Disclaimer: I don't own D. Gray-Man

AN: GOMEN! PLEASE DON'T MURDER ME! I know it isn't long but I'm trying, truly, I am.

It has been three months since the accident. Kanda wrote. Allen still hasn't awoken and his album is already all over the place. I've been flooded with contracts but refuse to sign them until Allen awakens to sign them with me. I never thought I'd turn into a sap…but that stupid Moyashi made it so. I wish desperately for him to at least squeeze my hand when I go to visit him that it's causing an ache in my chest. No matter what, I just want my vocalist/pianist to WAKE UP.

Kanda sighed and saved the document in the file JOURNAL before snapping his new laptop closed and looking around the apartment he had bought with his share of the earnings. It felt wrong to buy anything with the money that Allen had rightfully earned but that stupid rabbit and Lenalee insisted.

"Buy yourself a new place, Yu~" Lavi said brightly though Kanda could see he was hurting. "Allen would want you to."

"Yes, Kanda." Lenalee insisted. "Get a laptop and some new clothes as well. Allen would want to see you happy. Not sullen"

What? Like you two? Kanda thought, but nodded slightly. "Whatever."

"Ooh! Can I help you pick out your clothes? It'd be so fun!" Lenalee squealed.

She fired up a conversation with Lavi as Kanda looked to the check in his hand. 'For Yu Kanda. $26,435'

'Just please wake up, Moyashi.' Kanda thought indulging himself on the whitette's favorite snack. It was odd that he was eating it, really. He absolutely despised sweets, but it reminded him of Allen so the sweetness he despised had taken on a bitter flavor, which he didn't mind one bit…

Tyki stroked Road's forehead watching her sleep. He was proud of her. Very proud. He smiled lightly. "Good job, Road. You're going to get me my Shounen back." he murmured into he forehead before kissing it lightly. "I'll pay you back. Promise." He stood and walked out.

Allen wasn't really sure what was going on….Everything was black and the last thing he could remember was, wait. What was it again? Screaming? No, he just went to bed in his room. Duh. That was the obvious answer. But…there was something nagging at him telling him that wasn't even close to it.

Allen wondered the blackness not knowing or caring about where he was going just wondering absently on how to get out. There was a soft whispering. A whisper in the dark. Wasn't that a song? Ah, that's right. Whispers in the Dark. But, why do I know that? He was pretty sure it reminded him of somebody. But who? Allen felt like all he had were questions.

Oh, something new to the black now. Cute little balls of light that were all sorts of colors. Mostly blue though. Interesting dream. I wonder why? Allen thought curiously. He shrugged it off. What's important about blue light anyways? He suddenly heard yelling and…sobbing, who was that? Lenalee? He thought so, it sounded like her.

Wait. Lenalee's crying? Why? I have to talk to her, but I don't know where I am. What do I do? Lenalee? Lena! Where are you? Allen felt like he should cry but somehow he knew he couldn't in this black nothing and he knew, knew that someone was just outside of the nothingness waiting for him. Just for him. Kanda…no. Tyki? Dammit. It's slipping away! Who's Kanda? Where's Tyki? Where am I? Allen was beginning to feel panic. Somebody! Lenalee! Lavi! Tyki! Anybody! GET ME OUT OF HERE!

Allen's eyes flew open to see a dark room and a pair of gold eyes that he knew well, "Tyki?" he whispered.

A perfect white smile, "Yes, Allen. It's me." he said.

"W-where am I?" Allen whispered looking around and tearing up slightly.

Tyki kissed him softly, "Shhh, you're alright now." he said sitting next to him. "Everything is fine. You just got in a slight car accident and got a little beat up, that's all."

"I-I don't remember." he said sniffling slightly. "Why? Tyki?" he croaked lifting an arm to him.

Tyki kissed his hand softly, "Don't worry." he said kissing his cheek. "Everyone who got hurt as well are already healed. You were the last one."

"And you waited for me." he smiled pulling him into a hug. "I love you so much."

"I know, Allen. I know." he said hiding a smirk and stroking Allen's shoulder length hair.