A/N First, I just want to say how much I love you for reading it :D
Then I need to say something about the fanfic.. I know it's just Kurt right now, and it won't change so soon, but it will change, I promise. Blaine comes later, but first I need to tell you the story about Kurt.
Before I didn't do this, this story makes no sense.
Oh and if you want to see how I imagine Tom, just google Tom Kaulitz.
I know I don't describe this person, just because I imagine him that way and his name is Tom too. I just thought it would match and second I love this band to death.
So, I hope you enjoy the next chapter
"Tana, I CAN'T. How am I supposed to come to school ? Yesterday I couldn't drive and I don't think I can now even if I just smoke one joint. It won't change."
"Sweetie come down. I don't want you to kill yourself, just live a little. I texted Tomy, he comes around in like half an hour and we drive ya to school, don't worry. "
"Well, in that case.." Kurt said, handing Santana the papers. Inwardly Kurt is lucky she already took care of it. If he's really honest, he really WANTS to smoke one more joint before he went to school. Of course it sucks that he misses the next periode of school, but he's already late, so it wouldn't matter if he comes one hour earlier or later now..
After their 'breakfast' Kurt's eyes are red like always when he smoked weed, but he just set up one of Santana's sunglasses and everything was fine. Kurt didn't care how he looks, he just throws a gum into his mouth for his breath and some deodorant against his smell, not caring how his hair looks or his clothes. Still stoned he arrived the school and makes his way to his class, 35 minutes late. He quietly sits down at the end of the room and just listens to the teacher, too tired to take some notes. He's relieved nobody of his glee friends, or someone at all who would talk to him, took this class with him.
"Mr. Hummel, you know the answer ?!"
"Hmwhat?" he says, trying to look at his teacher without looking tired or unconcentrated.
"Translate the last sentence ! "
" Ehm.." Kurt was confused. He didn't even realize they were reading something.
Luckily the student, the name Kurt doesn't know, showed him which sentence she meant.
" Doch dann war er auf einmal verschwunden und man hat nie mehr was von ihm gesehen"(But suddenly he was gone and no one ever saw him again) he said from the paper the girl shoved to his table. Luckily he was good in German.
" Excellent Mr. Hummel, but I hope the next time I ask you something you will answer immediately !
'Shut up bitch and let me dreaming again' he thinks while he nods. Every voice and every sound is just annoying and he hopes this day is over in no second.
In the break he walks to his locker and already sees Marley waiting for him.
" Where were you ?! I tried to call you every five minutes but you didn't pick up ?"
" What the fuck Marley I'm not even next to you and you yell at me, stop it ! " Kurt says angrily.
" Kurt what is wrong with you ? I didn't YELL at you and sorry for worrying about you ! What is going on with you ? And since when you use words like "fuck" ?
" Marley shut up, there's nothing wrong with me okay ? " He snaps, throws his locker door closed and goes without any other word to his next class.
After his last period he texts Tom to pick him up. He was glad this day was over, though he wasn't lash anymore after the "chat" with Marley.
" How was school ?", Tom asked 20 minutes later in his truck.
"Oh it was okey, though I just wanted home all the time."
" Haha I know what you mean. What are your plans for today ?"
"I don't know, my dad wanted to meet Santana, so maybe you just let me out at hers and I ask her to come with me home." Kurt answers.
" Good, text me later ? Maybe we can make up something for meeting the next days.. ? "Tom asks as they reach the Lopez house.
" Sure thing, see ya later dude" Kurt says as he climbs out of the car.
He rings the bell and a few seconds later and an unfamiliar person stands in front of him.
"Excuse me, who are you and what do you want here ?" this person says in an confused, unfriendly and annoying ton.
"Fuck you mother, really ! Why are you always so freaking unfriendly ? Fuck off !" Santana screams, runs downstairs the stairs, pushes her mother away and throws the door closed behind her.
" Sorry, that was my mother. She's just unbelievable, sometimes I really think she's imbecile.
Just forget about her.. " she says, shaking a little and coming down from her emotions.
" So, Tomy already texted me you want me to come with you ? " she smiles now, making her way to his car.
"Yepp ! I mean, just if you want ?!"
"Lord yes, everything's better than five more minutes with my parents!"
"But I thought they wouldn't come back till next week ?" Kurt asks confused.
" That were the plans, but they came back earlier to check on me. I mean, seriously, just because they had 'a bad feeling' ?! What could I do ? Throwing the biggest houseparty ever on a Sunday ?"
Kurt laughs at this. This was very ridiculous and Santana was absolutely right. Who would do this ?
They talked a bit more and then reached the Hummel Hudsons.
"Daad ? I'm home ! I brought Santana with me ! " He screams, waiting for an answer.
Both strip their outside clothes out and Kurt walks into the living room, seeing Finn fixing on his video game and filling his mouth with a handful of chips.
" Finn ! Where's dad ?"
Finn startled, now realizing he's not alone in the room anymore.
" Wow, dude, never scare me like that again. Can't you say when you come into the front door that you're home ?!"
" Finn, I said I'm home. Maybe you shouldn't be too much in your video game world or whatever you're doing there ! Is dad home now or not ?"
