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Niles was angry,very to say the head was pounding,
his ears ringing, earlobes gone completely red.
Yes,he was suffering from a severe case of ˝Niles furiosa syndrome˝ as a certain nanny used to call it ,
a state that only the uptown blonde could , it was bad ,and it was not going away anytime soon.
He rushed up the stairs straight to his room, slamming the door behind him.
He ran his fingers nervously through his hair trying to control his breath and
calm down.
It was over finally over,never ending game that they played and now it his
departure was inevitable.
He opened his closet and started throwing clothes into the suitcase he pulled out earlier.
All of sudden a deep feeling of sadness overcame our favorite butler,the sight of his
suitcase,made him let out a deep sigh,and it was almost a tragic sight after all,
20 years of his life in the mansion fit in one suitcase.
He sat down on the side of his bed,still struken by this realisation,the anger has
subsided and he was feeling defeated by this terrible situation,he didn't want to
leave,he loved his life,although he nagged constantly about it,and now the blond
has ruined everything.
Maybe his best friend was right and he has gone mad,one thing he was sure of is
that he had lost his mind and heart to this rached women and he was lost.
If only he hadn't proposed to her that night ,again,but he has lost all control when it
came to her,and became overpowered with these feelings and blurbed it all out just
like a little boy.
He was going insane,insanly in love with her and now as if she had trown a bomb on
his life everything was destroyed and he had lost everything,his job,his friends and
worst of all any chance he had of melting her heart made of ice.
How could all of this had happened,he knew he hated her at the begining ,in fact he
was sure of it,but even then,from the first time he layed his eyes on her, ,there was
a powerfull force that atracted him to her,it was electrical,magnetic,and soon she
became his obsession.
At first he thought it was her vanity and cruelty that made him hate her,but over the
years he came to realise that under that ice was a women that he feel deeply in love
with,a mystery he was eagere to discover for he rest of his days,but now all the
chances of that ever happening were forever.
He grabed his face with his trembeling hands,it felt like his head was about to
explode,and with last of his strainght he got up ,put his suitcase a side ,changed his
clothes and layed down in his bad,staring at the was going to be a long night.
Nothing will ever be the same.
He sighed again,and turned to his side,hoping that he would get few hours of sleep,
a long day was ahead of him and he needed all of his strainght to go on with his life,
one day at a time.
He could feel his eyes filling up with tears but he managed to stop them from roling
down his desperately tryed to keep his eyes closed,but all could see was
countinus replay of the things that happened the last couple of days,he tryed so
hard to impress the rich erress but it was all in vain,she will never be able to
over look their class difference and look at him as a men,flesh and blooded man
that adored her.
He was sure she felt something for him,the passion they shared when they kissed ,
moments of tenderness between them after they were apart,he was convinced
that she was not indiferent towards him but her mind was made up.
Yes,Fran was right, he rushed things up by proposing ,but maybe it was
for the better, he tryed to comfort himself,at least now he knew where he stood,
she didn't want him and that was it.
He was tossing and turning in his bed and it was obvious that he will not fall a sleep.
He got up and decide to have a drink of water,his mouth was dry,and that was an
escuse enough for his to leave his sheets...
Niles was trying to be as queit as possible to get down the stairs and into the kitchen
a place his was most comftorable with.
As he filled one of the glasses with water from the fridge and sat down to drink he
looked around ,memories were floding his mind,all the funny ,wonderfull and sad
momnets heshared with the family,Sara,what a beutiful soul she was,Max his life
long friend,the children,he loved them loke they were his own,his best friend the one
and only Flushing Queens nanny,the fun thay had,she knew all of his secrets...
Oh,he was going to miss them all so much,but most of all he was going to miss
the lapsious blond that have drawn him to insanity.
As he finished second glass of water,he realised that he needed something stronger to
make him calm again and then he rememberd Max´s drinking cabinet,it was in
his got up from the chair with difficulty,his body was drained out heavy and tired,but his mind was rasing,his eyes were still burning.
He went through the kitchen door into the living room,still the memories were filling
his mind,he knew every pat of this house by heart,and every corner ,every object
held a memory,and he was leaving it all behind.
He felt a heavy load on his his chest that made him sigh again,he wave his head,trying to chase the images away as he rushed to the office.
The house was in darkness,he tryed to be as quiet as possible .Finally he reached the
office and reached imidiatelly for the cabinet,puring an entire glass of
scotch into his dry throught,trying desperately not to think about all of the bantering
that went on in this room between them,all the pranks he pulled on her,the insults,her laughter...
And then he pured another glass down his throught,and that seemed to do the trick,he was slowly begining to feel the numbness comming over he looked behind the desk the green love seat,her love seat, and his body that he lost all control of,took him to the green couthch and he sat could feel her presence although she wasn't obviously there,he could almost see her,his hand reached for the corner where she always sat and he caressed the green leather with his eyes closed and now wet with tears that have finally escaped them.
He missed her terribly already.
The devastated butler wiped the tears from his wrinkeld cheeks with his other hand when suddnelly he felt a sharp pain in his heart,he lost his breath and terrible thought blased through his mind.
˝Miss Babcock!¨-it ecaped his lips,he was sure that something happend to her and horific
sense of fear over came him.
Suddnely the door of terasse got slamed by the wind that was raging outside and sound of thunder broke through the saw flashes blazing acrross the dark sky,and then he
realised that the mild rain that started that eveinig turned into a storm.
˝Where is she and what has happened to her?˝- he whispered as he stared at the rain that was hitting the window glasses...