A/N: Hi all my lovely readers. Thanks so much for the great reviews! I was blown away at how many I got! This is Beck's chapter, this is by far my favorite chapter. It's a little different from the others….You'll see(insert creepy winky face here) R&R. Anyone that review will get a sneak peek at chapter 6 Jade. Also Jade's chapter will officially change my rating to an M for abusive content. So if you aren't following this story please do so because I don't think M ratings show up in the just in section. So follow me so you don't lose the story! Also if you have any questions about the content please PM me.

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Beck

The gang slid into Beck's alternate reality. This time they were in a church.

Beck was in a tux. Standing in front of him was Tori, she was wearing a beautiful white gown. Jade and Cat were standing behind Tori in teal dresses. Andre and Robbie were behind Beck in tuxes with teal ties. Beck and Jade's eyes met and from that moment on all he could think about was her.

"Repeat after me I Beck take you Tori to be my wife." The minister said as he looked at Beck.

"I Beck take you Jade….." He caught his mistake but it was too late everyone heard him.

Tori's face was covered in hurt.

"Tori." He quickly said. "I meant Tori. I'm sorry I just happen to see her behind you."

Awkwardly the minister cleared his throat. "Shall I continue?" He looked at Tori.

She nodded her head slowly.

"Repeat after me. I Beck take you Tori." He emphasized Tori's name. "To be my wife."

After the ceremony Beck and Tori were in a room that was in the church. Beck was sitting on the couch and Tori was pacing the room.

"Are you still in love with Jade?"

"No."

"Beck Oliver tell me the truth."

Beck sighed then stood up. "Tori I'm always going to lover her, she was my first love but I'm not in love with her it was an honest mistake."

Tori stared at him for a few seconds before she decided she was satisfied with his answer. "Ok. I'm going to the bathroom to freshen up for the reception." And with that she walked out the door.

Back sat back down on the couch and put his face in his hands.

"What the hell was that?"

He looked up at a slightly angry Jade.

"I don't know. I saw you behind her and your name just came out."

He was a good actor but she always could see right through him. Her expression softened. She walked over and sat down next to him. "Beck I know you better than anyone to know that's a load of chiz. So tell me the truth.

He sighed in defeat. "You're a married woman." It was true she was married to Andre. "And I'm a married man but we're not married to each other and that's my problem."

She really didn't know what to say, other than too little too late. "Well there's nothing you can do now, you should have done something about that sooner." She got up and walked out of the room.

Beck swore up and down he saw a tear fall form her eye.

There was a glitch and the gang slid into a hospital room.

A thirty something Andre was sitting by the hospital bed crying holding someone's hand.

The gang was standing in the corner. They had a pretty good idea as to who was laying in the hospital bed. Beck didn't want to go over and see his worse fear come true even if it was in an alternate reality.

Beck burst open the door to the room. His face had panic written all over it. "Andre how is she? What happened?"

"She was on her way to pick Autumn up from dance class and a truck ran a red light. She's in and out of consciousness and they don't think she is going to make it." He broke down crying even more.

Beck walked over to his best friend and they embraced in a hug. They both needed it. It seemed to be the only thing holding them up. "Andre why don't you go get something to eat or drink?"

"I can't leave her."

"Andre when she comes out of this she is going to need you to be strong and you can't be strong on an empty stomach."

"Ok, you're right. I'll go get some coffee. Jade loves coffee. Let me know if anything changes." Andre got up, grabbed his things, took one last look at his wife and walked out of the room.

Beck walked slowly up to the bed. A piece of him died inside seeing Jade lay there with cuts and bruises all over her. She was only 35, so young. He gently grabbed her hand and placed it in his. She looked so frail and fragile. He placed a kiss softly on her forehead.

Jade's eyes fluttered open slightly. "Beck?"

"Yeah I'm here. How are you felling?"

"Like I just got hit by a truck." Even on her death bed she still has a quick tongue. "I hurt, everything hurts."

"I there anything I can do for you?"

"Just don't leave me alone."

"I won't baby. I won't." Beck squeezed her hand lightly to reassure her that he wasn't going anywhere.

