A/N: Heyyy guys! I hope everyone's doing well. Another sort of filler chapter thing…BUT THIS IS IMPORTANT. All of these flashbacks make sense in the end…I PROMISE. The last chapter didn't seem to do very well…and I'm debating whether do finish this or not. Maybe because it was a filler…I don't know. THE NEXT CHAPTER HAS KOGAN IN IT! I PROMISE. IVE ALREADY WROTE IT! Windowsdown22 response to the chapter encouraged me to add some KOGAN in sooner. So thank her! She's been an amazing support and please go check out her stories! I think their very good ;) okok, go read please!

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Kendall relaxed in his bedroom, strumming his guitar. It was Tuesday around

12:00 pm, when Kendall heard his phone beep. He picked it up and read the message.

From: James

I'll meet you in the apartment at 7:00. You better be ready to go. Or else. See you later.

Kendall sighed, then replied,

Yes your majesty. See you at 7:00.

Kendall chuckled at James response.

From James:

Don't forget it, I am the KING. K gtg, see you at 7:00.

Kendall rolled his eyes, and closed his phone.

He just kept strumming random chords, just trying to relax himself. So many things were happening, and he wasn't sure what to do. Maybe going out would be good for him. It might ease his mind and just let go.

The first Rehearsal tomorrow, he thought to himself. When he first started the casting, he couldn't wait for the first rehearsal. But now, he had so much to worry about. He had to deal with Camille, which wouldn't be too bad if it was just that. He had to act like he wasn't gay and falling for Logan, which was probably gonna be almost impossible. That boy just did something to him, he didn't even know how he did. But the hardest thing he was going to have to deal with was Katie. Just looking at her made him break down. Geez, he was a 20 year old pop star who was brought to a mess by the presence of a 16 year old girl. Talk about pathetic.

He started fiddling with his guitar pick necklace. It was his most prized possession. He wore it everywhere; the beach, the gym, to every single interview and concert. It became his signature possession, and all his fans new about it. It was currently one of the most tweeted things on twitter, due to the upcoming releasing of "Cover Girl." He had told the press, the interviewers, and his fans that this was his good luck charm. It's what inspires him to write his songs, and inspired him to become a singer. He never gave the story about how he got it, and no one ever asked. He liked to keep it that way.

His mind started to drift to Katie. Wait... She was already 16? Wow, the years had gone by, and a wave of guilt over took him. A memory flashed into his memory.

Flash back: Katie's 7th birthday.

The knights were gathered around the kitchen table. The divorce had occurred a year ago, and this was the first time they would be together again. Katie had requested she see Kendall and her mother, and her father reluctantly obliged.

Even though he wasn't too thrilled about seeing them, he would do it for Katie.

"Katie, make a wish." Kendall and Katie's mother said.

The little7 year old inhaled as deeply as she could and blew out the candles with all her energy. After about 3 tries, all her Candles were blown out.

They cut her chocolate Hello Kitty Birthday cake into slices, each of them one piece. (A/N: I love hello kitty!).

"Time for presents!" Mr. Knight said with a warm smile.

"I want to go last!" Kendall yelled. Even though he was so anxious to give her his gift, he wanted it to be last. It was the most special gift he had ever thought of. He had saved up his money for the past 6 months to get this gift for her. He did extra chores around the house

"Ok Kendall. I guess Daddy will go first." his father handed her a medium sized package with blue bubbles on it. She looked at him with a smile. She gently tore up the wrapping paper, and giggled when she saw what it was. There were 3 story books, all about fairy tales, princess, and other fantasy creatures. No one was surprised that her father gave her books. Mr. Knight was into literature, and felt that his children should be exposed to all kinds of writing, even if they were Young. He believed that sports, music, and toys were just useless things in life, and a book would be better for her In the long run. She jumped off her chair and gave her dad a hug.

"I love them, Daddy, thanks so much." Katie said; she really did like the books.

She enjoyed reading, which made her father happy.

"You're welcome, sweetheart."

