Warnings; Slash, Swearing, there's some violence in this, there is a Lime, for those who've been waiting for some action!

Characters; James Potter, Severus Snape, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans, Regulus Black, Lucius Malfoy – Later Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter.

Shows; Harry Potter

Disclaimer; I can safety say I don't own Harry Potter (Even if I wish really, really hard)

Plot; Does Snape really like Lily?


"Here you go" Severus said as he basically fed James another spoonful of potion. James gagged coughing up the potion, he appreciated it but it tasted disgusted.

"James, didn't you're mother ever give you this?"

"Yes, and I used to cough it up" James replied then stuck his tongue out. Severus laughed and stirred the potion.

"Think about it, Lupin has to take that potion monthly, he does it, you're just being a baby about it"

James pouted slightly then looked to his left at the open map.

"Shit, Lily's coming, Severus you've got to go" James said, Severus frowned then nodded standing up and straightening his cloak.

"I'll be back later, after hours. Behave" Severus said then kissed James' cheek. James smiled at him and nodded.

"So long" he said and waved; James smiled then looked towards the map at Lily's footsteps. He watched Severus leave just as Lily entered; James fell back onto his bed in relief then smiled at Lily.

"How's the patient?" Lily asked as she walked in and kissed James' cheek. She wiped the lip-gloss mark off his cheek then sat next to him.

"Any visitors?"

James shrugged.

"The Marauders, Padfoot tried to get off DADA by being Snuffles but McGonagall caught him and Moony appeared mostly to update me on homework, got to love Moony. Wormtail however I haven't really see him"

Lily nodded as she subconsciously straightened his blanket.

"So who brought you the potion?" Lily asked still looking at the blanket. James frowned then looked to his right at the potion Severus had brought and left. He cursed him lightly then looked back at Lily.

"Poppy"

Lily nodded and looked at James as if not believing him, but she continued to nod.

Lily stayed there for a good few hours. Then went in search for the Marauders, she found Remus, he also seemed to be alone so Lily could interrogate him.

"Why is James not telling me the truth?"

Remus stopped walking stunned, he turned to Lily and frowned.

"What do you mean?"

"Remus you know what I mean, James is being secretive, he wouldn't tell me where he'd got a potion from, he wasn't truthful about who had visited him"

Remus frowned and shook his head leading Lily to an empty corridor.

"I really don't know what you're talking about. But Lily do you think he's cheating on you?"

She shuffled slightly but nodded.

"I hate to think it of him like that, but it seemed to be the only answer that fits. I mean he's all shifty, he oddly smelt of aftershave, he had fresh flowers and a potion. He was constantly checking that ridiculous parchment that you all made. Remus he's cheating on me"

Remus shook his head then hit it back on the wall. James was so obvious; he needed to tone it down.

"I'll go talk to him. I'll meet you in the common room later" He offered. Lily thought for a moment then nodded sighing deeply.

"Okay – thank you Moony"

Remus smiled and nodded then made his way to the Hospital wing.

"Prongs, you're far to obvious"

James frowned pushing himself up by his elbows to look at Remus with a sleepy frown on his face.

"Lily thinks your cheating on her" Remus whispered as he walked towards James' bed.

"Why?"

"Because you make it obvious idiot. I need to tell her something and I don't want to lie to her" Remus said then laid long ways on James' bed, James nodded

"I understand Moony, but I'm not cheating on her, Severus and I haven't even had sex. I need your help deciding between them" James said as he knelt up on the bed.

Remus looked at him, trying to think of something to say.

"Severus knows about Lily, he knows everything and he wants a decision. I don't like to keep him hanging. He deserves to know"

Remus nodded as he sat up

"Do you love Sev?"

James nodded

"Do you love Lily?"

James nodded

"Which do you feel you could have a bigger future with?"

"Well, both. Lily would be able to give me a child, the child I'd love. But Severus, Severus could give me, everything, love, sex – I don't know" James whined and fell backwards on his bed.

"So you want a child and sex? You're not making this easy"

James sat up

"If it was easy I would've chosen by now"

"I say, you sleep with Severus, or at least try to, if you feel brilliant afterwards, Severus is the way too go, if you feel like you shouldn't have done it, Lily – alright?"

James nodded

"I'm allowed out tomorrow. Thank you"

Remus nodded then took the Marauders Map off the table.

"Mischief Managed" Remus whispered then smiled.


James, the next day, made the route towards Severus' chamber, after bribing a younger Slytherin to tell him the password.

He walked in knowing Severus was alone. He was going to fuck him. No warnings just throw it on him.

But once he saw Severus he just couldn't do it.

James paced Severus' chamber swearing quietly whilst thinking.

"I've got to revise for the bloody NEWTs and I've got my Quidditch commitments" Severus frowned

"So what are you saying?"

"This is no time for a relationship" Severus' eyes widened

"What! You're with Lily" James shrugged

"Yeah but she's a girl" he said then slammed his hands over his mouth.

"Oh so this is no time for a gay relationship - I see" James shook his head grimacing as he did.

"I didn't mean to say that. I mean Severus your well awesome but I've got so much to do maybe this ain't the time"

"James you've got to calm down" Severus said standing and walking towards James "Your always so stressed" He said reaching James and looking into his Hazel eyes.
"Well I've got allot on me - I'm the seeker, I have a girlfriend - I had a girlfriend. I'm a Gryffindor I can't be fooling around with a Slytherin"

"Fooling around" Severus repeated in more of a whisper. Then his eyes sparkled. He tugged on James' belt grinning maliciously. "I bet Lily never did this" he growled seductively then slowly trailed kisses down from James' Adams apple to his groin.

James gasped moving backwards to the door hitting it and resting his hands flat on it. Severus pulled on James' buckle then his button and fly tugging his trousers down, he then tugged his boxers down looking at his prize, James' rock hard member hovering inches in front of his face.

He licked James' tip and watched his cock twitch in approval, Severus grinned and took about a inch of James' member in licking around his tip and down his shaft he pushed farther until James' full length was in his mouth, he stopped for a moment giving his gag reflex time to adjust then bobbed his head, James' finger nails tailed across the wall as he searched for something to grip, he grabbed Severus' head assisting with the movement making low moans in his throat.

"But I've got to - oh ohhhh" Severus smirked as he licked each of James' balls then took his shaft into his mouth again, James gasped out loud as his orgasm hit, he jerked his head back hitting the door, the spark of pain distracting him from the orgasm for a mila-second, he screamed as he ejaculated into Severus' mouth making him cough then swallow quickly, Severus looked at James' now flaccid cock and kissed it softly then made the trail back to his Adams apple.

He reached James' lips and kissed him, the force making James hit his head on the door again, he rubbed the back of his head wincing softly then looked at Severus.

"No Lily has never gone down on me" he brought Severus closer "She's never made me scream either" he grinned then kissed him again.