"Jade I have to talk to you."

"Well go ahead, I'm not going anywhere." She tried to chuckle but only a squeak came out.

"Everything in my life has been wrong. If I would have opened the door back in high school then we would be together. I only started dating Tori because you started dating Andre. I only married Tori because you were already married to Andre. When I said your name during my wedding it wasn't because I just saw you behind Tori. It was because I was staring at you and picturing you were the one I was marrying. I named my daughter August. My whole life has been a mistake. I love you Jadelyn August West."

Jade just stared at him. She didn't know what to say she was still trying to process all of it. After a few seconds she lifted her arm and put her fingers in his hair and pulled him to her. She kissed him passionately for a few minutes. Once they pulled apart they both had tears streaming down their faces.

"You love me again." That sentence was nostalgic to him.

She smiled at him. He hugged her as tight as he could without hurting her. She hugged him back although not as tight since she was very weak. They stayed in the embrace for what seemed like an eternity. Beck noticed her grip on him was getting loose and soon her hands fell to the bed. He quickly looked at her. Her eyes were almost closed. His stomach churned when he realized what was happening.

"Who said I stopped?" Jade took one last breath.

Monitors started going off

"Jade? NO JADE WAKE UP PLEASE!"

It was too late his soul mate was gone.

No one knew what to say to Beck. They didn't really know what he was thinking. Jade awkwardly looked around trying not to make eye contact with him. Sikowitz however looked right at him. Beck's face held no emotion something he was very good at doing. He shook his head, looked down at the ground, and chuckled in amusement.

"You don't believe any of this is true?" Sikowitz asked

Beck didn't say anything, he didn't even look up.

"Beck you're a great actor. So great that you don't just make everyone else believe that you're not in love with Jade anymore but you will do anything to make yourself believe that also." Sikowitz said crossing his arms over his chest.

Beck looked up at him. "That's not true."

"Oh yeah? Let me show you an example." He grabbed his pen and pushed some buttons on it and finally clicked the button on top.

They slid into Tori's living room. Beck and Tori were sitting on the couch.

Beck leaned in to kiss Tori. Tori awkwardly pulled back. "Uh, oh you." She playfully punched his jaw.

Beck moved away from her just a bit. "I'm sorry."

"No I'm sorry." She put her face in her hands.

"I, I didn't mean to."

"No, no you didn't"

"Then why can't we kiss?"

"Cause, cause of...Jade." She gave him an apologetic look.

"Jade and I broke up."

"Yeah but kissing your friends ex-boyfriend-"

He cut her off before she could finish. "Wait, wait, wait. Since when are you and Jade friends? Last week she took your hamburger and just rubbed it across her bare foot."

"What!? I ate feet meat?" Tori had a disgusted look on her face.

"And she took your spot in the Platinum Music Awards."

"Look I mean maybe Jade and I aren't really friends, friends but were kind of friends, I think and kissing her ex-boyfriend." She looked down and shook her head. "I can't do that to a friend."

Sikowitz paused the scene happening in front of everyone.

"Hey that was right before the Platinum Music Awards. So in this reality Beck tried to kiss Tori." Cat asked.

"No just in this reality." Jade glared at Beck. She felt genuinely hurt, she never thought she would relive that moment again.

Beck looked at her confused, how could see know?

"This isn't an alternate reality. This is our reality I just took you back in time."

Beck's eyes widened. If Jade didn't know then, she knew now. Sikowitz saw Beck's expression. "See the computer right there." Everyone looked over. "Jade was watching the whole time. Tori never ended her video chat with Cat.

Beck looked at Jade, his mouth hung open in shock. She knew this whole time. "Jade I-" Jade cut himoff before he could finish. 'No, I don't want to talk about it."

"Anyways back to the point of me showing you this. You putting Jade down and trying to kiss Tori was your pathetic way of making yourself believe you were over Jade.

Sikowitz was right but Beck would never admit that.

"Ok who's next. Duck, duck, duck...gank." He pointed his finger right in Jade's face. She narrowed her eyes at him and tried to bite his finger but he knew that was coming so he moved it quickly.

He grabbed his pen and clicked the button.