"Oh, me next!" Mrs. Knight said with a smile. She handed Katie a large rectangular box wrapped in pink and purple swirled wrapping paper. She looked at the box with excitement in her eyes. She ripped the wrapping paper off and screamed in delight when she saw what it was. It was an American Girl Doll. She had wanted one since last year. Her name was Samantha; she had long dark brown hair with a red, dark green, and black plaid bow her hair, brown eyes that opened and closed, and was dressed in a plaid dress that matched her bow with a red silky belt with a gold buckle in the center. She had on black stockings, and black maryjanes. (A/N: If you want an actual image, search it on google. Just

type Samantha American Girl Doll.) This was the doll Katie has been dreaming about for weeks.

She jumped back off chair and jumped into her mother's arms.

"Thank you sososososos much mommy!"

"No problem sweetie." she said with a smile.

"Ok, my turn!" Kendall said with joy. He was so excited to see her reaction. He hoped all his hardworking was worth it. He handed her a small box with music sheet wrapping paper on it. He bad requested his mother take him to the store to get it wrapped in this, and to have someone professionally do it so it would be perfect.

She slowly unwrapped the box, absolutely loving the wrapping paper. But she wouldn't say that out loud. Her father didn't like music. All he liked was academics and school. To him that's all that mattered. Everything else was honestly a waste of time.

She gently placed the wrapping paper aside, and held the small white box. She carefully opened the box, her face brightening up, if that was possible, and a huge smile emerged from her lips. A small tear slipped down her cheeks. It was honestly beautiful. Kendall had gotten her a necklace that was in the shape of a guitar pick. Katie had always loved the sound the guitar made, so Kendall picked it up. She loved it when he would play songs for her; it was actually one of her favorite things in the world. It also allowed Kendall the chance to practice and sing. On the guitar pick shaped pendant was the words "Little Sister" in big cursive letters. Below in smaller said "Katie Waxy Knight." On the back of it

said " My Girl", and under it said "I love you."

"I have one just like it." Kendall said, untucking the chain and pendant from under his shirt. But instead it said, " Big Brother" and "Kendall Kandle Knight." on the back of it it said, "Promise me you will never give up."

Kendall climbed off her chair, and gave him a huge hug. They remained like this for a while, both taking in the emotions.

"Thank you, Kandle. I love you."

"You're certainly welcome, Waxy. Love you too."

End of flashback.

A tear slipped down Kendall's cheek. That was one of his favorite memories, yet another he tried to lock up and forget about. It reminded him, that at one time, they had such a strong relationship. Nothing could tear them apart. But he was wrong. Something did tear them apart though. And it wasn't just the divorce, or the long distance that kept them apart. It was another event that occurred, another memory that he locked up. But this one he refused to think about; refused to even acknowledge. At least until this moment in time.

~~~~~~Page break~~~~~~~~~~ (thought I was gonna tell you, didn't you! Haha it shall be revealed later).

"KENDALL, LET'S GO. NOW." James yelled.

"IM COMING." Kendall yelled back.

He came out still trying to button his shirt. He was wearing a yellow and black plaid shirt, black skinny jeans, and black vans.

"Looking spiffy, Knight." James said with a laugh. James was dressed in a striped red and black shirt, black leather jacket, black skinny jean, and a pair of white and black sneakers.

"I know, thanks." Kendall answered with a wink.

"Ok. Let's go. I'm making you put this blind fold on."

"You taking me out on a date?"

"I'm way outta your league boy. Plus, you're not as attractive as the girls."

"Shut up." Kendall laughed, punching his arm lightly.

"Just put in on man."

"Fine."

They walked to the car, and Kendall agreed to put on the blind fold

"It's about 20 minutes away. I don't want to hear any 'are we there yets'. I'm putting on music, and it's gonna be a relaxing ride."

"Yes sir!"

"Yea yea. Get in the car."

James helped Kendall into the car, and they were off.

Hope you guys enjoyed this decently. KOGAN NEXT CHAPTER :) PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE review and tell me whatchya think! Thanks so much! Love you all!