Warnings; Slash, Swearing.

Characters; James Potter, Severus Snape, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans – Later Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter.

Shows; Harry Potter

Disclaimer; I can safety say I don't own Harry Potter (Even if I wish really, really hard)

Plot; Does Snape really like Lily?

James walked in a daze to his chamber, what the hell had just happened? Severus Snape had just kissed him! He shook his head as he ran his forefinger down his lips. And he liked it. James shook his head then looked at the odd look that he was getting off Moony.

"James feeling okay?" James nodded as Moony folded his arms. "Do you want to talk?" James thought for a moment then nodded. Remus smiled and hinted him to sit down.

"So what exactly has happened?" Remus asked as he lent on the bed post

"You know Severus?" Remus nodded sighing slightly remembering the taunting. "He's helping me with something and..." James raised his head to look Remus in the eyes "...He kissed me" Remus' mouth dropped significantly.

"Seriously?" Remus asked after pulling himself back together, James nodded

"What do I do Moony?" Remus sighed and rested his head on the beam.

"Why did he kiss you?" Remus asked in a deep breath "I mean, did you ask him something, where you trying to get him to do something – did you kiss him"

James looked at Remus and scowled softly "No, I didn't kiss him" James growled slightly "I was trying to get him to tell me who he liked"

Remus looked at him curious at how stupid Prongs was sometimes. "James, he likes you"

James frowned and shook his head, "That's impossible I've quite literally been a dick to him"

Remus nodded then sighed. "You have, I'll probably never get this love and all that crap but you get me James. SEVERUS LIKES YOU"

James closed his eyes, shaking his head "I refuse to believe that"

"Ask him" Remus said moving towards James and holding his arms "Ask Him James"

James looked at Severus who was pacing the length of the library looking for a book.

"So why did you kiss me?" Severus stopped in front of a selection of books.

"What?" he whispered

"You heard me Severus"

"Why?" James looked at Severus in disbelief.

"You want to know why I want to know why you kissed me" Severus bowed his head slightly.

"I'm sorry" James shook his head

"I'm not asking for an apology I want a reason" Severus sighed and turned to James slamming a book onto the table.

"Have you ever loved someone so much that whenever you see them you want to kiss them?" James nodded slowly "That's why" he sighed then opened the book "James I will help you with Lily - but my feelings aren't going to change" James looked at him directly then frowned.

"You want Lily - forever?" James nodded shrugging slightly; "Take her" James frowned

"Take her what?" Severus rolled his eyes and lifted his hand showing two fingers to represent 'V', James' eyes widened; he stood and walked towards Severus.

"I can't take her virginity" he hissed softly

"Why not?" Severus said casually then put the book back on the shelf.

"You know Lily she won't go pass any mild fondling" Severus rolled his eyes.

"With you James she'll go all the way with you honestly"

"How do you know?"

"She told me" he whispered remembering the conversation in third year that'd he genuinely agreed with. He looked at James and sighed.

"Look make it perfect - light candles, change the bed, get a shower" James scowled him " James light incense, candles make the room smell of vanilla and chocolate her favourites. Put a Lily on the bed" he said then looked at James "And for god's sake use a condom" James rolled his eyes. "Don't come crying to me when a little baby Potters running around" James looked at him and growled softly.

"Thank you Severus" Severus smiled.

"Glad to be of help" Severus watched James leave then sat back at the table and remembered that conversation in third year.

' Severus looked at the sun and counted the clouds - or lack off.

"What do you think of James Potter?" Severus heard Lily murmur, he frowned then looked at her, she was messing with a daisy pulling the leaves off as if doing 'He loves me, he loves me not'
"I don't particularly like him" he whispered, Lily looked at him,

"Why not?" she said sitting up.

"I don't know - but him and the marauders are horrible to me" he looked at Lily her hair shining like a halo in the sun, she was beautiful you'd be stupid not to admit it - but Severus' feelings towards her would never be more than a crush - there was indeed someone else. Severus shook his head.

"What do you think of him?" Lily blushed lightly

"I quite like him" she murmured

"Oh aye" she laughed as Severus nudged her.

"Yeah I'd go down on him" she said giggling softly - Severus laughed but felt his crotch twitch.

"Would you really?" she nodded biting her lip as Severus knelt up. "Dirty" she laughed.

"You saying you'd never go down on someone" Severus shrugged

"Maybe" he whispered mostly in thought. Lily had - only recently - come to the conclusion that Severus was gay, she'd never see him with a girl, he didn't seem to ever be attracted to people - which is why Lily asks him. She didn't mind what say did she have in Severus' sexual ordination and he was her best friend it was just stupid to hate him for liking boys. Even if he didn't know just yet.

Severus shook his head, it was so obvious to Lily, Severus was gay, he knew he'd accepted it last year. But what he didn't accept was James Potter stirred his loins!

Severus growled and banged his head on the book in front of him.

"STUPID, STUPID, STUPID" he repeated then rubbed the abused area on his forehead. He sighed and rested his head in his arms.