, I'm Ouch" and Lucy started laughing.
" Oh, it hurts to laugh" she said grabbing her side. " Can we call a truce?" she asked. He looked at her funny " Don't you want to take me in for a payment?" he asked. " Not really, I only took this job to get me mind of my troubled". She sat down holding her arm against her side. " My name's Lucy" she told him as she stuck her hand out. " Sora " he said taking her hand. " Sorry about hurting you" . Lucy smiled at him " It's okay, at least you didn't kill me" and they laughed. " Do you want me to help you to a doctor?" Sora asked. " No thank you, Once you leave I'll call one of my spirits to help me". Sora walked over and grabbed her keys and handed them to her. " You are one hell of a woman Lucy, any guy would be proud to have you". Lucy laughed " That's funny cause the one I want doesn't want me". " Then he's an idiot". " Thanks Sora". " Well if you ever get lonely come and see me" he said walking away. Lucy sat there and smiled. After a few minutes she started coughing, when she stopped she noticed the blood on her clothes. She thought about which spirit to call and help her and she decided on Loke.
When he came out he looked around finally noticing her sitting against a tree covered in blood. " Lucy!" and he ran to her. Lucy looked up at him, she was tired and the pain was getting worse. " Loke can you help me back to the guild hospital?" " What the hell happened?" he yelled. " It doesn't matter, Can you take me or not?" " Of course I can, but I still want to know what happened". Loke helped her up, he noticed her broken arm, puffy face, and when she started coughing he seen the blood fly from her mouth. Without thinking he opened his gate and took her to the spirit world. He took her to his bed and called for Virgo to help. She sent him out of the room while she took care of Lucy. Loke sat in front of his door for hours waiting for Virgo finish. There was a couple times he heard Lucy scream and tried to get in the room only to find it locked. Finally Virgo came out. " She will be fine, but she needs rest" and she walked away. Loke walked in and noticed the right side of her face was bruised, right arm in a sling, and he guessed her ribs were taped under the sheets. He knelt at her side and grabbed her left hand in his. He wanted to know how this happened and why she didn't call for him. Loke fell asleep at her side, and only woke when he heard her whisper his name. " Loke " He lifted his head and looked into her eyes. " How are you feeling?" he asked softly
Lucy spent a few days in the spirit world healing. Loke went to the human world to let their friends know what happened, so they wouldn't worry. Once she was feeling up to it she told Loke what had happened. " Why didn't you call me?" " I told you, he knocked my keys out of my hand, and I couldn't get to them". They sat there silently for a few minutes before there was a knock on the door. " I need to check your wounds" Virgo said coming in with her medical bag. After getting the all clear from Virgo Lucy asked Loke to take her home. " I don't know, maybe you should stay another day" he told her. " Virgo said it was okay, and I would really like to go take a bath". Hesitantly he agreed and opened his gate.
So I have been home for a few days, and Loke is almost always here. I don't understand why unless he feels guilty for me getting hurt, but there really wasn't anything her could do. I kind of like him being here, although we still haven't discussed our relationship. I don't know if we should either, it just starts a fight. Maybe we should just leave the past in the past, and keep our hormones in check. Well maybe anyways. Why does this have to be so complicated? Love Lucy