Rachel let the tears silently fall and Noah was devastated. He never wanted Rachel to see him drunk. He wasn't really drunk but Noah hadn't had a drink since high school graduation. Rachel hated alcohol and he respected her wishes; they didn't keep any alcohol in the house and Noah never drank socially. But sometimes when he got frustrated, like he was with the Finn/Rachel drama, he would crave a beer. He had given into temptation earlier and felt guilty about it. The guilt showed in his eyes as he whispered, "I'm so sorry Rachel."