" No, he's still at the garage. He said he's home by 7. Can you make me some sandwiches ? I'm hungry as hell. "
That was all it took for Santana and she bursts out laughing in the corridor. She then walks into the living room and hugs Kurt from the back, leaning her chin on his shoulders.
" Kurt, seriously, who is that and why is he so dumb ? "
Now it's Kurt's time to laugh. But before he could answer both hear Finn asking
"Wow Kurt, did you now switch sides ? Because your friend is like totally hot ! Hi I'm Finn !"
He says, totally struck by her beauty. Before Kurt could answer Tana did.
" Hi I'm Santana, but sorry, I'm already taken by my beautiful, wonderful boyfriend", she says, giving Kurt a kiss on his cheek and taking his hand. Kurt totally understands the situation.
"Yeah, sorry Finn.. I always thought I was gay, but she's just so awesome and beautiful.. " he finished, giving her a peck on the lips and disappearing with her upstairs in his room.
"Oh my god have you seen his face ? He really believed it !" Kurt says as he closed the door to his room.
"Even a bean is bigger than his brain. But he can be awesome sometimes, so I appreciate his stupidity. "
" What did he say how long do we need to wait till your dad is back ?"
" He said something around 7, so we have like 2 hours. Any plans ?"
"I'm not Santana if I haven't a plan. Where's your bathroom ?"
" This door !" he said, pointing to the second door in his door, following her anxious.
She sits down in front of his toilet.
"You need to puke or something ?" he asks worried.
"Bullshit, sit next to me." She commands.
He does what she says and waits. She pulls out a tiny plastic bag out of her handbag.
" What's that Tana ?" he asks, looking horrified at this bag.
She doesn't answer and grabs into her handbag again, this time she has a plastic stick in her hand.
" What are you doing Santana ?"
" Cocaine. Never heard of it ?"
"Yes, I heard of it, but I never used it before, and I clearly don't want to !"
He tries to get up, but his friends pulls him down again.
" For God's sake, why do you say "no" to everything ?! I already said, LIVE A LITTLE. Experiences are good for you. If you don't like it, you can always stop, but try it at least !"
And with that she scatters a bit of the "white snow" on the toilet cap and makes a little line out of it. Then she sticks the end of the stick into her left nostril and the other end to the cocaine. She sniffs half of it, switches the stick to her right nostril and sniffs the other half.
After she finished she inhales a few times the air with her nose, looking satisfied.
Kurt looks disgusted. He really didn't like the idea of sniffing cocaine, but a voice in his head says she was right. He was so alone all time, always doing the same things with Marley or Mercedes, he was literally bored. Now he has some new friends, and why don't try another lifestyle ?
The girl already prepared the next line for her friend.
This line was smaller than hers, but he doesn't asks her.
He sniffs the line exactly like she explained how to do.
After a couple of minutes later he felt the huge rush through his body.
"Woah, dammit, Tana, I'm feeling awesome. Like, really awesome ! Why I don't feel tired anymore ? Wuuh I wanna dance. What's your favorite song ? I love some fast songs now, I heard this song a few days ago, damn, what was his name ? Skrillex, yeah, I think it was Skrillex. Wait, I google it."
The words just came out of his mouth, he COULDN'T stop.
Santana just smiles, feeling extremely awesome herself. As he starts "Bangerang" both are dancing wildly through his room, turning the music up louder and louder, laughing and enjoying the fantastic music. When the music ends, Kurt wants more. He just wants to move, to feel free.
"Let's go for a walk" he suggests and right after that both were running outside.
After one and a half hour later he feels tired, but his bones need to move.
"Santa, could we, I don't know, do something ? My bones need to move, but I'm so tired. !"
" Yeah, if you don't want a second rush, you just need to smoke some weed. Wait, I already rolled a joint, but we need to hush, your dad will be back soon."
" Okay, light it on baby !" he cheerfully says, thinking by now it's normal to smoke weed. He doesn't even think about how bad it could be for him, what does it do to his body or to his behavior. And he doesn't want to think about it. Because he feels good. He always feels better when he does this drugs than he ever had before. And there's one thing he was absolutely sure about : He won't stop anytime soon.
After their joint they walked back to Kurt's house.
" Kurt, is that your father's car ?"
"Yes, he must be home by now. Let's go in.."
They slowly going into the house, feeling because of the extreme hyperactive effect of the cocaine and the marijuana, which makes you very tired, still high, but not as they normally do. They have their minds together and could talk as usual.
" Hey dad, I brought Santana with me !"
" Awesome, I'm in the living room, come in !"
They took their clothes off and went to the living room.
Dinner was already settled on the big table.
"Hi Mr. Hummel, nice to meet you!" Santana says as Burt walks to her and Kurt, who still stands next to her.
"Hello, nice to meet you too ! Wanna join dinner ?"
"If you don't mind. ?"
"Of course not, you're Kurt's friend.." the father says, making eye contact with her.
Then he looks into Kurts eyes, and into hers again.
He steps a feet away from both.
" Kurt, Santana, why are your eyes so red.. ?"
Tbh.