So, the third chapter. ^_^

It's 1:40 in the morning here in Philippines. And I'm wide awake. I told myself that maybe, I should go and write something first so, here it is.

Also, I guess you guys are all wondering what happened 6 years ago, and that I owe you some explanation. I wish this doesn't bore you guys.

I hope that you guys would enjoy reading it. ^_^

And also, I apologize for the mistake, It's Kisuke, not Keisuke.. *facepalmed* Thanks for the reviews!

Again, Bleach is not mine. But I really do wish that Kubo-san would let us see Grimmy next issue.. ^_^

To the Unknown...

~oOo~

Shit.. Shit. Shit. SHIT!

Grimmjow threw his backpack on his bed as he slammed the door of his bedroom shut.

He can't believe what he just did. He.. He hurt him.

"Grimmjow! Are you okay?"

A muffled voice coming from the other side of his door startled him. It was his mother.

He wiped his face using his hand as he inhaled a huge amount of air. He need to calm down.

"Y-Yeah Mom! I'm fine. Sorry!"

A pause.

"Okay. But please don't slam your door like that, okay?"

"Yes mom, I won't do that again, sorry."

After a few seconds, he heard soft footsteps walking away from his door. He sighed.

He slumped his body on the floor as he remembered Ichigo's last words.

"G-G-Goodbye.. G-Grimm.."

What the hell? He's going to move to America and he didn't even told me?

He unconsciously punched the floor on his right side.

That stupid fucker!

"Grimm, I.. I-I love you.. Since middle school. I-I know it's gross. I mean, you're my best friend. But.. I can't help it.. I don't know. One day I woke up, then I realized that.. that I, I love you.."

Tch. He's planning a hit and run from the start. Stupid asshole.

Grimmjow punched the floor again. But this time, much harder.

Ichigo.. Why? Why the fuck should it be you? Why didn't you waited for me?

His ego is suffering. It should'ave been him. He should'ave confessed before him.

He was waiting for the right moment. He wanted it to be romantic. He's going to invite Ichigo tonight to watch the fireworks and then he'll confess there.

But that stupid guy ruined it with a hit and run confession. And to top it all, he hurt him. He fucking hurt him physically by kissing him like that, and emotionally by saying those stupid words to him.

But he can't help it. He's mad.

His supposed to be romantic confession was ruined.

You should be happy right? The person that you love, loves you too.

"You could'ave just told me that you don't like me. Grimmjow, do you even have any idea about how I'm feeling right now? I feel like trash! If only I could go back and tell my stupid self to not love you..."

Well, not anymore..

Fuck.. Why did he acted like that? Why did their first kiss should be that awful?

Yeah, because I'm an asshole.

"Ichigo.."

He breath. Just saying his name reminds him of how stupid he was. He broke Ichigo's heart, just because Ichigo went and confessed to him first.

He sniffed, fighting the tears that are now trying to escape his eyes.

"..I-I..I L-Love You too.. Y-You dummy.."

~oOo~

"Ichiiigoooo my sooon!"

Ichigo evaded an attack from his father as he entered their house, then he ran up to his room without even looking back. He has no time with his father's stupid antics.

"Whaf's wrofng?"

Karin came out from the kitchen with a bread on her mouth.

"Karin! Where are your manners?"

Yuzu grabbed the bread from Karin's mouth. looking so furious.

"Sorry Yuz.."

Yuzu's eyebrows furrowed but she immediately looked at her father that was still looking up the stairs.

"Dad?"

Isshin sighed as he tried to fasten a smile on his face for his daughters.

"Nothing my beloved Yuzu! Let's just not interrupt your brother tonight, looks like he's busy! Common let's eat, my lovely princesses!"

He tried to hug both of them but Karin immediately punched her dad's face as she casually walked back inside the kitchen mumbling "goat face" on her way while Yuzu followed with a giggle.

Isshin's face turned serious from the pain as he straightened his stance and looked back towards the stairs.

"Do you think, I did the right decision Karin?"

He spoke without even looking at the young girl who somehow managed to came back for him.

Karin just shrugged her shoulders.

"Well, someone needs to act as an adult and decide for us."

