Oh I forgot I don't own Inuyasha or the characters, blah blah
As promised Kikyou and Inuyasha will have their moment. Would you believe it took me a week to write. Still not for the kiddies.
Sango had spent the entire night, and almost the entire morning with Sesshomaru. Here they stood moments away from going their separate ways.
"Sesshomaru, when will I see you again?"
He put his arms around her, drawing her into a hug. Sesshomaru really did not want to leave her. But he had to remember she had a life of her own. She was a demon exterminator. And he was Lord of the western lands.
"I do not wish to be way from you, for a long period of time. But when we reunite I will make love to you all night. If that is what you desire. For now I have to go and so do you."
She hated to admit it. But he was right, Sesshomaru didn't wish to leave her. After all she was his mate now. He should be there for her, when she needed him the most.
"I'm going to miss you."
She kissed him one final time, and headed back to her village. It would have hurt to much, if she watched him walk away. Sesshomaru waited until she was out of sight. Then he too went on his own way.
"I almost hate to admit this, but I' am seriously going to miss her."
Kikyou decided to go out and take a walk. Maybe she would run into Sango on the way. Seeing as how she hadn't seen her all morning. Kikyou noticed that Inuyasha was leaned up against the tree. Clearly he had been waiting for her.
"Inuyasha, how long have you been waiting for me?"
"I don't know. Not long I guess."
Kikyou immediately thought back to her deal with Sango. Now was probably a better time than never. And Kikyou was a woman of her word. She soon found herself walking off with Inuyasha. It hadn't been just the two of them in awhile. Sango had always been around. Inuyasha accepted that they were friends. But sometimes he wanted it to be just the two of them.
It had felt like old times, just the two of them sitting in a field together. Kikyou was glad to see that he didn't change much. While she sat on the ground, he remained in the tree. She doubted if he would come any closer. Maybe he didn't know how to approach her. It had been years and they weren't kids anymore. Inuyasha sat there trying to think of something to say. Kikyou hadn't looked up at him once. He had secretly wondered why that was.
"Kikyou?"
"Yes Inuyasha."
He looked down at her, but she still did not look at him. It was like she was afraid to look up. Becoming very agitated, he jumped down from his tree.
"Will ya look at me?"
Kikyou reluctantly turned to look at her friend. Golden orbs reflected into mahogany.
"Whats wrong Kikyou?"
She saw the concern written all over his face. It was the same concern she saw many years ago. Concern that he only showed for her.
"Its nothing Inuyasha."
To her surprise he put his arms around her. She did nothing to stop this hug.
"Kikyou I know you better than you think. So, why wont you tell me whats wrong?"
She pulled herself away from her embrace. Kikyou had to remember that she was a priestess. That deal with Sango would just have to wait. And she could not be with him anymore.
"Inuyasha, I'm sorry but we can no longer be around each other."
He blinked curiously at those last words. Inuyasha understood why she said it. But that did not mean that he had to accept it.
"Kikyou?"
She started to move away from him. But Inuyasha grabbed a hold of her, preventing her from leaving. He could see that she would not stop fighting him off. So in order to make her stay. He placed himself on top of her, Kikyou looked up at him surprised.
"Inuyasha, why are you keeping me here?"
"I let you leave before. I;m not going to let you walk away again."
Before she realized it, Inuyasha sent his lips crashing down on hers. She opened her eyes wide in shock. Her mind kept telling her to resist. But her heart and body wouldn't allow her to. Kikyou soon found herself kissing him back. Then she stopped herself.
"Stop." she whispered.
Inuyasha did as she asked. He moved away from her slowly.
"Kikyou, you can't tell me that, this doesn't feel right to you."
It felt right, in fact it felt so right. She knew it and he knew it too. But she had to fulfill her duties as a priestess. Meaning she had to put her own desires and wishes aside. No matter how badly she wanted to be with Inuyasha. She couldn't have him.
"I'm a priestess now and I can't have you. I can't have anything I want anymore. No matter how badly, I want to be with you."
But he stopped her by kissing her again. Kikyou needed to realize that she could have him. The truth was she always had him. He soon stopped kissing her, and moved away from her.
"Kikyou I know what your responsibilities are. But I can't sit here and pretend, that I don't want you. If you don't want then I wont force you to stay. So you can leave if you want to"
Inuyasha got up and started to walk away. He did not want to leave her again, just like all those years ago. What choice did he really have. Kikyou watched as her beloved hanyou walked away.
"Goodbye Kikyou."
Could she really just let him walk away. Just like before when they were younger. All she could think about was leaving him. She could have done things differently. Hell, she could have stayed with him. Kikyou got to her feet and started after him.
"Inuyasha wait"
"Huh?"
He turned around and waited for her. He blinked curiously she stopped in front of him. She put her arms around him, he graciously returned her hug. Holding her in his arms was always a pleasant thing.
"Inuyasha please don't go." Kikyou whispered.
He wrapped his arms around her waist tighter. Inuyasha doubted if he would have really left. Truthfully he was glad that she came after him. If not then he would have only came back for her.
"I can't willingly leave you."
(Lemon further, seriously not for the kiddies.)
