Waiting

Edwards POV:

I couldn´t hear his heartbeat any longer!

One of the wolves helped me resuscitate Jake and we got his heart to a restart.

We put Jacob into my room, rested him on my bed and waited for Carlisles arrival. He carefully examined my beloved imprint then he looked at me with a worried glance "I can still not say something precise. Definitely, some of his bones have grown too fast and wrong together. We have to break them again and set them in the right place, so they can heal properly. Unfortunately we have to wait until his heartbeat is back to its normal rate if we don´t want to risk anything. Rather I care for his head injury. Edward, I will tell you the truth, I do not know if he will recover from this or if his brain is seriously injured. We can now only hope and wait. I´m so sorry son" he said softly

"I am sure he will make it! He won´t leave me!" I announced

I sat on my bed close to my wolf He will survive! There I stayed, I didn´t leave him alone for a moment, I wouldn´t have brought it upon me to leave. My family and his pack were coming and going; only Emmett stayed away. He deeply regretted what he had done and he was afraid that he may be destroyed our family, I didn´t blame him. It would be only my fault if Jacob dies. But that will not happen, he has to life! So I continued waiting for him to awake.

On the third day Alice entered our room with a bright smile on her face. How could she be so happy? "Ed" she smiled even wider "your future is just disappeared. All I can see now is a foggy picture of you, smiling when you gaze on a little something on your ring finger." She hugged me and danced out of the room while she whispered "Everything will be fine, he will wake up soon. It´s better to leave you two alone my dear!"

I was still sitting next to him. With one hand I hold his; with the other one I gently touched his cheeks, his closed eyes, and his mouth. "Jake, please come back to me!" I whispered in his ear. His eyes began to flatter and slowly he opened them and glanced at me. I could hear my name in his mind. I smiled shyly at him and at that moment I knew for sure, everything will be fine now.

"Jake, I´m so glad you´re finally awake! I was so worried about you! How could you stupid dog think that I want you to leave? I never wanted. I want to be with you. In finally got it – I love you!"

"I love you too" he replied Should I kiss him?

"This would be perfect" he said softly

I was surprised "What would be perfect" I asked curiously

Jacob looked at me astonished Have I just imagined that he wants to kiss me?

"No you haven't but I have said no word about it, I only thought about kissing you" I want to kiss you, and hold you and be with you forever – if you still want me. You´ve heard this?

He nodded slowly "I heard it" he smiled happily "I guess, now I am a mind reader too" he noted.

"We need to figure that out" I decided "but first I want to kiss you" and so I leant forward and kissed his lips shy and cautious I want you Jacob pulled me nearer, doesn´t pay any attention on his injuries I want you so much and opened his lips to welcome me. He deepened the kiss and all I was able to think about was he. Under my touch, Jake got goose bumps, I do not know whether from our temperature difference or of excitement – but I know I was excited.

Our first kiss was more than perfect, the way it should be from the very beginning; soft, demanding, thrilling and full of love. When the kiss ended – Jake finally had to breathe at some time – I could still feel his heat in my mouth.

Is this what you wanted Jacob Black? I thought

He grinned at me "Exactly what I wanted" and he pulled me back in for another deep, breathtaking, amazing, miraculous kiss.

That´s it. I hope you enjoyed my first story, because I think this is a good point to end it, or do you think I should go on? Please tell me Greetings Kitty

Thanks for all reviewers! Special thanks to rat3000 you inspired me to kick someones ass