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Chapter 8: Never Yours

With Tom now gone from sight Shizuo released a breath he didn't know he was holding from his lungs. He chuckled a bit at the situation. Thinking to himself once again he was now jobless and lost a friend. Though, thinking he knew he would be ok. Sure he would have to look for another job, but he knew as long as he had Izaya everything would be fine. Looking behind him towards the back of the alley walls he saw the informant curled up against the corner in hiding. "Izaya?" He said smiling to his lover.

The figure did not move, it stayed still staring at the ground with an angry emotion spread all over their , small whispers came past his lips, inaudiable to hear. Hearing some form of speaking Shizuo slowly walked towards the darkness of the alley to the crouched figure hiding in the shadows. "Izaya? Are you ok?"

Quickly standing up the man brushed off some dirt off his fur coat then pushed past Shizuo with his hood up and not saying a word. Stumbling over his feet turning himself around the blonde grabbed Izaya's arm attempting to stop him from leaving him. "What is wrong? He's gone now, its ok."

Pulling his arm away from the brute Izaya swiped his blade against the soft skin of Shizuo's cheek. Shocked beyond all belief Shizuo held his fingertips to the freshly cut open wound. Ignoring the fact that he just attacked his boyfriend, Izaya continued to make his way towards the opening of the alley.

Finally kicking into his senses the blonde stormed over to Izaya. "What the hell Izaya?" Grabbing the smaller man by his hood he forced him to turn around. An angry but confused expression played over Shizuo's features as he stared into the brownish red color of his lover's eyes. He stared down at him but he still didn't answer so he shook him. "What is wrong? I don't understand what the hell is wrong with you? Why did you cut me?"

"He's right." Izaya whispered so softly Shizuo didn't even hear.

"What?"

"I said Tom is right. We...we are too different, we shouldn't be friends let alone dating." The brunette said louder not daring to look up.

"Wh-What? That-Tom..Tom-He is just not accepting of it Izaya. I could not give a flying fuck what he thinks about our relationship."

"I-"

"No, you don't say something like that to me. After all we have been through!" It was then a coy smile was planted on Izaya's face. Smirking that smile of sin he lifted his head.

"All we been through? Shizu-Chan what did we ever have? Sure few laughs, a fuck here and there, but what were we really?" Those words were as if satan had spoken them from his very tongue to Shizuo. The blonde couldn't believe these words.

"I don't understand."

Laughing the informant continued. "Of course you don't protozoan. He was right, I was just using you. It would be better if we just parted our ways and went back to fighting each other." He broke free from Shizuo's now clumsy grasp and walked out into the street. Dumbfounded, but not through yet Shizuo followed him and grabbed his arm. Nearly ripping it off he dragged Izaya back to the alley. "You are just asking for me to cut you again aren't you?"

The flustered blonde punched the wall side of Izaya's head. "It is not true. You could not be saying this. We...We have something. You are just trying to ruin it."

"There was never anything you moron. Get the picture? Lets just pretend it never happened."

"Just like that..." Shizuo whispered. "Just like that you can throw everthing away?" He punched the same spot again making his knuckles bleed and break brick.

"Its easy when there was nothing to begin with but an act."

Grinding his teeth together Shizuo opened then closed his mouth trying to arrange his options. He pushed and twisted his fist in the wall in anger.

"While you are having the steam come out of your ears I will wait til' you are ready for the chase." True to his word Izaya slid down the wall to sit on the balls of his feet.

Suddenly a loud crack was heard as more bits of brick fell down over Izaya. "GET THE FUCK UP!" Shizuo growled as punching the wall once more not wanting to hit Izaya ever again since their courtship.

As he used to Izaya pushed the buttons more. "Hit me Shizuo, punch me, bruise me..." The informant then smirked. "Fuck me up." Standing up he prepared to run.

