Getting Better
Chapter 3: This Boy
George POV
"JOHN! Stop running away!" I yelled as I chased him down the long hall with the doors.
"GO THE FUCK AWAY, GEORGE! I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO COME HERE! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I NEVER WANTED SOMEONE NEW AT OUR TABLE, SOMEONE NEW IN THIS BUILDING, SOMEONE NEW IN MY LIFE! EVERYONE I GET CLOSE TO ALWAYS ENDS UP FUCKING DYING OR DRIFTING AWAY! Just go away from me!" He sobbed and ran up the stairs. He was full-on crying when I saw his face. I thought about what he said for a moment. It made sense he didn't like me. I wasn't going to hold a grudge on him or anything. He lost many people he grew close to and he just didn't want to lose them. I carefully followed him up the stairs.
When I got to the top, I saw John sitting cross legged on the floor, his head in his hands. It reminded me of earlier today when I broke down in front of Paul. I was still embarrassed. I cautiously walked forward and sat next to him. It was silent for a moment.
"Why are you here?" John whispered.
"Well, I was going to leave you alone when you're upset-" I started but was cut off.
"No, why are you here at this fucking mental institution?" he said. I fiddled with my fingers.
"Attempted suicide and I hear voices in my head," I muttered, not wanting to talk about it.
"That's a good reason," He said. "I'm here because people don't like me," He said coldly.
"John, I don't unders-"
"Shut up and listen," He snapped. I nodded my head and crossed my legs. "I was put here because my family hated me. I had a short temper and they thought I didn't belong. I could've killed myself for all they cared. I had no friends. Zero. My neighbourhood was fucking scared of me. No one understood me. I was alone. So they brought me here. I was nine. I'm sixteen now. I didn't know why everyone hated me back then. I was younger.
"When I got here, I didn't know what to do. I met Paul and we became friends. The Ringo came and we were like a trio. We were always together. It took a while though. I'm scared of getting close to someone 'cause I know they're going to go away. My mom and I were finally getting close then she died. My uncle George died. My friend Pete hates me now. I'm scared George," John whispered the last part. My heart broke. I never knew. I felt so bad for judging him earlier.
"John, I can promise you one thing. I promise you that I will never leave. I understand that you're scared. But I assure you that I will never leave you or the others. You can trust me," I said softly. John smiled and gave me a bone-crushing hug. I grinned and hugged him back.
Guise, I know it's super short. I'm so sorry but I'll make the next one longer
