James drove up his driveway, Kendall looking out the window. He had been crying, nonstop for 24 hours and he's just drained and needs to sleep, he needs to sleep in Logan's arms but that won't happen ever again and he knew that. James parked the car and got out, opening the back and getting Kendall's things. Kendall just sat there, unable to move and unable to speak, he tried he really did but he couldn't get his body to move, his legs to work. He was stuck and that just made him cry more. James grabbed his stuff and put it upstairs, in the guest room that is now Kendall's.
(Kendall's POV)
I couldn't move my legs wouldn't work. I wanted to so bad, I wanted to get up and walk into that house, that is now mine, I guess. I wanted to get up and just act like I didn't just leave the love of my life that I have been with for almost my whole life. I looked at James who was standing in front of the car, staring at me. I cried more, I cried more when I saw my best friend crying. James Diamond doesn't cry, his dad died and he didn't even cry. James Diamond does not cry. I told my legs they had to move, I had to get up and go hug my best friend because I has never seen James cry, ever. I finally got up and held the car for support, walked over to James and just hugged him. We stayed like that for, I don't even know how long, but it felt like forever. He wiped his eyes and let go of me.
"We never speak of that, don't want to let the ladies know I'm weak" he said as he wiped his eyes again then mine.
"James Diamond, just because you cry does not mean that you're weak it means you're stronger than you ever knew. Crying doesn't mean your weak, do not ever be afraid to cry." I looked at him and wiped my eyes with the back of my hand. He nodded and we walked back into the house. I followed him inside and shut the door; I walked upstairs into my new room and shut the door. I had my back to the door and looked around, this was my new life and honestly it scared the living shit out of me.