Inuyasha pushed her bangs out of the way, and smiled. He paused as he felt his heart beating faster. Kikyou felt her cheeks flush slightly. He leaned forward and captured her lips in another kiss. Funny thing he used to hate kissing, and the idea of it. Yet now he couldn't seem to stop kissing her, or holding her. Soon before they realized it, they were on the ground again. In a very compromising position, he was on top of her again. But this time it was very different. As new feelings and other emotions swirled threw him.
"Kikyou, I want you so badly right now."
She looked into his eyes, those gold orbs reflecting nothing but longing and need. As if she had something, only she could give him. Something he didn't want or need from anyone else, except her. Before she realized it completely she nodded. Soon clothes were tossed aside, Inuyasha stared amazed at her naked form. This was the first time he had ever seen a naked woman.
"Damn she's beautiful." he thought.
Kikyou suddenly felt awkward. Here he was just looking at her. Inuyasha noticed how she turned away from him. Slightly red from embarrassment.
"Hey whats wrong?" he wondered.
''Its nothing, I just noticed the way you're looking at me."
"Kikyou your beautiful how could I not look."
He kissed her again, allowing his hands to wander all over her body. But soon found her breasts more interesting. They were perfect, he couldn't help but plant kisses all over them. Inuyasha sucked on her nipples furiously, until they were erected and almost red. A soft moan escaped her lips, Inuyasha inhaled her mesmerizing scent. She smelled so good, he couldn't resist. Kikyou watched as he went down on her. Inuyasha had never been intimate with a woman before. So he decided to just let his body guide him.
Thinking fast he entered a finger inside of her. Another moan escaped her, Inuyasha smiled lustfully. So this is what he needed to do. He started his little game with her, shifting fingers back and forth. Until he hit this one specific spot.
"Inuyasha." she called out his name.
"So this is the spot huh?"
Inuyasha lowered his mouth to her womanhood. He anxiously started licking and sucking her. He was enjoying every minute of this. And just like he thought, she tasted as good as she smelled. Maybe even better. Kikyou only moaned louder, the more his tongue and fingers hit her.
"Mmm." she moaned as she came to her release.
Hearing the way she moaned only made him want her more. He felt himself growing harder, just at the sight of her. Soon he placed his erect member in front of her entrance. She looked from him and looked down. Inuyasha was the first man she ever saw naked. So of course she never actually witnessed this. But it was clear that he was not small.
"Oh, kami is he supposed to fit all of that in me?" she thought.
Inuyasha could not control the desire for her. It was becoming to much to bare.
"I want you so bad, I can't stand it."
He did not wait for her to respond. Instead he slowly placed the head of his member inside of her. She squirmed a little, but he needed her to get used to him. With his mouth he planted soft kisses all over her. And then pushed more of his member inside of her.
"Damn she's so tight." he thought.
He loved the feeling of her walls sicking him in. He could barely put it into words. Inuyasha grabbed a hold of her hips. Pushing himself deeper inside of her.
"Inuyasha... I..."
Kikyou felt heart beating faster. So this is what it felt like. So much unbelievable pain. Inuyasha continued thrusting inside of her. Sh couldn't take it anymore.
"Inuyasha...it hurts." she yelled.
She wanted to scream again, but he kissed her. He wiped the tears from her eyes. Hurting her was the last thing he wanted. So Inuyasha slowed down, while still kissing her. He thought about everything. All of his feelings and emotions leading him to one thing.
"Kikyou I'm sorry. I love you." he whispered.
Kikyou looked up at him surprised. A part of her had always wanted to hear those words. Especially when she had been feeling the same way. Although she did not have time to respond. Inuyasha kissed her again. She threw her arms around his neck, and whispered to him.
"Inuyasha I'm yours, I've always been yours. Make love to me, real unbroken love."
This whole experience was all new to him. But he knew that he loved her. Being with her right now, was something he needed and wanted. Besides he was sure that he would never be with another woman. He didn't even want to be with another woman. He kissed her again, and this time he would really make love to her. Because all he really needed was Kikyou. Grabbing her he pushed himself deep inside of her. Starting slowly, she moaned as he caressed her nipples. Planting more kisses all over them.
Kikyou couldn't explain this sudden feeling. So many different emotions, all good feelings. Then on top of that this sudden urge for him. It was like she really needed him right now.
"Harder... Inuyasha, faster." she whispered.
Inuyasha did not need to be told twice. He grabbed a hold of her hips. Placing one of her legs around his waist. And thrust inside of her harder and faster. Slamming his erection back and forth inside of her. Kikyou moaned as she came to her release.
"Inuyasha." she breathed.
He was not threw with her yet, and she knew it. He leaned over, holding her tighter. Pushing what seemed like his entire body inside of her.
"Kikyou, this feels amazing."
She arched her back bringing herself closer to him. All that could be heard was the sound of their bodies, clapping against each other. Kikyou moaned and screamed in pleasure.
"Inuyasha." she called out.
"Kikyou!" he yelled.
And together they released their love juices. With one final thrust and groan, Inuyasha spilled his seed deep in her womb. Finally he pulled out of her, sharing one more passionate kiss. The two lovers laid in each others arms.
"I'll never leave you Kikyou. I'll always be here."
Inuyasha wrapped his arms around her protectively. She turned to look at him, but found that he had drifted off to sleep. She put her hand up to his cheek. And left a kiss on his forehead.
"If only things could remain this way forever." she whispered.
