hello, this is the third chapter, although i didn't have any reviews to the older chapter but.. i guess i am attached to my story.

please review this one, i hope you like it, i put my sweat and blood in this one so please.

ok this chapter has a new things that you would be surprised with, it's about Bella

this chapter is from bella's and edward's POV. ENJOY.

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY CHARACTER IN IT.

BELLA

3 days have been past and there was no sign of him ! Edward.

Suddenly my whole life and thoughts were all around him , I wanted to see him .

I felt like if I saw him again just for a few seconds I would be able to ease this ache in my chest , to ease this miserable dying heart of mine .

Some time I think it was meant for me to have a miserable life , die miserable with a broken heart.

I was over sick these days , I throw up more then usual , nothing stay's in my stomach for one hour. I was as pale as a ghost because all of this .

So I skipped school for the 2 days because I didn't want anyone to notice how sick I was , but I couldn't help but wonder if Edward have came back or not , I felt a strong temptation to go to school and check on him !

I know if I saw him again I would be better, I would sleep and eat better , I didn't know why all of the sudden I felt this strong need to see him. that if I do , every thing would be ok. Ever since I felt his gaze on me I just … wanted to be closer to him , to touch him , and when he looked at me with that hostile expression on his face I felt deeply hurt and disappointment , of course. Why would he even want to look at me , there isn't anything in me that deserve to look at !

When you look at me you can see that I have no beauty at all , I wasn't ugly but I was simply … plain.

I got up from the bathroom floor and brash my teeth and washed my face and headed to my room but I was stopped by Charlie's concern voice calling me

" Bella!" he called from down the hall .

I turn my head to meet with his concern face .

" bells , are you ok? Do you want to see a doctor? You kind of been this way for tow days now !" he asked with a concern and caring tone .

I blushed " no dad I am fine really, it's probably the change of the weather and staff you know , just don't worry about it ok" I said with a shy smile on my face.

I felt bad that I was lying to my father but… I cant just tell him. I really hope that this sickness will fad away quickly before he become suspicious and force me to go to the doctor .

I was headed to my room to rest but I heard the door bell ring !

It must be one of Charlie's friend's !

I went to my room and I was about to lie down on my bed !

"BELLA!" Charlie called my name from down stirs.

I sighed but I went down stirs to see what he wants.

I saw him laughing with someone behind the door that I couldn't see .

I went to his side lazily to see who's at the door !

I was totally shocked when I saw the person at the door .

ALICE CULLEN!.

What is she doing here?

"hi bella , how are you?, I hope you are feeling better ?" she greeted me with her bell like voice , I didn't miss that she was looking at my face and body carefully searching for something!

I blinked a few times surprised " amm, I … fine .. i'm .. better , th-thank you !" I stuttered with a low voice still in shock with her presents, I am pretty sure my mouth was wide open with shock.

She smiled softly but also with concern in her eyes " that's good ,… amm , I brought your home work with me for the last 2 days you were absent at , it's from all of your teacher's , so .. amm here it is " she raised a pile of papers wrapped very nicely and handed it to me .

I was really shocked now and confused, why would she even do that for me ?

No one ever cared about me like that before , they don't notice me enough to care !

I blushed then took it slowly from her " amm , wow, … thanks so much I … " I said but she cut me of " no need Bella , it was my pleasure really " she said with a big smile on her face showing all of her bright white teeth .

I blushed deep red at her kindness and tried to smile but I failed miserly.

And then The air around us full with uncomfortable silent and I didn't know what to say,

Shell I ask her about Edward and his absents, did he came back ? or he will never come back ? I felt a hole forming in my chest when that thought crossed my mind , why would he even want to come back to this small town when he could go to any big city he wants probably NY or where ever he could go .

I felt a frown forming on my face , a deep one.

"Bella ?" Alice called with worry in her bell like voice .

my head snapped in her direction and stared at her for a long moment I suddenly remembered that I didn't invite her in , God bella can you be any more rude ?

" amm , do you want to came in Alice ?" I asked politely with a small smile on my face.

