Author's Note: I'm on a role! 3 chapters in 1 day now you know I mean business. Enjoy!
Marissa Benson's POV
SNIFF SNIFF CRY. I don't wanna cry, I wanna be strong for Freddie's sake. But that was never my line of specialty. I just really miss Jeff, Freddie's dead dad. "Mom?" "Shit" excuse my language I guess he heard me crying from his room. He's such a good friend. I quickly wipe my eyes and tears away just as Freddie comes and sits on the couch. "Hey mom are you ok?" I don't wanna lie to Freddie, but I don't want him to suffer from the pain like I have to. I guess I'll just lie. "Oh yeah Freddiebear I'm fine" "mom I'm not a little kid anymore. You can tell me the truth. You don't have to keep your emotions bottled up anymore. I can handle it" oh Freddie you've grown up so fast but I still won't tell you the truth. I don't want to lose you. "I'm fine sweetie really. Now what are you gonna do today?" "Well as soon as Carly texts me back imma hang out with her and Sam and plan the next iCarly." "Okay sweetie well go in your room and listen to music on your tripod until she's ready." "K mom and mom I love you." Awe I love you too dumpling" I need a drink. I hate remembering why he died. What had I been thinking?
Author's Note: yeah I know short chapter but I wanted it this way and as you can see most of the chapters or all will end with a cliffhanger. Now I know what you're thinking "what did she do? Why would she lose him?" well you'll have to wait and see. Oh and before I forget I know some of the characters may get alittle ooc at times. (Out of character) but that's a good thing I think. Well anyway R&R and until next time. Arivederchi!