Okay new chapter! Yay! Well, this one is the one that makes me cry the most so prepare a tissue! Luv ya!
Mori POV
A lot of people don't realize that I am a person, behind my face.
I always keep it blank, stoic, unmoving.
Nothing like Haruhi's.
Hers was beautiful, everything about her was.
She reminded me of a bird. Always in flight, constantly in motion, capturing your very soul just by looking at her.
That's why I needed to see her.
Because she had captured my soul. She had captured everyone's on fact.
I wasn't just me who felt this way, it was the entire host club.
We all loved her, even if in different ways. The way I loved her was complicated.
I didn't wish that she and I were a couple. No, she was far to free to be held down by one man.
But I wished that I could hold her every day.
Im not sure of exactly how I felt about her, but I knew it was a strong feeling, and I also knew that I would do anything for her.
Thats why I was going to see her.
Right now I was waslking down a hallway that a tired looking receptionist was leading me down.
She stopped. "Here you go, this is Ms. Fujioka's room." She said in monotone. She sounded as if she had been saying this multiple throughout the day.
"Ah." I said and opened the door. I ducked under the low doorway and walked over to Haruhi's bed.
I sat down in the chair for visitors and lapsed into silence. I didnt want to disturb her, because she was sleeping.
She didnt look peaceful though. She looked as if she was concentrating very hard. It was unnerving to see her like this and I grabbed her hand.
She stirred and looked at me.
"Mori sempi?"
"Ah." I say, wishing I was more interesting.
"I suppose your here to tell me goodbye as well?" She asked, confusing me.
"Goodbye?" I say, and her face turns into one of confusion as well.
"So, Kyouya didnt tell you?" She said, with one eyebrow raised. I shook my head slightly. I was only here to visit her because she was hurt.
"Well... here goes nothing." She said. She had tears in her eyes and I so badly wanted to wipe them away.
"Mori, Im dying. I dont have much time left. I-I Im gon-gonna die." She said. She looked at me in horror. "Im gonna die." She whispered as if realizing it for the first time. Maybe she had.
"No." I said, causing her to lose her train of thought.
"No, Haruhi your not going to die. Your a strong woman, the strongest Ive ever met. You can pull through this." I say, startling the both of us. That was the longest thing I had ever said.
She smiled at me, tears running down her face. She looked so broken. "Im not gonna die?" She asked looking a little hopeful.
I felt like a monster for giving her something as cruel as hope.
"No." I said, even though I was probably lying.
I got up and let go of her hand. "Goodbye Haruhi." I say.
"Not for real though." She says, the smile still on her face.
"No, not for real." I respond and start to leave.
On the way out, I her her whisper something to herself.
"Im not gonna die..."
I let a single tear fall down my face and close the door.
*Cries* That one was the saddest if you ask me but maybe not for you. Anyways, review, luv ya.
Choi!