In an animalistic rawr Shizuo latched his big hands onto Izaya's arms and through him against the wall making the already damaged wall break away more. Groaning from the rough treatment Izaya then laughed. "What an animal. Kill me Shizu-chan." A punch was thrown into the smaller man's stomach. Still he did nothing but laugh as he coughed up some blood. "I can play the game too." Bringing out his switch blade he swung it at Shizuo's stomach. To his surprise his wrist was caught in a steel grip, pulling and pulling he could not free himself from the brute. "Hehe, ok come on Shizu-Chan let me go."

"Not now." After knocking the knife out of the informant's hand to the darkness of the alley the blonde brought his hand to Izaya's neck. Pulling him forward then slamming his head back against the wall Shizuo growled, "not ever."

Forcefully Shizuo pressed his lips against Izaya's bruising them harshly. Biting at Shizuo's forced in tounge Izaya snarled. "I don't want you! It was all pretend you moron! " Bringing his mouth to the smaller man's neck Shizuo latched his canines into the flesh in a brutal bite. "Ah!" Izaya gasped. "G-Get off you-ah!"

Scraping his teeth down the informant's shoulder Shizuo then said, "You can't pretend with me anymore Izaya. I know you. I know we have something. If it takes confincing you in the middle of a dirty alley in public I will sacrifice my exposure."

Trying to hide his growing blush Izaya snapped back at the now ex-debt collector. "Shizuo I will never-"

"Shh..." Shizuo said as unbuckling both their pants. Flipping Izaya over he forced him face against the wall. Sneaking his large hand into Izaya's pants he fondled him roughly through his boxers. His other hand trailing up under Izaya's shirt onto his chest he scratched down the front as giving him a harsh jerk.

"Ah!" Izaya's head brought itself back as his spine arched slightly. His head down in shame he was still going to fight this. He elbowed back into the blonde's stomach making Shizuo keel over but the hands on his body did not stop their movements.

"You can do what you want to me. Hit me, cut me, abuse me, but I will never let you go from my arms Izaya." Smirking to himself Shizuo slowly brought his hand from Izaya's pants to trail the informants lower back. "I know if you ever left me, this would sure miss me." Softly a finger trailed around the area.

"Shizuo I-"

"Shut up." Quickly pulling down Izaya's pants Shizuo swiftly removed his own and positioned himself against Izaya's backside.

"Shi-Shizuo.."

Without a warning Shizuo sheathed himself into Izaya's depths with a groan. Biting his lip Izaya prevented himself from crying out from the feeling of being filled inside himself. Not giving Izaya's much time to adjust Shizuo pulled out and thrusted deeply into the informant.

"Ugh!" The smaller man groaned at the impact. Each thrust was given faster and much harder than the first. Both males face's became sweaty from the activity. Izaya groaned and moaned loudly against the wall, his lip bleeding from biting down on his lip to keep from giving Shizuo the pleasure of his voice.

"You wanted me to 'fuck you up' you're getting it. All of me. " Shizuo grunted as pushing himself in Izaya's with a jabbing force.

"I-I-I-Ah..." The brunete could not even finish his thoughts, he was so far gone in the deed he could not even reconize where he was.

Feeling himself coming to completion Shizuo grabbed Izaya's hair pulling his face to the side. Kissing the informant once more, licking the trail of blood from his lips he then said as keeping his grip tangled in the dark strands. "You. Are. Mine." With a final grunt Shizuo released himself inside Izaya. From the driving force this brought Izaya to his own end with a scream.

Pulling out from his boyfriend Shizuo dressed himself and left Izaya his jacket he wore that day without looking back at the informant. "I don't know why you are acting like this. I will not let Tom convince you to leave me after all we have done and gone through. We can talk about this. I will see you at home. Be...careful." Angry and flustered at himself Shizuo stormed out of the alley.

Now alone in the darkness of the shadows Izaya smiled a slight grin to himself. " 'You are mine.' It is the other way around Shizu-Chan...You are mine...but I could never be yours." A silent tear fell its way down his face to the dirt ground.

Authors Note: Soooo what did you think? Please review, sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes.