Warnings; Slash, Swearing, there's some violence in this, Okay Lemon, it's what we've been waiting for isn't it… hope I succeeded.

Characters; James Potter, Severus Snape, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans, Regulus Black, Lucius Malfoy – Later Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter.

Shows; Harry Potter

Disclaimer; I can safety say I don't own Harry Potter (Even if I wish really, really hard)

Plot; Does Snape really like Lily?


"Potter!" James spun on his heels and looked at the Black haired boy walking towards him. How Severus managed to make him feel like an eleven year old who'd got into trouble he'd never know – Severus could probably be a professor, Potions maybe – he'd want to be a Defence against the Dark Arts no doubt but he'd be better at Potions.

James shook his head bringing his attention back to the black haired boy in front of him, looking at James with a half annoyed, half wanting look.

"What's up Severus?" the black haired boy sighed and looked down the hallway.

"Come to my chamber, tonight" James frowned. "Eleven. MAKE sure you're alone." James chuckled softly.

"Okay" Severus nodded managing a little smile then walking off towards Potion's. James followed after with his eyes, he bit his lip and smiled as he felt someone jump on his shoulders.

"PRONGS" James spun his head around and smiled.

"Padfoot" he said friendly punching his friends shoulder as the two remaining members of the Marauders appeared greeting James in a bit less enthusiastic way than Sirius. James laughed and disconnected his shoulders from the grip of his over enthusiastic friend.

They made their way to Potions with an incredibly excited Sirius jumping and running back and forth all the way there. James rolled his eyes thinking his friend had, had one too many Chocolate Frogs.

James sat looking at his watch face waiting for the little hand to reach the nine so he could make his way towards Severus' chamber. But with the hypo Sirius, the over worked Remus and the slightly ditzy Peter he wouldn't have much luck!


He glanced at Remus who was crouched over his Potion's essay cramming in the remaining light from the ever decreasing candle. James shook his head, he'd once said that Remus should relax but he'd almost been eaten.

He was so distracted by Remus that he didn't Sirius changing into Snuffles. The black shaggy dog jumped on James knocking him backwards and licking him. James groaned trying to push the dog off him.

"PADFOOT I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU IN A MINUTE" the dog whined and put its paw over his eyes. James sighed sitting up and stroking the dogs head.

"I'm sorry, but I've got to go somewhere" all three of them looked up and at James.

"And where'd that be?" Peter asked timidly as James pushed his glasses back up his nose.

"Mind your own business Wormtail" Peter's eyes widened as James grinned.

"He's going to meet Lily" Sirius said, again changing without James noticing, James rolled his eyes as all three of them howled.

"Shurrup" He said pushing Sirius onto his bunk.

"Oh Lily, Lily, Lily" James rolled his eyes as he watched his best friend making out with an imaginary person. Remus and Peter exploded with laughter as James pushed him.

"Stop it!" he pushed his arms as Sirius laughed. "Who said I was even with Lily" James said standing and picking up his wand. All three of them looked at him with a 'Who are you kidding' look.

He sighed as he slipped his wand into his pants.

"Goodbye boys" James said in the more patronizing voice he could manage, he walked towards the door then thrusted his crotch.

All three of them wolf whistled as he shook his head and made his way towards Severus' chamber.

"Knock, knock eleven o'clock" James said opening Severus' chamber and grinning. "You asked for a dashing charming boyfriend" Severus rolled his eyes as James grinned and walked in closing the door behind him.

"You are unbelievably cocky you know that" James nodded

"I've been told" Severus chuckled softly and hinted James in. "Why did you want me?" Severus half sighed then reached under his bed. He brought up a bag then smiled slightly.

James frowned as Severus passed him the bag. He opened it then gawped.

"Seriously?" Severus nodded softly then looked at James. "God I love you" he laughed as James pulled him forwards planting a hungry kiss on the surprised black haired boy's lips.

"James, James I need to tell you this" James frowned softly licking his lips. "I'm a virgin" James nodded – honestly he didn't expect him not to be "I know you aren't" James sighed

"I didn't do it with Sirius it was a stupid rumour"

"No but you did do it with Lily" James looked at him and gulped softly

"I'm sorry" Severus shrugged slightly

"She's never going to talk to me again, you can have her - but right now you've got me" James smiled and moved a bit of Severus' hair

"I couldn't think of anything better" he lent forward again kissing him softly and making his hands undo Severus' button and fly.