"But I don't want to see your brother in pain. He was.. crying the moment he entered our house. I don't want to see anyone of you like that just because of my decision."

"Shut up dad. It's not like he's blaming you. Ichi-nii's not like that. He's just having a moment now. Let him be."

"You think so?"

Isshin looked at her daughter with a pained expression. Karin just can't help but sigh.

"Dad! Karin, what are you guys doing? It's bad to keep the food waiting!"

"Coming!"

Karin yelled back as she motioned her father to follow her back inside the kitchen.

Isshin smiled as he complied.

~oOo~

Ichigo closed his door shut. Not even bothering to open the lights. He needs to be alone for a moment.

He looked at the clock on his bed side table. 5:30 PM.

Less than 12 more hours before their flight. And everything's ready.

He's clothes are already packed. The whole house looked so bare because of the white cloth that are now hanging on all of the furniture. Reminding him of his remaining time here in Karakura.

I guess this is much better. New country, new house, new environment. A fresh start.

Ichigo no longer needs to fight the sob that's now filling up his chest. He's in his own room, his own space that he was about to loose.

He cried. It's too painful.

Grimmjow..

He don't know. He doesn't understand why. He wanted to be angry with him. But he just can't bring himself to do that.

I guess I loved him so much to feel this way..

He sniffed as he wiped his tears using his bare hands. As he leaned his back on the wall and slowly let himself to slide down the floor. He just sat there, allowing his tears to flow freely.

Why does it have to be this way? Grimmjow breaking his heart. Him leaving Grimmjow here. Why?

Even though he's trying to deny it, there's no mistake about it. He heard him.

"Ichigo wait! Ichigo I love you too!"

But he kept on running. Because he's afraid.

You should be happy now.. He loves you!

But I can't.. I'm going to America. I'm going to stay there for only-god-knows how long.. I can't let him suffer like that..

Do you think you're not making him suffer now?

I.. I know. But at least he's going to suffer only once. He's going to live a long happy life, and he's going to forget about me.

But you, will not. Masochist.

Ichigo smiled at this thought.

Yeah.. I guess I am..

Ichigo looked around his room. This room, has been one of their 'head quarters' since they've met each other back when they're still 7 years old.

He had a lot of awful and awesome memories here together with him. It was fun.

Until he and Grimmjow entered middle school.

Grimmjow met other people. He no longer just hang out with him. And he was jealous.

Specially with that green haired bitch.

Ichigo smiled.

Yeah, he hated Neliel. He hated her so much, that he formulated lots of plan to ruin her relationship with Grimmjow.

But in the end, he didn't do it. Because Grimmjow is happy. As long as Grimmjow is happy.

~Fresh tears started to fall on his cheeks.

He tried to look for someone else. And he met Orihime.

She's a nice girl. always positive, always smiling. And she likes him.

He tried to return Orihime's feelings for him. At first it was okay. He thought that maybe Orihime could help him.

Then one day Grimmjow approached him saying that he broke up with Neliel.

Grimmjow needed him. And that's when he figured out that he really loved this guy. He fucking love his bestfriend.

He broke up with Orihime. And focused his time on Grimmjow. Always going out with him. Playing at the arcades, clubbing, drinking, staying over to Grimmjow's house, anything that would help him forget about Neliel.

As long as Grimmjow is happy.

He stayed with him. Acting as his bestfriend. Loving Grimmjow's smiles, laughs, mood swings, everything. Until high school. Until his father told him that they're moving to New Jersey.

He was contented with just being with Grimmjow, just staying with Grimmjow. But it's different now. He ought to know. And that's why he confessed.

Never thought that it would end up this way..

Ichigo leaned his head on his knees. Sobbing.

"Grimmjow, p-please.. Don't f-forget about me.."

He sniffed.

"I-I love you Grimm.. I love you s-so m-much.."

oooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOO OOooooooooooooooo

sniffs.. Ohhhh Gaaaawd why!

*wipes tears*

This is so complicated. I feel like a bipolar. Hahaha.. too much angst.

I hope you guys liked this flash back..

Reviews please!

until next time.. ^_^

-zelly