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Edwards POV:

When I came back home, hours later I found Jake sitting on the bathroom floor, he was staring on the wall in front of him. He realized my presence but didn´t react on it, even when I stroke over his head he did nothing, just staring.

I sat down beside him, lay my arm around his shoulder and pulled him closer. "The guy is fine" I said after a while "He´s in the hospital, he is stabile now and his leg will heal too."

For the first time since I entered the room he turned his head and glanced at me "That´s not what I was afraid of." He noted "Edward, I tried to bite him! Could you imagine a guardian changed into the enemy?" he whined.

"You didn´t do it, honey! You´ve stopped yourself even though his blood infatuated you. No one would blame you for this."

His gaze turned icy, "I would! I´m made for protect the humans not to kill them. Alice told me she saw me coming home with red eyes maybe I couldn´t control myself the next time." He sobbed again and clung on my chest.

Under other circumstances I would have enjoyed his warm body so close to my cold one but something he has just said caught my attention

"Alice saw you? In a vision?" I thought she can´t see them

Jake nodded once "Is that bad?" he asked

I don´t know

"As soon you´re able to we should talk with Carlisle. Maybe we´ll find out what exactly happened with you" I answered.

It took another hour until Jake could finally stop crying "I´m ready" he said and get up.

Carlisle was in his room and greeted us enthusiastic "I guess you´ll want to know, what I found out!" he said, his mind was closed all we could hear was 3456,3457,3458,3459, my father grinned "Don´t cheat. You wanted to talk!"

Jake groaned "Do you know what I am?" he asked

Carlisle nodded but then he shook his head "Well, yes and no." he replied "Let´s speak about all the topics of interest." Jake sighed but my dad just went on with his talk "My son told me that he bit you, which wasn´t quit the best way to confess his love to you, but that´s not the subject.

With the bite, his venom entered your bloodstream and when you died during your fight with Emmett – even if it was only for a few minutes your heart stopped beating – it must have reacted with your body."

I already knew his change was my fault, thanks for reminding me – Jake took my hand an thought I don´t blame you love

"But something in your genes must be prevented the transformation. You´re not completely altered but a few things are different.

You´re stronger and faster now, you share Edwards ability of reading minds, Alice is able to see you in her visions, your scent changed and you wanted to drink blood – if you do, I pray you to follow our rules and take an animal instead of a weak hiker." Jake shivered

"On the other side, your heart is still beating and your body-temperature is on its usual high level, you still need time to sleep, you prefer to eat human food and you´re still capable to shift into your wolf form." We know all this yet

"So I said no, because as far as I know there was never anything similar but this is also the reason why I said yes" he smiled bride "Jake since you are part wolf and part vampire, I´m pretty sure you´re unique!"

I´m not a vampire – only part of me Jake cheered

"If that´s true and I mustn´t drink blood I guess I can live with. Looks like I got the best parts of both sides" my mate said