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Blaine gently grabs his boyfriends hand and holds it while rubbing circles on the back of it. Finn has finally gotten hold of Burt ad Carole and have been on the phone with them at least seven times. At least that gives Blaine some time alone with Kurt. He looks at his boyfriend and almost starts to cry again. Kurt looks so small and fragile in the bed. Bruises and cuts in his pale face, his head wrapped in a white bandage and a nasal cannula under his nose giving his worn out lung some help. Kurt chest is bare but the blanket covers most of his body and Blaine is thankful he doesn't have to see the dark bruises covering Kurt's side and stomach.
"You always succeed getting yourself into trouble don't you babe?" He whispers and smiles slightly. Squeezing Kurt's hand a little extra.
The only answer he gets however is the monotone beep of the heart monitor beside the bed. Blaine watches the curves fascinated for a couple of seconds before turning his attention back to Kurt again.
"You gave us a real scare. I, I. God Kurt, when I found you, I thought you were dead. You were so still and pale and there was so much blood" He whispers and swallows to make his voice a bit clearer
"I'm so sorry, I should have gotten to you faster. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you"
What if he had gonna and search for Kurt sooner? Then maybe Kurt would be okay now. Maybe it would be him instead. That would be better anyway. Because Kurt doesn't deserve any of this. Not when he just have transferred back to Mckinley.
He brings Kurt's hand to his chin and holds it like that while continuing to talk to Kurt.
"Finn just talked to your dad and he will be here real soon. Okay? And I won't leave you okay. Don't be scared"
His other hand strokes Kurt's forehead following the edge of the thick bandage.
"I'm really scared though. I love you so much Kurt and I don't think I can live without you. You're the best part of me and I really need you. You need to be okay cause if you don't I won't be okay either"
A couple of tears run down his face but he does nothing to wipe them away. In front of Kurt he feels like he can let any emotions out.
"You need to wake up baby. I'm not good at this. You know. I mean normally you do the talking and I sit and listen and get to look into your beautiful eyes. How about you open them? Huh? Besides I really really need you to tell Finn not to tap his feet when his nervous. It's starting to really annoy me. Well you know what I mean." Blaine chuckles a little at that but soon the chuckles turn into sobs as he breaks down again.
"Oh god Kurt. Please just wake up, I can't do this. I need you to be okay. Just squeeze my hand okay. Come on baby. Give me a sign. Give me a sign that everything will be okay" He sobs.
Kurt's hand stays limp as Blaine squeezes it and brings it to his mouth kissing his knuckles.
"Come on Kurt, come on baby."
"Blaine?"
Blaine turns around and finds Finn standing behind him with a cup of coffee in his and that he holds out for Blaine to take. Blaine grabs it and take a mouthful of coffee. He really needs the caffeine right now.
"Thanks" He mumbles with a unsteady voice.
"Mom and Burt finally found a flight and it should leave any minute know. I guess they will be here tomorrow afternoon or evening. Puck is gonna get them at the airport so they don't have to grab a cab. And he will bring them here. How is he?"
Blaine nods.
"The same. I know what they said about him waking up but I want to talk to him now. I already miss talking to him"
Finn smiles and sits down beside Blaine placing a hand on Kurt's leg.
"I know what you mean, well Kurt is very annoying but you miss him talking really soon. Oh good when he lived at Dalton. Never thought the house could be more quiet. But I missed him after only a few days and now I could pay him for talking to me"
Blaine laughs a bit.
"The guys from glee club will probably visit tomorrow. I told them to call me first so."
"Okay, sure. I guess Mercedes is really worried?"
"Yeah , she is"
"I was so scared today Finn. I have never been that scared. Not even before I got to Dalton. When I was beaten. I saw him and I thought we where too late-"
"At least you didn't panic!" Finn mumbles and looks down. "When you screamed my name and when I saw you on the ground beside him I just froze and you didn't. If it weren't for yu he would be dead"
"That's not true Finn"
"It is. I did everything wrong and you knew what to do. I'm sorry. And when the ambulance came. I oh god. I'm so sorry"
Blaine just shakes his head without letting go of Kurt's hand or turning his eyes from him. He remembers how the ambulance at finally gotten there and how they had forced Finn and himself to move out of the way. Finn had started to shake really bad and had thrown up violently on the street while Blaine had rubbed his back.
"It's okay. I panicked to. But I guess we were just lucky I managed to think clear. All I wanted to to was to scream" He says. "I guess they will ask us to leave? It's not actually visiting hours" He mumbles not really ready to let go f Kurt's hand.
"I think we managed to convince them to let us stay" Finn answers and smiles.
"You here that Kurt? Finn and I will be here all night. Just make sure you wake up real soon! Okay?"
He leans forward and places a kiss on his boyfriend's forehead before settling down in his chair where he is planing to stay the rest of the night. He really hopes Kurt will be awake in the morning.
Hm no cliffy? Seriously. I think there is something wrong with me. Or I'm getting very nice. Hm. Well maybe. Please let me know what you think and yeah if you have any ideas on what should happen next feel free to let me know. I'm up for everything except for ailens and zombies. Much love.