She hesitated for a second " Amm I would love to but I got to go now so … maybe another time !" she said with a big smile on her face like she was looking foreword to this another time .

I smiled " ah , ok , thanks for the home work. that was nice of you Alice !" I thanked her sincerely and smiled , she was really nice unlike her brother .

" no need bella , that was my pleasure !" she said with a polite smile

" I hope you get well bella , see you tomorrow " she said backing out of my house , how did she know that I was going to school tomorrow ? I didn't tell her ? .

she stopped walking and then stiffen completely " amm your coming tomorrow right ?" she asked suspiciously .

" Amm yeah I guess , I cant skip school any longer so … yeah I'll see you tomorrow " I said still confused about how she know about it.

She smiled a huge smile and then strolled to her car , she got in and weave good bye to me and speed out of the streets .

I blinked a few times at her speed , she will have an accident with the way she is driving .

I closed my door and then walked to my room to do my home work , there was a lot to do and with my trembling hands it would take a long time to do it.

I wish that my power can do something about this , when I first know about my illness I thought that my power would help a bit but I was wrong I was just human with a powerful shield , I always wondered what's the use of this powerful shield , I mean it's a physical shield , I test it a few times but it always make me tiered and I usually stay in bad for tow days or so .

I still remember the day I found out about this power I have , I was hiking in the woods tow years a go when I saw a bear walking in my direction , I panicked I didn't know what to do , but I had a few things I know about a situation like this , I stayed still waiting for him to go away but he didn't , he kept walking to me and with every step he took, I prayed that he would just go pass me , I wish I brought honey with me, to distract him.

But while he was getting closer to me he suddenly stopped just a few feet away from me and growled loudly, he tried to move foreword to me but there was something stopping him , I didn't know what it is because I didn't see anything that was stopping him from coming to me but I was thankful to whatever it is that was stopping him from eating me !

I stepped away from the bear but he stepped foreword to me , WHAT!

I thought there was something blocking him , what happened ?

He suddenly ran to my direction with a loud growl and raised his form until he was standing on his feet , his form looked huge and scary .

I fill on my butt and screamed out loud for help , but there was no answer .

I screamed and screamed but with no use , that only made the bear angrier .

I put my hands in front of my face praying to god that some miracle would happen .

I was waiting for his attack but nothing happened so I moved my hands to see if my prayers have come true , when I opened my eyes I didn't see the bear in front of me, I swept my eyes around to look for it , I was shocked when I saw it near a broking tree, passed out , I ran out of the forest as fast as my body can handle and to my house .

I didn't tell my mother about what happened, because she would freak out and make a big deal out of it .

So I thought about it and I come up with that I have did this but I wasn't really sure so I practiced a lot on the new strange power that I have and of course I filled a lot but at the end I managed to do it without flaws, but also all these practices made me very tired that I usually pass out for several minutes , I also did some research to find out more about this shield but it wasn't helping so I let it go and practiced more and more, I found out that I can spread my shield on my whole body to give me a physical power and super speed , that was amazing and cool at first but after I used my shield too much I started to get sick and pass out a lot , and my mother started to notice as well , so I stopped practicing because I really don't need this shield around her, unless I was in real danger.

…..

after I finished my home work I took a shower and lie down on my bed enjoying the feeling of my warm and comfortable sheets and slept peacefully .

EDWARD

I was lying on the snow staring at the moon but not really seeing it because there was a face blocking it , a beautiful human face , her big brown eyes was staring at me in wonder like the last time she looked at me with that expression in biology class.

Why do you have to be the one who's smell is so delicious ? I asked that beautiful face with a sigh, she doesn't deserve this , I mean no one does .

I know how pure she is, I know that just by looking at her eyes . that beautiful brown pools , it's like there was magic in them covered by a shadow of sadness , I've seen a lot of brown eyes but there was no … charm in them , beauty. But her eyes were … just breathtaking, I could drown in them completely, forgetting all about the world and the fact that I was a soulless monster for mere seconds.

How did the thought of killing her had crossed my mind when I was with her ? how could I kill something so pure ?.

I felt very disgusted by myself , disgusted by the monster that ruled me.

We were created just to kill. that's it , nothing else .

We were damned to this life to suffer for the sins we made

But to be punished with taking a soul, so pure, so unique like hers … that was the most feral, and cruelest punishment I'll ever get.

I stared at the delicate face in wonder, like she had the answers to all of this.

Her deep chocolate eyes stared back with exaptation, longing for something.

I was just about to reach out and stroke her check when I heard Tanya's wild fantasies.

I groaned.

She really didn't understand that I didn't have any kind of interest in her , because she keep coming back all the time.

She could have any guy she want's, why me?

Although I told her that I don't want her, politely of course. But she just doesn't understand.

Edward? She thought.

I grimace.

Oh , there you are. Where were you? I looked every where , but you were gone so.. she thought with a smile on her face.

Hiding. I wanted to tell her, but that was not very gentlemanly of me. So I smiled softly, and lied my back on one of the big rocks and sighed.

She set next to me and smiled brightly.

" sorry Tanya but I wanted some time alone you know " I said gently , praying that she would understand that I am not in the mode for some talk and especially not with her.

" Oh, so, Edward. We were planning that we would spend some time with you at forks. You know , catch up and staff!" she said with a seductive voice that I didn't find seductive at all.

WHAT! WHAT DID SHE JUST SAY ?.

She have asked her coven to go or shell I say 'ordered them' is the right word , claiming that she wanted to spend some time with the family and catch up with them, but in truth she wanted to spend time with me and convenes me to be with her. She tried to hide her thoughts from me but she often slips.

I pretended that I didn't hear her slip " oh, Esme would love that , and you know that you're always welcome in our home Tanya " I said trying to be as cheerful as possible. But she took that as a sign that I really wanted her to come and live with me, but in truth I didn't.

Her thoughts were torturing me all along and I really didn't need this.

" that's great Edward , we should tell Esme about it and get ready " she clapped with her hands like the way Alice does when she is exited about something.

See, he want's me, I know he do . She thought eagerly.

I sighed at her stubbornness, but let it go.

She turned her head to kiss my check but she was too close to the edge of my mouth, I didn't want to encourage her any further so I turned my head away from her.

I didn't want her to kiss me, and I know that she would do it if I hadn't turn my head away from her.

She whimpered badly and then got up sharply and run away.

I sighed, I didn't want to hurt her feelings but she just wouldn't get that I don't like her that way.

I stared at the beautiful face again and smiled warmly, already forgetting about my irritation with Tanya.

I was very curious about this girl , her thoughts were a big mystery to me , and I have to find out what is she thinking about.

I decided I would come back to my family and face the temptation of her blood, after all, I can't run away all my life from my problems, I have to deal with it.

So I got up on my feet and run to home as fast as my vampire speed allowed, anxious to see her again.

I parked my Volvo in the school parking lot, cut the engine and took a couple of deep breaths and waited a bit in my car until the bell ring, then I got out searching for her truck. But she wasn't there, I stared at Alice for some answers , but she just smiled

She'll be here Edward , she's just running late today. She thought with a gentle smile on her face.

Why? is she alright ? did she get hurt while I wasn't around ?. I was panicking and I clenched my fists really tight to prevent me from doing something stupid in front of all these preying eyes in the parking lot.

Hhhh , relax Edward she is totally fine, but she was a bit under the weather lately so she didn't come to school the last tow days , that's it, calm down Edward you will make a scene.

But I didn't calm down. I have to see her with my own eyes to believe.

But like she heard me, She suddenly appeared at the parking lot with her rusty truck and parked at a far spot from me.

I calmed down instantly when I saw that she was really fine, but I was a bit annoyed that she didn't notice me standing here.

She was paler then usual, if that even possible and slightly thinner then the last time I saw her, but she was still as beautiful.

I was lost in my own thought's that I didn't notice Alice talking to me.

Edward we're going to be late for class, let's go.

She dragged me by my arm to my class because I was still staring at the girl, looking for changes in her.

