Night two

Edwards POV:

„Hi Jacob, nice to see you "I greeted and smiled shy at him. He grinned back So cute He sat down a bit nearer to the borderline and looked at me in surprise.

"I didn´t thought that you´ll come here again, after your escape yesterday" he noted.

"I told you I will come. Do you mind coming over here tonight?" I asked. Again his eyes went cold "No way" he replied "I don´t want you so near!" I want to touch you "You don´t need to tell me about your destroying plan if you don´t want to" he told me. I smiled sadly at him, he still won´t me feeling uncomfortable.

"Oh Jacob, I will tell you as soon as I understand it by myself. I really want us, to work up all this shit happened, so I think, we should start at the beginning.

"Imprinting on you?" he examined

Now it was my time to look frustrated. I shook my head and watched his confusion growing when I finally said "No, the day, I saw you for the first time!" I was unsure how to tell him the whole story, but I saw no other way to make him understand – even if I don´t understand it by now.

He wondered "What happened? I do not even know when we first met, but I guess it was at Bellas, right?"

Bella - I haven´t thought about her at all. I´ll have to end this. "Would you let me speak without asking me any questions or interrupting me in another way until I´m done?" I was quite sure, that if he interrupts me, I couldn´t continue. To my astonishment he smiled at me with this gorgeous little smile that I loved the most and nodded "Promise" he said.

I took a deep unnecessary breath and started "when I saw you for the very first time – your right, it was at Bellas – I was shocked. From the first moment I knew right away that you are a shape shifter, even if you didn´t know it at this time. I saw your bright eyes, your sunny smiling and your thoughts were all so clear and innocent. As you looked at me, you still smiled – if it were possible I would have blushed. I mumbled a short apology and ran out the house to get my mind clear again. Never before, I felt attracted by a man, and worst you're not a normal guy, you are a shifter, the futures alpha! How can I think about you in such a way? You´re determined to hate me, to destroy those of my kind and not to have feelings for someone like me!"

While I spoke I watched him carefully, I waited for a sign to stop me telling him my story. But he still sat on the floor with closed eyes and kept on listening.

"I told myself to not even think about you anymore but you´re Bellas best buddy so I never quit get away without hurting her feelings. I didn´t try to discourage her visiting you because you´re dangerous, like I told her. I also wasn´t afraid of losing her, like you maybe thought. I did it because of your smell that clung on her every time she got home from La Push. I wouldn´t smell it!" I stopped and after a few seconds Jacobs eyes fluttered and he glanced at me with burning eyes.

"Oh fucking leech, you are such a liar!" he spat out "Do you really think I would belief this shit? Why would you treat me like crap if you have ever liked me? What the hell happened to change your mind? Why do you hate me instead?"

"Ha" I laughed bitterly "because you started hating me. From the moment you discovered your wolf side, there were no more friendly thoughts in your mind only hate and pictures of rib and kill me and my family. The idea of hurting me, to snap me into pieces, you liked that thought. How could I manage to be around you, when those pictures are torturing me? I couldn´t. I was absolutely sure, that you´ll never reply my feelings, so I did my best to reciprocate yours.

I tried hard to hate you, not because you are a wolf, not because you want my girlfriend and even not because you hurt me that bad. The only reason to hate you was because I hated me for being so obsessed about you and I wanted it to stop. I thought, maybe it would be easier to bear your hate, if I hate you too.

Jacob was disordered; he remembered how he felt before imprinting on me. He blushed and phased into his wolf form before I had the chance to go on. He quickly raced away, but I heard him thinking about tomorrow My time he thought.

Waiting again a whole day to see him was a dreadful view. In the morning time I went to Bella to take her to school and was surprised when I found one of the wolves waiting for her, his name is Paul I guess. I smiled and moved backwards into the forest in absolute silence. I didn´t want to disturb them. If the wolfboy will make a good job, she will soon fall in love with him. Imprints are really a good thing - sometimes

Next time you´ll see Jaobs side