A/N: This is my third chapter and I am trying to update ASAP but life gets in the way of me doing things I love..sooo pleaseee review so I can continue this please
Jacob POV
It is three in the morning and all I could think about is Renesmee, I wanted to make things right. I did not want to spend one more second away from her but I knew she would reject me if I went near her. But it was worth a shot. I wanted to make her feel like the only girl in the world and that what Bella and I had ended as soon as I laid my eyes on her. I miss her. More than you could ever know. I have to go find her before I lose her.
Renesmee POV
Jacob and I are alone in the meadow laying down counting the stars. I lean over to kiss him. wait why did he turn away?
" Renesmee, I only love one person in this universe and it's your mother, Bella"
Where did my mother come from? And why is she kissing Jacob?... I thought he only loved me. But I guess I was wrong.
Jacob POV
I am looking at the most beautiful woman in the world being torn apart by her vicious nightmares, screaming vile things like " I hate you Jacob, why did you pick my mom over me? And I thought you loved me". Every word she was spitting out felt like a thousand stabs to my heart. I can't take this anymore, I can't watch her suffer any longer. I have to tell her how I feel. What if she won't listen? I have to do something.
Renesmee POV
What a crazy dream I just had. What does it mean. Maybe Jacob did not love me after all. It is 10 in the morning and I think my dad had left me a note explaining mom and Jacob's relationship. I don't want to read it. But I need answers.
Dear Renesmee,
I could not wake you up this morning because I was afraid that you would not let me explain myself. You were screaming such vile things it hurt me but I had to explain how I feel about you. You are the only person I think about. I DO NOT love Bella. The moment I laid eyes upon you, the most beautiful thing that I had ever seen, I immediately knew you were the one for me. When you were younger, I wanted to be everything you wanted me to be, from your older brother to your protector. I wanted to protect you from bad things, I guess right now I am the only bad thing in your life. I love you more than any letter can tell you. I love you more than any words can convey. If you give me another chance to show you that I love you, I will be whatever you want me to be. Making you happy is what I live for. My only purpose in life is to make you happy Renesmee Carlie Cullen. This is my sincerest apology. If you choose to pursue other love interests then I will be as supportive as I can. I want you to be happy even if it's with someone else.
Yours forever( Hopefully),
Jacob William Black
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