Suddenly I felt excited to talk to her at biology, ahh that is after a few hours from now , that's too long.

I frowned at that.

I got to my first class anxious a bit.

What would I do when I see her?. I was worried that her smell would be too attempting to me, that I would hurt her, I couldn't help the pain that overcome me suddenly. I couldn't bear the thought of hurting her. That I am the one who would end her life and take her beautiful, pure soul!. I couldn't bear it.

But Alice had assured me that there is nothing to be worried about, and I believed her.

But still, I can't be sure, Alice knows that the mind is tricky and the decisions changes quickly.

It was time for lunch now and I couldn't be more anxious, she was just few feet away from me. Dear lord, help me!

We set at our usual table and tried to look normal … or at least human.

I was really anxious now, but suddenly I felt calm and ease, I looked at jasper grateful and smiled softly.

He raised his eyebrow. what's wrong Edward?. Everything is going to be fine. We are all here for you.

I shock my head slightly but didn't answer him.

I took a couple of deep breaths and hold it in my lungs just in cease.

Suddenly she walked – or rather tripped – into the cafeteria room coughing quietly.

I frowned. Is she still feeling under the weather?

She's fine Edward, don't worry. Alice assured me in her head.

I sighed. If only I could read her mind!.

She strolled to the food line and choose her something to eat and walked to her and her friends table, but she stopped dead in her track looking at my direction , I heard her heart beat so fast , and I assumed that she was afraid of me , she must have saw how I reacted with her three days ago.

I sighed in desperation. I didn't want to frighten her, I really don't. I must apologize to her.

But I didn't saw any kind of fear in her angel like face. there was something I couldn't understand. it was … relief ?.

Why?

Is she relieved that I wasn't talking to her? Or it isn't about me at all?

I felt the tiniest bit of disappointment.

She got over her shock and strolled her way to her table, more clumsy then ever.

I laughed quietly at her clumsiness, although there wasn't any thing funny about it but the way she tribe on her own feet was just hilarious.

I turned my head in her direction and she was starting to eat her sandwich. I watched every move she was making, I suddenly found that very interesting.

She raised her head slowly to look at me, not knowing that I was staring at her all this time, her eyes widened when she met mine and the blush spread into her checks, given it a beautiful color. I was fascinated by the beauty she hold's that no one can see it really. Humans don't have a sharp sight to appreciate the angelic beauty in this world, but I can see perfectly the beauty she hold's from the out side and I can see from the pureness of her soul that she is beautiful from the inside as well.

I don't know what is this thing that attract me to her, it's like magnet, pulling me to her, I can feel it know , when I am feet's away from her I can feel the pull between us right now. I just wanted to touch her, to feel her worm skin and to feel how soft her skin is.

I was staring at her eyes. Which was still locked with mine, we never looked down. Both of us, I just couldn't look away from her brown chocolate orbs, it filled with so much emotion that I couldn't look away.

It was strange for me, because I've known this girl for just 4 days now – three days I wasn't even there – and I feel connected with her in some way, she brought something in me that was buried deep down, I didn't know that I even have it. It felt like I was a life. Filled with sunlight and rainbows. While before I met her and looked into those chocolate orbs, there was darkness all around, no colors what so ever. She made my world brighter, more colorful, somehow. And I am going to know her better and know every thought have crossed her mind.

But I was anxious that I would hurt her, or I won't be able to tolerate her smell.

I sighed and looked down, cutting our communication. I didn't want her to see the real monster that I am, and also I didn't want her to see how weak and helpless I am.

What's wrong Edward? What got you so worry? Jasper asked in his mind, he was worried about me, but he also found my situation a bit funny, because he was the one who had a hard time with blood all along. But now it's my turn as he said.

I just shock my head to him and tried not to look at her.

The bell ring, so I got up excited to talk to her and to look at her from a close distance.

The others were shocked to see my excitement. I've never been excited for any thing, ever.

I walked no, - jogged- to my next class and set in my chair, waiting for her.

She interred the class looking nervous and anxious and walked to take her seat next to me.

She set down slowly and stared at her lap avoiding my stares.

