A/N Sorry I forgot the authors note in the first chapter, but I do it now.
So this is my first fanfic ever, and I know I'm not the best writer and I'm not th best in English, but I hope you can understand it..
I just hope you enjoy this story and will follow it. (:
I want to thank Luna for always being here for me and support me with this fanfic. I love you
Oh and,the first chapters are just Kurt first. You will see, it all has it's order ;)
" Wanna drag, Kurtieee ? "
"Ehm.."
Kurt doesn't know what to answer. He doesn't do this kind of things.
" I've never did this before.." the blue eyed boy tried to reject that offer politely.
"C'mon, it's totally fun, you'll see. You'll forget all your worries and just beeing careless.", Tom tried again.
They stopped walking. Just standing at the end of the Whiteman Ave, the street where Kurt lives.
He catches himself thinking about it. So this joint would make him forget about everything, about every pain he had to go through in school, the loneliness and just be happy for one time ?
Kurt doesn't like it, but it seems like he could get everything he wants by just dragging on a joint..
" Ok, gimme that thing" he then says.
He just stands there, surrounded by two people he barely knows and holding marijuana in his hands. His hands are shaking but he doesn't care. He's inhaling the marijuana and before he knew it he was coughing like he's going to die.
"Slow sweetie", the brunette says as he stopped the coughing.
"Look, try again. Inhale slow, let yourself feel how it goes through your body, through your veins and through your lungs. And don't drag too long!"
So he did. And well well, it seems to work. Kurt's dragging a couple of seconds, slow and not as exaggerated as before. Then he does it again and again and again.
After that he feels the marijuana settles in his body. He gives the joint to Tom, who drags and inhales stronger and longer. After, what must've been 10 drags he gives the joint to Santa again.
Meanwhile Kurt felt like he's on cloud 9. He sees bird flying in the sky and he laughs very hard about never believed it, but one Mister Kurt Hummel, the negative thinking Kurt Hummel feels damn good. He doesn't know what to think about, just rainbows and how clear the air is. He forgets everything and just enjoys the moment. Tom and Santa just smiling at each other, knowing how he must feel after his first joint, and themselves feeling slowly stoned too.
The girl gives Kurt the joint back with just a little rest on it.
He smoked the last bit, what was like two drags, and then throws it on the street and steps on it to make it out.
" Wow, guys, I feel TOTALLY AWESOOOOOME" he half screames while dancing around. The others join him and they laugh and have a good time.
10 minutes later Kurt feels his phone vibrate in his pocket.
" Damn, I forgot to go home, my father's going to be so mad at me."
" Don't worry Kurt, just say you forgot you mobile phone somewhere and needed to head back to get it", Tom suggested.
" Oh, ok, well, but I really need to go now.."
"'Course. ! Hey, you're very nice, what about we're meeting again sometimes ?"
"Oh, I'd LOVE to, I text you both as soon as I'm at home and we can make something up ?"
They exchanged numbers and Kurt went the last steps at home alone. He giggles all the way, even if he doesn't know why.
When he's in front of the house door, he suddenly feels extremely tired.
" Wow Hummel, stay still" he said to himself. He tries to put the key into the lock, but he's shaking again. "What the hell, I'm not even nervous" he says to himself again. He finally did it and opens the door. He puts his coat and his shoes off and went to the living room. He stops at the door step, feeling to exhausted for talking and the light from the tv hurt his eyes.
"Hey Dad, Carole & Finn, I'm home, sorry for being late, I forgot my phone at Marley's and needed to go back to get it, because you know, I can't liiive without my phone!"
"Kurt, for god's sake, I've been worried sick ! You know our rule for not being outside if it's dark. And you haven't even called me. What were you thinking ?" Burt says in an incensed tone. But Kurt doesn't care if he's upset because he came home late or just because his dad was worried.
" I said I forgot my phone and it's dead because I couldn't charge ON the way back HERE. I'm tired, night", Kurt says, not less incensed. He heads up the stairs.
