Hanna's Diary

9/7/10

Dear Diary,

last night my friends and I had a sleepover in the Hasting's barn. It was suppose to be a fun and carefree night, unfortunately things didn't exactly go as planned. Allie had been in Georgia visiting her grandma since Monday. Aria, Emily, Spencer, and I waited in front of her house to tell her that the Hastings were letting us use their barn for our sleepover. As soon as Allie's cab pulled into the driveway, we all ran up to hug her. The tension between Spencer and Alison started right away. Spencer noticed a tag on Allie's suitcase from Hilton Head.

" I thought your grandma lived in Georgia." Spencer said.

" She does." Alison replied.

" isn't Hilton Head in South Carolina?" Spencer asked.

" It's still the South, why so many questions?" Allie asked.

" Spence did you tell Allie the good news?" Aria asked before Spencer could answer Allie's question.

" My parents are letting us use the barn for our sleepover." Spencer said cooly.

For some strange reason I had a bad feeling about having the sleepover in the barn.

" I heard there is going to be a huge storm, maybe we should have the sleepover inside." I suggested nervously.

" It's our last big sleepover before school starts, don't bring me down." Alison told me.

" Hanna stole a bottle of tequila." Emily said.

" Great job Han, keep holding on to those baggy sweaters." Allie teased.

I am so sick of Allie teasing me about my weight. Doesn't she realize I'm perfectly aware of it without her reminding me. Allie is part of the reason I do what I do. It happened about a month ago. Nobody was home so I was eating a whole pie. Ever since my dad moved out I've been eating a lot, I have no self control. All of the sudden I heard Allie coming inside. I ran to throw away the remains of the pie but it was too late. I started to cry. Alison walked over and hugged me.

" Poor Hanna. You know you don't have to feel this way, I can help you get rid of it." Alison told me.

Alison helped me throw up, and now I can't stop. I have a serious problem. I thought Alison was helping me but I was dead wrong. That's not the only problem I've been having with Allie. She keeps ditching the girls and I to hang out with her older friends. After all we have been through, this is how she treats me! I use to admire Alison, I wanted to be just like her. She is skinny, beautiful, and popular. If I ever turn into those things, I hope I don't become as big of a bitch as she is. The beginning of the sleepover went okay we had the tequila and played truth or dare. At about midnight Spencer and Alison started to fight. They both stormed out of the barn.

" What was that all about." Aria asked.

" I have no idea, lets just go to sleep." I replied.

About 20 minutes later Spencer came back into the barn.

" Where is Alison?" I asked.

" She will be back." Spencer replied.

I slept for about an hour. I was woken up by Aria.

" Where are Alison and Spencer?" She asked me.

Before I could respond Spencer walked into the room.

" Where is Allie?" Aria asked her.

" I don't know. I've looked everywhere for her, I think I heard her scream." Spencer answered.

" I want to go home." Emily whimpered.

" Lets just go to sleep, I'm sure she will be back in the morning." I assured Emily.

I was wrong, Allie is still gone. I keep trying to tell myself she is fine, but I know it's not true. Alison upsets me so much sometimes, but I love her like a sister. I really hope she is okay. If she isn't who will I talk about Sean and go shopping with? I wish this was all just a dream. I'd wake up and everyone would be in the barn enjoying the sleepover.