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I decided to go on with this story, right now I don´t know where it will lead but we´ll see.
I still don´t own any of the characters in here.
Mindreading for beginners
Edwards POV:
„They can hear us. It won´t be long until they will come to see you" I said while I put kisses all over his face and inhaled his scent. Mmmmh, it still smelled delicious, but something had changed. I sniffed again, a sweet aroma of flowers? No, it´s more like honey I decided.
"Do you want to taste me?" Jake asked in a low voice. I was puzzled, I haven´t realized that I´ve stopped kissing him, my mouth only inches from his throat. "I – I won´t – it´s just" I stuttered but he didn´t seem to be afraid or angry when he interrupted me.
"It´s okay love, don´t worry, I was only teasing" he put a tiny kiss on my nose and chuckled still when he looked at the door. "They are coming"
I heard them too; they stood just outside the door wondering if they should come in. We became quiet and listened to their conversation "We shouldn't bother them" Esme whispered "he is just awake. Don´t you think they need time alone?" Seth agreed but Alice didn´t care of their opinion opened the door and glided into our room.
The others slowly follow. Alice smiled wide when she looked at us "See dear brother, I´ve told you everything will turn out perfect." She hugged us both. Seth also stepped forward to embrace Jacob "Good to see you again Jake, I missed you"
Esme watched us carefully "How do you feel Jacob? Right now you don´t look very well do you still feel pain?"
I looked at the boy next to me, Esme was right, I noticed alarmed "What is it honey?" "Nothing" he whispered "maybe I´m still too tiered for so many visitors at once" His mental voice screamed in desperation How could you bear this Ed? It´s so loud! All the voices!
I´ve forgot his new ability, it´s natural that he has problems with too many different voices in his head. "Would you please leave now?" I pleaded.
Esme shooed Alice, Jasper and Rose away "I´ll send Carlisle to you as soon he´s home again" she said and followed the others after touching my cheek for a brief moment. Sam and Seth followed them immediately after they looked at Jake´s pale face once more.
The moment the door closed behind them Jacob buried his face on my chest and started crying. I held him close and stroke along his spine to help him through the overwhelming emotions.
Jacobs POV:
It was too much at once, I couldn´t bear it. They were all so worried about me, even Blondie was sad because of me. I don´t understand it at all. I used her boyfriend to kill me – lucky Edward stopped him and nevertheless she cared about my health.
Esme thought about the two of us. She wanted her son and me to be happy and she was so sorry about the problems we had before. She was afraid that I won´t be the same after awaking, or that I´ll never get completely healthy again. Even when she saw me doing well she can´t stop thinking that way.
Sam was still shocked that I have planned to kill myself because of Edward. He blamed himself because he haven´t recognized what happened with me, that I had serious problems with the whole imprinting stuff.
I couldn´t concentrate on single thoughts very well, my mind was overfilled with their thoughts, there wasn´t enough space to think for myself. It was crazy. I just wanted to be alone, I wouldn´t hear all the voices in my head any longer.
I realized Esme was talking to me; it was hard to focus on her words. I lied to her, I told her I was only exhausted but in my mind I screamed. I was glad that Ed has sent them away.
When they have left I started to whine; all the words I have heard in their minds, they won´t get out of my head. Edward tried to comfort me, but right then there was nothing he could do. It took some time but slowly I calmed down a bit.
"I think I don´t like that mind reading thing." I muttered "I imagined it´s like reading a book when you did this. You open it read a bit in it and then closes it if you know what you wanted to know. Now I realized, I can´t close the book!"
"Oh, honey. I´m so sorry, I should have foreseen that it will be too much for you when they all visit you at once." He said "I hoped you can take it, since your wolf-connection is nearly the same."
I snuggled in his arms and let my head still rest on his chest "Will you help me to control it?" I asked.
He kissed my hair "Sure Jake, you´ll see it´s not too difficult to learn. You just have to focus on one and fade out the others until you´re used to your new ability." He answered quietly then he whispered "Carlisle is back. We should tell him what had happened I guess."
"Yeah, I think so too." The same moment he knocked on the door and Edward called the doctor in. Maybe he´ll know what´s wrong with me.