" Hello, my name is Edward Cullen, you must be Bella swan? " I greeted her quietly with a gentle smile on my face.

She turned her head to me and smiled softly and sighed , in relief ?

" Amm, yes " she answered simply and I just stared at her soft angelic smile, completely dazzled by it.

We just set there staring at each other's eyes, I felt like she was seeing right through my soul and I was seeing her pure one as well.

I felt a really strong emotion that I didn't recognize. it was so strong that it was crushing my chest really hard. It wasn't painful really!, it was more like … intense , very vivid.

I gasped, shocked at the intensity of this emotion.

Her heart was pounding so fast and the blush returned from earlier, making her more beautiful then she already is. A soft sigh escaped from her lips

Her hot sweet scent het me in the face and for the first time since I smelled her scent … I didn't want it.

Of course her scent was still the most mouthwatering and delicious scent I've ever smelt – and would ever smell-. But suddenly I didn't felt the need to suck her dry and enjoy the taste of her blood.

I know that it would kill me if I even hurt her, and that idea had given me an indescribable amount of pain and anguish.

I didn't notice that she was breathing heavy, and her lips were trembling slightly. Her hand was pressed tightly to her chest, like she wanted to silence some kind of pain there.

My eyes were drawn to her hand and the way she was grabbing her chest. My hand moved automatically to hers very slowly, I didn't know what I was doing really, but I felt the strong need to sooth her pain, I was so close of touching her hand and I was battling in my head, I shouldn't touch her, it's not safe for her, I mean … I might press on her fingers harder then I intend to and crush her delicate fingers, but that didn't stop my hand to approach hers, I wanted to touch her so badly, the desire was bigger then any thing I ever wanted in my whole existing. If my heart was still beating it will pound so wildly.

I was just inch's away from her hand when I heard the teacher calling my name to answer a question. I was so cut up in my own world with Bella that I didn't realize the class had started.

I blanked a few times to clear my head, and read the teacher's mind to know the answer, I turned my head unwillingly to the teacher " it's white fish plaster " I answered with a shaky voice from all the emotions I was feeling now.

When I turned my head back to her she was covering her face with her hair and her head was down, avoiding my stares I suppose.

I was a bit frustrated because she was hiding her beautiful face from me, and also I didn't hear her thoughts, to know what she felt when she was pressing her hand to her chest. Was she in pain? Or did she felt the electric jolt that had passed through us just now, like I did?.

I was staring at her in wonder, looking for the answers that I know were there but hiding somewhere, her checks were blushing a rosy red, lovely!.

I smiled dreamily. She was just too beautiful.

The bell ring declaring for the end of the class and I was nervous. I didn't know what to say. Shell I offer her a walk to her next class?, or just not say any thing at all?

I decided that I would talk to her. She was just grabbing her things. I cleared my throat so I can get her attention, she stopped what she was doing and turned her head in my direction, she seemed surprised that I didn't run away from her like the last time and she also looked embarrassed.

I smiled softly, carful not to show my teeth " Amm, I was wondering, may I walk you to your next class?" I asked her politely, praying that she would say yes.

Her blushing face looked shocked at first but she compassed her self quickly.

" ah, amm, sure?" she answered shyly.

I was sure that I had the biggest grin ever in my face. she said yes … to me, I was thrilled.

So we got up and headed to her class, which was gym.

I can sense that she was nervous so I decided that I would break the silent.

" it's too bad about the snow, huh ?" I tried to open a conversation that I heard this morning.

She grimaced.

" Not actually!" she said.

That took my full attention.

" You don't like the snow" I said with an eager expression on my face.

She shocked her head " No, I don't like any cold, wet, thing … I don't really …" she trilled off with a disgusted look on her face.

I laughed. she must really hate it in here.

" you must really hate forks then" I said, still laughing.

She blushed softly " you have no idea" she said with a shy voice.

I was lost for a second at her beautiful blush, I wanted to touch her check and feel how soft and worm she is.

How can this human fragile girl change my whole world?. Just by a single blush she had wormed my dead heart.