Once he closed his bedroom door, he falls on his bed and just enjoys the cold sheets and the hotter temperature in his room. He's very tired and just wants to sleep. He closes his eyes, seeing wonderful things in his head . And these things are nothing. There was nothing in his head. Kurt just feels. He feels himself, he feels the sheets, he's listening to the' tic toc' from the clock in his room. He breaths slowly in and out, and then drifting to sleep without noticing.
Next morning at 10 am Kurt hears a low knocking on his door.
"Kurt, honey, breakfast's ready !" Carole says sweetly.
"Be down soon.." Kurt answered groggily and tries to open his eyes, but fails miserably.
"Hmm.. ok, just one more minute Hummel" he thought as he relaxed his body fully again.
He quietly snores as Finn walks in his room 20 minutes later to get him downstairs.
"Kurt where.. Oh.." Finn says has he sees Kurt still sleeping.
He walks out of his room again and says to Burt & Carole to begin without Kurt.
Two and a half hours later Kurt finally wakes up by himself.
"Ouh, fuck, what time is it?" he thought as he looks on his phone.
"Fuckidy duck, HALF PAST 12 ?! This can't be, I.. I never sleep that long" he says in shock, even if no one else is in his room.
He also sees two new messanges on his phone.
Unknown number:
Hey sweet new friend, wanna hang out today ?
Call me when you're ready, xo Santana
Wow, he didn't expect to hang out with them just the next day.
But he really thought she and Tom were nice..
Before he texts back, he opens the next message
Unknown number
Dude, didn't you want to text us ? :b
Did your dad said anything to you ?!
Did you feel okay at home ?
Text back when you're up !
I'm hanging out with Santa later, come around if you want. ;)
Well, shit. What happened yesterday ? Why was he so exthausted yesterday ? And why the fuck didn't he text Tom and Santana ?
He pushes the sheets away from him and sees he's still in his clothes.
"Noo, my clothes are totally wrinkled, dammit ! " he thought.
He still doesn't understand why he was so sleepy and forget everything last night, but he just convinced himself with the excuse it was an exciting day and his body needed to catch up some sleep, doesn't think it could be the marijuana..
After a long shower and his daily moisturizing progress he put some clothes on, saves the names into his phone from Tom and Santana and then sends a quick group message to both of them.
To: Santana; Tom
K: Hey guys, sorry for not texting you last night, I was tired and needed to catch up some sleep..
Today sounds awesome, I'm ready to get out.. Where to meet ? ;)
S: Hahah, finally woke up from the dead ? :D
K: Yeah, I was so extaused.. :b
T: Well, good to know you're awake now. ;)
I'm already at Santa's, come around if you want ?
Findlay Rd. 6 just come inside, her parents are gone. (:
K: k, be there in 20.. :v
He goes downstairs, seeing Burt sitting on the kitchen table, reading the newspaper.
"Morning", the younger Hummel says, grabbing an apple and taking a bite.
"G'morning Kurt, care to tell me what was going on last night ?"
"Sorry dad, I was just really tired and wanted to go to bed and was angry about myself to go nearly all the way back to Marley's to get my phone back and I'm sorry", he lied.
"It's ok kiddo, but at least tell me if you're late. You could use Marley's phone or something else, but I really was worried.!"
"Kay daddy, I really am sorry", he says with his sweetest face.
" Good. Now, having any plans ? You look like you go out today ?"
"Yeah.. Ehm, just going to Mercedes. She said she needed some help in French and I'm helping her.."
" Oh, well, then have fun, and don't be late today", Burt says and with that he goes back to his newspaper.
Kurt sighs and leaves the kitchen, puts his coat, shoes and his gloves on, because it's really cold outside.
Then he goes into his car, starts the engine and drives to Santana.
Like he said, 20 minutes later he arrived the house.
It was bigger than Kurt's house and looks beautiful.
