-Explode-
-Chapter 4: Fix what is broken.-
-Emily's POV-
"Spence that tickles" I let her know, she just continues to drag her fingertips across my leg leading up to my thigh then all the way down to my foot as it curves.
"Oh well I'm sorry. I can't keep my hands off of you." Her voice sounds distant even though she is right beside me.
"You don't have to apologize for that. I don't mind this." She lets her smile show and her eyes glow.
"Oh so you don't mind if I do this." She aims for my hips, wiggling her fingers in the air. I grab her wrists to try to keep her from tickling me.
"Spence please" I chuckle turning my body away from her, trying to cover myself.
"From now on its the tickle monster rawr." My back finds its way back to the couch as she straddles my thigh.
"You can't run away from me." She pinches my hips and I squeal.
"Spencie" I scream, wiggling from her grasp. She loosens up a little bit and I take the chance to slip away. I run behind the couch before she can grab me again.
"Haha I got away from the tickle monster." I taunt her, shaking my butt at her. She laughs with so much joy and I just know this is how things should be.
"But you can't get away from the master Spencie ha ha." She leaps over the couch and tackles me to the ground, straddling my thigh again. She hurries and grabs my wrists and pins them to the floor.
"If you are using your hands to hold me down how are you suppose to tickle me then huh master?" I ask giving her a convincing wink.
"Oh I know" She shouts as if a tiny light bulb just turned on in her head. She dips her face into my neck barely nipping at me with her teeth. It does more than tickle, my eyes close. I still feel her eyes on me, burning on my skin.
"Em you want me to keep going don't you?" She whispers so soothingly against my ear. I slightly nod without a thought to say otherwise.
"What do you want me to do to you?" I never knew Spencers voice could alone seduce me so much. That it makes my abs twitch, and my hips vulnerable to her touch.
"Just keep talking"
"Em" She breathes my name onto my chest then seals it with a kiss.
"You like this, my hands on you?" She asks without even meaning to be sexy but I cant help but want to give in.
"Yes I love it, I love you."
"You love me?"
"Yes."
"This is just a moment isn't it?"
"No. This is a special moment that I will always remember. There will never be a time that I won't want to."
"Are you sure of that?"
"Yes Spence I am sure of it. This is us."
"We don't even know what us is."
"This is."
"What is this then Em?"
"Love and that is all that matters."
"That is not all that matters."
"Then what else is there Spence? If not love?"
"I did not say there was not any love. I just think there is more to us."
"Yes you are right about that. But what else do you think matters?"
"The fact that you hurt me everytime Hanna and you are together. When you hold her and kiss her while she has another and I have no one, not even myself. Because you have me. It isn't fair Ems. It isn't fair to me and the broken heart you hold for me."
"Spence I am sorry for not loving you enough as I should." I get up from beneath her to hold her against me.
"If you want I could give yourself back to you."
"It isn't possible I will always belong to you."
"Then here you can have me as well." I kiss her gently against her forehead, and slowly lead my lips down her nose to her lips. I pause before kissing her to look into her eyes. Neither of us speak. Her eyes show me the skies. Were we dance with no worry or agony. The sun soaks into our hair and skin. In slow circles we move with a smile on our faces and a twinkle in our eyes.
When our lips touch and our eyes close. I feel as if the clouds cover around us. To make us become one.
She becomes mine and I become hers. We remain in a fantasy that lets our souls wander off together. I will pledge to keep this bond alive. I will stay faithful to her. Because now I feel as what she has felt all along. I will take care of her, I promise us.