We were now in front of the gym's door and I was upset that I would leave her now, I wanted to be with her so badly, and we didn't have the time to talk.

She turned to me to say goodbye, but I didn't want to let her go, not now, not ever.

I saw sadness in her brown eyes that didn't suit her.

I stepped closer to her and stared at her eyes intensely. I wanted to know what's making her sad.

Her heart started to pound loudly and the lovely blush came back again to her checks.

I took a deep breath to calm me and tried to smile.

" I'll … see you later" I smiled sadly, but didn't move an inch, we were so close to each other that I can feel the warmth of her body, it was very smoothing.

" am, yes … s-sure." She stuttered, nervously, biting her lower lip.

That was distracting. I wanted no, I needed to smooth her lips with my thump. She just looked so adorable when she do that.

I smiled softly, and lean to her slowly, never cutting our connected eyes and pressed my lips lightly to her blushing check, enjoying the feeling of the heat on my lips.

I felt a fire running at the skin on my lips. It's like my lips were on fire.

When I pulled out, she was breathing heavy and her eyelashes were fluttering, and her mouth hang open in surprised.

"See you!" I said with a voice full of longing.

I smiled wildly and turned away from her unwillingly to go to my next class.

I wasn't late for class, lucky me.

But my head was swimming with the feeling of her soft worm skin upon my lips, suddenly I found my self, imagining the feeling of her lips against mine.

I shocked my head to clear it from those thoughts. What is wrong with me?

Why was thinking about her this way? She isn't my girlfriend!.. No she isn't.

The pain from this morning came back but much stronger now.

I was depressed.

I thought about her reaction when I kissed her check, I had to hold from laughter. she was just so adorable.

When my class was over I went straight to my car, waiting for Bella to show up.

Ok, I am not a stalker or any thing but I just wanted to see her one last time before she goes to her house.

I saw her walking to her car carefully, and then she looked around like she was looking for someone.

And when her eyes locked with mine, she blushed deep red and smiled softly.

I smiled back wildly, showing my teeth to her. I don't think that I ever smiled like that before.

Her eyelashes fluttered in surprise and shocked her head slightly.

I laughed at that, I think she was stunned.

She stumbled to her car, clumsier then normal.

I was worried about her, the streets were slippery and I was afraid that she would fall on her head or something.

Maybe I should give her a hand, because she seemed to straggle with her feet.

So I walked a bit fast and I was almost there when she started to fall. I grabbed her waist tightly but carefully not to crush her.

She was shocked to see me behind her, with my arms still wrapped around her waist.

The feeling of her body wrapped in my arms was incredible, I never wanted to let go of her, not even for a second.

I was overwhelmed by those feelings I had for this girl, that it took my breath away instantly. Her heavenly scent was surrounding my body and hitting my face over and over. She turned her body that was still wrapped in my arms and stared at my eyes.

" are you alright ?" I asked her, very worried about her.

" amm .. y-yes " she stuttered, stunned.

Relief washed over me instantly when I heard her smoothing voice.

" Good " I smiled wildly.

She raised an eyebrow in wonder but I just shocked my head, laughing at her.

" do you need some help?" I offered politely, pointing to her book bag.

" amm… no thanks , I think I can handle it " she smiled shyly and as always, blushed.

" Are you sure about that? " I teased her with a grin on my face.

She raised her eyebrow to me, and I just laughed quietly.

" Let me walk you to your track, we don't want you to get hurt do we?" I teased her with a big grin on my face.

Her eyes were on my face but it was distant, like she was thinking of something so hard. And I suddenly was curious about her thoughts.

" What are you thinking?" I asked her without thinking about it.

She was surprised with my question.

" Amm, I was thinking of … something" she answered, blushing a deep shadow of red, and lowered her head, hiding her gorgeous eyes from me.

She only made me more curious about her thoughts.

I put my finger under her chin and raised her head, so I can see her eyes.

She looked really embarrassed about what she is thinking, so I let it go but I made a mental note to ask her later.

" Ok!" I simply said.

