Alright here we are...

Enjoy, I think... This chap is kind of depressing... :'(

Bella POV...

Being here without Edward, Alice and Jasper is hard. We have been in Canada for about a week now. We have done nothing but stay to ourselves and hunt. Of course Esme, Carlisle and Rose and Emmett spend their times together but I have no one to spend my time with - other than Oly but he can't talk. Of course that doesn't stop me from talking to him.

"You would like Alice. She's just as perky and happy as you are." I laughed to Oly as he ran around the yard. I know foxes need space so we spend most of our time out in the forest or just here in the yard. He has become quiet the hunter in just a week.

Whenever I make a kill I drink the blood and he eats some of the meat. He is still small and I think he always will be but he is full of energy. As much time as I spend with Oly I never forget to think about Alice, Jasper and Edward. They are risking their lives for me.

Everyday it gets harder and harder to picture their faces and it scares the shit out of me. The only thing I can picture about Edward is his bronze hair. Alice I can only remember her perky personality. Whenever I think about Jasper I feel calm but sad.

I wiped away the tears that I didn't know were falling. I have been practicing on the different parts of my power. I can make myself cry. I can 'shove' someone away from me with my anger. I can make the others around me happy by being happy. I can force them away by feeling lonely. And many more. There is a different action for each emotion.

Oly trotted up to me and climbed into my lap. No matter what my emotions and feelings are Oly never seems to be affected by them. He comforts and calms me. Just like Edward used to... I think.

Yesterday I tried to convince the family in going to save them but I failed. I can tell they want Edward, Alice and Jasper back but we have no chance against the Volturi. If I was going to keep my sanity I had to do something... Soon.

Edward POV...

My love is in constant pain. She is almost always alone but with her pup. She would cry sometimes. I watched Alice's visions and yearned to comfort Bella. Today is the first 'hunting' day. Heidi went out a while ago and should be back any minute.

As we sat around the throne room everyone was caught up in their own conversations or thoughts. The only one's in here are Aro, Caius, Marcus, Jane, Alec, Felix, Demetri, Alice, Jasper and I. Heidi will be in here soon, along with a group of about 20 to 30 humans.

I could hear her down the hall with them as she gave them a 'tour'. Alice, Jasper and I stayed rooted to the wall as Heidi and the humans flooded in. Once the giant double doors were shut. Everyone went on a rampage. Alice, Jasper and I stayed where we were. Jasper was having a very hard time staying put.

The humans screamed and pleaded for them to stop. Finally there were 6 left and Aro ordered every vampire who had fed, out. They left leaving Aro, Alice, Jasper, the 6 humans and I.

"Drink them or Bella will die." Aro ordered. "You each get 2." He added. The 6 humans were huddled together in a group farthest away from us. Jasper couldn't deny his hunger any longer. He ran forward and sank his teeth into a young child who was being hidden by her mother.

The mother screamed as Jasper dropped her daughter's lifeless body. Jasper took the mother next. Once he was done with her he stood up and shrank into the wall. He was disappointed in himself and he knew the rest of the family would be too.

Alice searched the future for some way out but found nothing. She had tears in her eyes as she walked up to the elderly woman.

"I'm sorry." Alice whispered before she sank her teeth into the woman's neck. She finished the woman and gently set her body on the floor. She moved to a young-looking man and repeated her actions. Once she was she accompanied Jasper in their self-dissapointment.

"Edward, your turn." Aro said gesturing to the 2 young girls. They looked to be about 10 years old. They were crying over a man's body. I could tell they were twins and he was their father. I walked over to the girls and kneeled down.

"Why did they do this?" One girl cried. She looked up at me. I was taken by surprise when I noticed her chocolate-brown eyes. She had bouncy bright red curls and a heart-shaped face. Her sister was similar only she had hazel eyes and a slightly darker shade of red curls.

"It's our way of life." I said gently.

"Will we see him again?" The girl with hazel eyes asked. She looked down at her father then back up to me. I shook my head after a minute. The two girls collapsed into each other, crying.

"Edward do Felix and Demetri need to pay Bella a visit?" Aro asked. I shook my head. This would be over soon.

"Who's Bella?" The girl with chocolate-brown eyes asked.

"She's my girlfriend." I said.

"Do you love her?" The other asked. I nodded. Their questions were only stalling the end.

"Very much so." I whispered.

"Why did he ask you if they need to visit her? Is she in trouble?" The girl with brown eyes asked.

"Yes, she is in trouble." I whispered.

"Can we do anything to help?" Hazel eyes asked.

"I like helping." Brown eyes stated.

"What if I told you, you can see your Daddy again by helping me?" I asked. They were human, so they would go to heaven. Right? These two angels didn't deserve this.

"How can we help you by seeing Daddy again?" Hazel eyes asked.

"We'll do it." Brown eyes said at the same time her sister asked her question. I moved their father's body to the side and scooted closer to the girls. They didn't back away from me like a normal human would have. I picked up brown eyes and stared into her eyes.

"This may hurt a little. I'm sorry." I said before I sank my teeth into her soft flesh. Her sweet blood flooded my mouth and I drank greedily. She was mouth-watering. Her sister stayed quiet as I killed her sister. Once I was done with brown eyes I laid her next to her father.

I looked back at hazel eyes and before I knew it she was sitting in my lap.

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

"I know." She whispered just before I sank my teeth into her flesh. I drank slowly and distractedly. All I could think about was how these two young angels reminded me so much of Bella. Once she was dry I laid her on the other side of her father.

"Now that was touching." Aro said interrupting my mourning for the girls. I slowly stood up and walked to the library. I didn't glance at Alice and Jasper as I walked away. Once in the library I shut the doors and pulled the heavy curtains closed.

I was surrounded in darkness. I sank to the floor and mourned the loss of the girls and for the loss of my love. I missed her more than I could comprehend. I wrapped my cloak around me, enclosing myself into even more darkness.

I will find a way to get back to my love. Hopefully.

Poor Edward... :'(

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