It was made out black bricks, and the roof was entirely white.
Kurt has never seen a house so unique.
He gets out of his car and just like Tom wrote, he just goes in the house.
"HELLO ?" he says, well, more half screams.
"Heey Kurtiie, what's up ?!" Santana and Tom came downstairs and both give him a hug.
Kurt was surprised by that, but he has to say it really feels good. He feels accepted and he really enjoys this; not pushed aside from strangers. He hugs them back and tells them from yesterday evening.
".. but earlier today I just apologized and everything's okay now again", he says with a cheerful grin.
" And what did you guys did last night after I went home?" 'Kurtie' asks as Santana and Tom lead their new friends upstairs to Santanas room.
" Oh just smoked one more joint and then went home, so nothing special" the dread locked guy told him.
As they reach her room in the second storey, Kurt was shocked !
Her room was a mess.! All over the floor are clothes and schoolbooks.
The closet was open, the tv was on, everywhere dirty dishes and empty bottles of coke and Rockstar, also it smells like cold smoke.
The only very clean cupboard was the one over her desk at the end of her room.
On this board were 3 differently colored bongs.
The first was entire black, just with a green marijuana leaf, the next was in the colors of the Jamaica flag and the third was pink.
In front of the bongs are standing lots of empty bottles of hard alcohol like Jim Bean, Sierra, Gorbatschow and Ficken.
Kurt doesn't move a bit, just wondering how different this room is to his.
After, what must've been 3 minutes, he moves again and sees Tom and Santana sitting on the bed, Santana already fire and a joint in her hand.
"Sit down with us, honey", the girl says and Kurt joins them.
The boy feels a bit indisposed, but then he remembers how he felt yesterday, so careless and happy.
So he makes himself comfy in the bed, just like the others, and Santana lights the big joint.
"So care tell us something about you?", Tom suggested.
" Oh, ehm, what should I say.. ? I am Kurt Hummel, as you both now, I'm 17 years old and go to Mckinley , what about you guys ? "
"Uh, McKinley, huh ? This school sucks ! Ehm, Santana Lopez my name, I'm 17 as well and I have a private teacher and I love this dude here", shoulder banging Tom, "We know us for 10 years now and he knows everything about me. " She drags one more time of the joint and then gives it to Tom.
" But, didn't you say yesterday you were just best friends ?" Kurt asks confused.
" Haha, yes, I'm gay you have to know", she says proud.
"Totally, but see her making out with some random girl is totally hot. That's the advantage of having a lesbian best friend", Tom interjects with a wink.
"Wow, I mean, that's awesome. I mean, not seeing you making out with another girl, just, I thought I'm the only gay kid all over Ohio. That's like so cool you are gay too !" Kurt yells exciting.
" Wait, you don't know any other gays here ? You know here are TONS of gay girls and girls, aren't you ?" Tom asks, this time he's confused. He gives the joint to Kurt, who inhales a tiny drag, but after like five drags he slowly feels the drug.
"No, no I didn't know till know, wow.. " he answered.
" so what about you ? " Tell me something about you, tell me, tell me, Tommiboy", Kurt pokes Tom in the side and all three start laughing.
" Hmm.. I'm Tom, 19 years old and already out of school. Sometimes I'm working at the company of my parents, but not that much aaand by the way I loooove your nickname for me" he grins .
They spend the whole evening and night just talking and smoking weed.
When Santana rolls the sixth joint, Kurt is fly high like a purple cow.
" No Tana, not one more, can't.." he quietly says.
He closes his eyes and just like the day before he enjoys the feeling of just being free, careless.
He feels so welcomed, Tom and Tana really are awesome people.
He could talk to them so easily, sharing stories with them and them sharing stories with him and they laugh so much, but on the other page discussing really good topics like gay rights.
Kurt could see it's not all funny in their lives and he can't wait to learn more about these two people ,and not tell each other stories but live them together.
