This one is Jacobs side of the story, but it was easier to write it from Edwards Point of view. I really lieked writing this, so I hope you´ll enjoy it

Night three

Edwards POV:

I was not sure, if I really wanted to know, what Jacob would tell me the next night, but I was unquestionably sure that I needed to know. This time I was first in the clearing and had come close to fear, what if he had decided not to come back? What if he didn´t want to see me any longer? Lost in my thoughts I had not realized his arrival, so I was startled when he cleared his throat, laughing at me while he saw my confusion. "Before you´ll ask! I stay at my side" he grinned.

I nodded and he started to smirk. "So Edward, are you ready to see my side? He inquired. I nodded again "I think I am!"

"Ok" he took a deep breath "For this one and only night you have the permission to read my mind. I beg you to do it, because it´s easier for me to show it to you, then to speak it out aloud."

The next moment the world shifted as his memories began to overwhelm me.

What I wanted, he thought.

My face, sparkling in the sunlight, a little smile on my lips while he put tiny kisses on my cheeks, my forehead, and my nose. I pulling him nearer to kiss his lips, my eyes full of love never lost his face.

We, splashing around in the flat water at the beach of La Push, squeaking and chuckling all the time.

We, walking down a street in Paris, hand in hand, earning quick side views from the people we passed by. We entered a noble French restaurant, take our seats. The table is decorated with flowers and candles and he smiled brightly.

We, just hanging out in his garage, he shows me his VW Rabbit and grinned all the time. His face and cloth full of dust and motor oil. I smiled happily when he ran his dirty fingers through my hair.

We, in a big bed, holding each other as close as possible, gentle hands touching me everywhere, our bodies rub against each other. Kisses full of excitement, quiet moans, tongues wrestling and with a last movement we both get over the edge. We rested, still as near as imaginable.

We, in our garden. A lot of people all in formal dress and we standing in front of them. The girls wear elegant dresses, the boys wear tuxedos. Both of our families watching us, the look like they have gotten friends or more like one family now. I looked at my mate, took his hand in mine, put a small silver ring on his ring finger and spoke my "I will!"

It was amazing to see through his eyes, to feel his feelings, share something so special. I wanted him to go on with this fantastic showing, further I wanted all this to be real!

"And now" he broke the silence "see what I got!"

Again I sank back in his memories, but this time it was a nightmare.

I, while I embrace Bella; I looked him in the eyes and whispered in her ear that I will always love her, than I kissed her.

I, glaring at him with blood red eyes and a demonic smile on my lips. He, on the floor right in front of me. With one foot I pushed him to the ground while I stated "Poor dog, now I have to discipline you, I´ve told you not to cry!". My kick hit his hips and he gasps in pain.

He, as he looked at me frantically when I pressed him down to do a fucking blowjob

I, pinning him against a tree, taking him hard. He cried and begged me to stop but I still broke his bones in my rage.

I, an evil grin on my lips. One hand in his hair, pulling him to me and stare at him "I will never kiss you, mutt!"

I, opening my mouth, sunk my fangs into his neck. His eyes full of pain, tears on his cheeks, and me biting even harder, his eyes widened with agony before he collapsed.

And then, nothing! Everything is gone black. I tried to leave his mind but I couldn´t stop the feelings he sent me. Hurt, desperation, unbelievable pain and my venom burning in his whole body.

At least, even through all this he let me feel his love, his forgiveness; he opened his heart completely for me.

Then it was over, my thoughts get blank and I was able to step back in reality.

"Now you know! Please, no sorry, not now, just think about what you´ve done to me. If you still want, come back tomorrow" he said and left me alone with his memories. I fell on the ground, wincing and writhing with his pain still inside of me.

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