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chapter 9: Inspiration

Hanna's POV

"Mona" "Mona I..." I try to practice how to step up to her. I haven't made things right in a very long time. I feel so wrong for that.

I am in my care in front of her house, and damn I wonder if I can take it. Just looking at the house where we realized we were in love. In love, yeah it feels right to say that. I hope she looks out her window to see me here, waiting for her.

I want to make this a beautiful moment.

Soon enough as time slowly passes. Her eyes look down at me as I get out the car. I can see a smile just waiting to happen. But it isn't going to happen so easily.

"MONA!" "I LOVE YOU!" "I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU!" "AND I AM SORRY THAT..."

"HANNA CAN YOU JUST WAIT UNTIL I COME DOWN THERE?!"

"NO!" I yell out to her while I start running towards her. Through the front door of her house, up the stairs to the closed door of her lovely room.

"Mona I'm here for you let me in."

I am welcomed with an open door that shows me such a beautiful girl smiling at me.

"Thank you Mona" "Mona I am sorry for leaving you." "I am here to make it up to you." "I am here to take all the pain for you." "And just be here for all the times I should have been."

"Damn you really do love me don't you?"

"Does this answer your question?"

I move ahead to put her face in my hands, to put my lips to hers. A good while to show her my regrets and promises as she shows me what I have been missing. And I am telling you it's a shit load. When I break apart from her to give her air she laughs and smiles and just glows.

"Yes that answers my question Hanna. But I have another one that you can't answer with a kiss."

"What?"

"What about Caleb?"

"I talked to him and he understood. He is just my best friend now."

"So this can be now?"

"Of course. It should have been us to begin with."

A second at a time.

A minute at at time.

An hour at a time.

A day at a time.

A month at a time.

A year at a time.

For eternity I will give every piece back to her. Until there is none left. Even when there is nothing, I will find something. But even then there will still never be enough. To repair her pain from the past. Though I can try with all I am.

AN: Sorry if you didn't like the way the story ended. To be honest I was struggling to finish this. My ideas are just to fast to express.