He smells the scent of marijuana and moves his head a bit to look at Tana. In the canthus he saw a clock hanging over the door, and shit, it was almost 8pm and it was freaking dark outside.
"Fuck fuck fuck, I need to go home" he screamed and tries to stand up fast, but his body was against it. He slowly stands up and he feels his head spinning.
As fast as his body and his minds are, he puts his clothes on and as he looked into the mirror he stops breathing. His eyes were red, like really really red.
"What.. what the hell ? Tana, Tommiboy, why are my eyes so red ? I can't fucking go at home like this, my parents will know something's wrong", he choked out. And if that isn't enough, he remembers coming with his car..
"And there's no way I'm driving with my car at home. I'm too tired and.. Oh my god what do I do now ? "
The stoned boy stands in the middle of the messy room, helplessly. He tries to be upset, but his body, his brain and his voice doesn't want it.
"Kurtie, slow the fuck down. Just call your dad and ask if you can sleep here ?!
My parents are gone all week , and my bed is big enough for both of us", Tana says sleepy.
Kurt does what she says, and as he tries to find 'Dad' on his contact list, he is shaking again.
10 seconds later he hears the *peep* of the line.
" Kurt, where are you ? You said you are punctually today ! COME HOME NOW ! "Burt screams but Kurt doesn't really care.
" Dad calm down. I'm at a friends house. I met her on my way back home and she needed a ride and I drove her home and you said I need to call and this is what I'm doing right now, aren't I ?" Kurt says, and Burt realised his son has a point.
"Ok Kurt, but be home in 20 minutes, okay?"
"Daddy ? I actually wanted to ask if I can sleep here.. I haven't seen her in aaaages and I really want to spent some time with her, please daddy ?" he nearly whines.
" Who is it ?" Mr. Hummel says suspicious, " Do I know her?"
"I don't know if I'm honest, her name's Santana, she was in my school in Freshmen year but she transferred school after two months.. " Kurt winks at Santana and Tom who give each other a high five.
" Kurt. I trust you. Ok, You can sleep at your friends house, but just under the condition you go to school tomorrow and if you hang out more anytime soon I want to meet her, am I clear ?"
"Yes daddy , thank you so much ! And yes, we're about to hang out more. I'll bring her soon if you want. Good night daddy, see ya tomorrow! " the tall boy was smiling hard.
" Night, kiddo, don't forget to go to school !" and then he hung up.
" aaahw I sleep here tonight Tanaaaaaa" he run to his new friend and hugs her excited.
The trio is very sleepy by now and after Tom went home, Santa rolls one more joint and designated it the " Good Night Joint".
They smoke the, in contrast to the other joint, little joint after right after it they totally knocked out and fall asleep, not caring much about the television or changing their clothes.
Tana hears the doorbell ringing.
"Hmm wht's goinon ?"
She opens her eyes and sees Kurt still sleeping heavy next to her.
"Kurtie, wake up ! Someone's on the door, we need to get up."
"Wnna sleep" he says, not even opening his eyes.
And then it hits him. It's Monday, he promised to go to school.
"WHAT TIME IS IT ?!" He got up as fast as he could, looks at the clock and sees it's almost 11 am.
"Oh noo, shit, I missed my first two periods."
He rushes to the door, but the girl stops him.
"damn boy, you need to fucking chill. I will open the door now, and then I come back and we'll figure something out, k ?"
"Kay, but hurry up!"
"I'm on my waaaay", she calls, already going downstairs.
2 minutes later she comes back with a package in her hand.
"What's that ?" Kurtie asks curious.
"Come sit with me" she says, sitting on the edge on her bed on the table, opening the box.
"Yummi breakfast! " she says as she opens the box which was filled full with marijuana.
"Tana, I can't, I need to go to school !"
"Relax Kurtie, just one joint, I promise."
"But.."
"No buts honey. Can you give me the papers please ?"
Tbh.