I noticed that my arms were wrapped around her body softly and her hands were on my chest. I was stunned and I didn't want to let go but we were in a parking lot full of curious stares, like I could care less about them, but still, maybe she doesn't like to be hold by a stranger.

I unwrapped my arms slowly, and looked around, yes, every one was staring at us and I can hear them chatting and gossiping about us.

I turned back to her and she was blushing deeply, she tacked a lock of her hair behind her ear, embarrassed.

" May I walk you to your car?" I offered politely, smiling.

She nodded.

I walked beside her headed to her track. I noticed that she was deep in thoughts and I was curious again.

" What?" I asked her, trying to hid my curiosity as much as I could.

" you were gone!" she said with a depressed voice, not taking her eyes off the ground.

I had to think of that for a second.

" Amm, yeah I was out of town for a few days… personal reasons!" I said with a low voice, I was ashamed with my self truly.

We reached her car now, so she stopped and turned to me.

Her face showed concern, and a hint of sadness " is everything ok?" she asked with a concerned voice.

I was really touched by her concern about me, I smiled softly and answered " yes, thank you for your concern!".

She blushed softly and smiled shyly.

I opened her door for her and stepped out a bit.

" Thanks " she said blushing again and got in her truck.

" your welcome" I replay, smiling gently.

I closed her door with a heavy heart.

" so … I'm going to see you tomorrow, right?" she asked shyly.

" yes, why would I not?" why would I want to waste anytime with you?.

I smiled smugly and she blushed again.

" be careful, alright, the streets are really slippery" I warned her, I was really worried about her safety, and this truck couldn't smooth my worries, I would ask Alice to keep an eye on her future.

She smiled warmly and nodded.

Her smile was just so beautiful that I couldn't help but to smile back, just as warmly.

I didn't want to let her go, I just wanted to take her away from every body and shield her away from all the world but me. But I have to let her go, who was I to take her away from all the people she loved.

So I stepped away from the car so she can go.

We stared at each other for a long moment, baring our souls to each other.

Finally, she lowered her head with a heavy sigh and started the engine.

She smiled to me a final one and started to move.

I walked back to my car, looking behind my shoulder every once and a while.

My siblings were waiting for me with a shocked expression on their faces, except Alice of course who had a big grin on her face.

"What?" I asked with a carefree smile, I really didn't care what they think of me.

My smile had just made their jaws drop to the floor with shock.

I laughed out loud at their expressions. that was just hilarious.

I got in my car and started the engine waiting for my siblings to get over their shock.

Alice was the first to get in the car with a known look in her face.

Edward, I see her in your future everywhere, she's nice, isn't she? Alice said in her mind.

I smiled dreamily, thinking about her beautiful face, and her soft magical blush.

" That's the least you can say about her" I whispered softly.

My day dreaming was interrupted with Rosalie's angry shouting's.

" What the hell was that? Why were you talking to that stupid human girl, huh?" she shouted loudly.

I growled at her, how dear she call Bella, stupid!.

" DON'T CALL HER THAT!" I shout back at her with anger boiling up in my body, I felt the need to tear her to pieces and throw her head down the ocean.

" Edward calm down, and you Rosalie stop that, we are still in the parking lot, remember?" jasper tried to calm us both with his ability.

It helped a bit but I was still furious with Rosalie, she was just jealous as always.

I took a deep breath to calm me and turned back to the steering wheel and drove fast to our house, thinking about how she felt against my body, my arms wrapped around her, my lips on her soft creamy skin.

My happy mood quickly returned when I thought of my angel's face.

AN: so this is it, i hoooooope you like it. and the annoying tanya will appear in the next or the 5th chapter. and she would be ANNOYING, she would kill Edward and Bella with her jealousy, so what do you want me to do with her, shell i kill her and get over with her, i just hate her. and also jacob would appear at the next chapters but don't worry he won't be close to bella what so ever.. actually he is going to be a bit jerk, my story is NOT for jecob's fans, so ... i hope i don't offend you, gays. so tell me any thing you want me to add to the story and i will do as much as i can, and again if there is any flaws in my grammar or spelling.