"WAIT" James jumped and looked at him "Put a silence spell on the room!" James half rolled his eyes then pointed his wand towards the door muttering a spell. Severus smiled and raised himself by his elbows to kiss him again. James grinned putting his wand beside Severus then lent over him again slipping his leg between Severus' and stroking his thigh.

He expertly undone Severus' trousers and slipped his hand in to stroke his groin. He felt Severus' growing erection pushing against his hand, he grinned then connected their lips again moving in such a way his own erection rubbed against Severus', he felt Severus buck underneath him, James grinned and pulled Severus' pants down then tugged off his jumper and tie. Severus reacted by pulling James' jumper off and ragging his shirt out his pants.

He pulled at the snake clasp on James' belt then his button and fly tugging down his trousers and marvelling at the boxers which where tented outwards, James smiled and lent down again feeling the heat from Severus' bare chest against his.

He slowly snaked his hand down and into Severus' boxers stroking Severus' shaft and hearing the choked moan escape his mouth. James smiled and tugged the boxers off bowing his head and taking Severus' shaft into his mouth hearing the moaning from above him.

He licked up Severus' shaft whilst reaching for the lubricate bottle - which proved to be rather difficult. He found it finally and popped open the lid then covered his fingers in it, he slowly took his mouth away hearing the complaint from Severus then slid his forefinger slowly into Severus' entrance. Severus bucked and whined slightly as James slowly licked the tip of his shaft.

"Relax" Severus nodded as James slid his next finger in and began scissoring his fingers after feeling the tightness of Severus, he finally slid his third finger in and watched Severus' reaction, he lay still for a moment then nodded. James smiled and removed his fingers then slacked his stiff cock with lubricate

"Ready?" Severus nodded softly as James positioned himself at Severus' entrance, he slowly pushed in, knowing his cock was significantly bigger than his fingers (And not bragging about it) he stopped when his full length was in Severus and waiting for the approval, he closed his eyes feeling the sweat run down his body.

"You can move" came a soft voice - which sounded incredibly nervous.

"Are you sure?" Severus nodded with more confidence then kissed James

"Fuck me!" James smiled and moved slowly, thrusting into Severus carefully making sure not to hurt him. "Faster" came a whisper that James almost missed, he looked up then increased speed the sweat from their bodies making it easier to move in and out, James changed his direction slightly and heard Severus scream, he looked at him mildly surprised then thrusted against the same place, he screamed again and looked at James as he grinned maliciously.

He'd obviously hit Severus' prostate, he grinned and repetitively hit it, making Severus scream and buck beneath him. He felt the waves of his orgasm hitting, below him obviously Severus was too, he felt the warm cum cover his stomach and smiled as he let himself go filling Severus with the creamy fluid. His thrusts got weaker then he stopped falling onto Severus and breathing deeply.

"I love you" Severus absently said, James lifted his head and looked at him; Severus closed his eyes cursing himself - why did he have to go and ruin it!

"What did you say?" Severus looked at him then gulped.

"I love you" James smiled then moved farther up Severus

"I love you too" they grinned at each other then kissed.

James tried to sneak back into his chamber and epically failed

"How was she?" Sirius asked as James stripped down then got his pyjamas out.

"How was who?" he said softly whilst fastening the buttons on his pyjama top.

"Lily! You've had sex - I can tell" James raised an eyebrow "It's your hair" James ran a hand through his hair and shook his head.

"Good night Sirius" Sirius sighed as James got into his bed. Sirius jumped on James' legs and grinned

"Tell me! Otherwise I'll turn to Snuffles and wake up everyone" James rolled his eyes. "So how was she?"

"THEY where amazing"

"Did you make her scream?"

"Yes I made THEM scream"

"Was it good?" James sighed

"Yes THEY where good" Sirius frowned

"Why aren't you saying She?" James looked at his best friend, just looked waiting for it to sink in. "OH MY GOD" there it is!

"Shush" James said putting his hand over Sirius' mouth. "Do you want to wake everyone up" He hissed slightly then felt Sirius lick his hand. He frowned and wiped his hand on Sirius' pyjamas.

"Who?"

"Severus" he breathed then waited for his friend's reaction.

"No way" Sirius shrugged slightly "What about Lily?"

"I like her, I'd do her..."

"...But?" he shrugged

"I don't know"


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