Chapter 4
The loss of something that can't be replaced.
Reviews: Some of the reviews are from other chapters that I missed, seeing as I just returned home a week ago.
Animegirl007: I know, I love that line too. That's one way to really piss Hiei off. Heh. looks at Hiei Okay shorty, out with it. Explain. Hiei: rolls his eyes Hn. JM: Oh yeah, that explains it...--;
D masta B: I hope that was a good one. Lol.
Crystal Quee16: Bahaha! Stupid Kuwabara. Heh, glad you like.
Silent Hanyou: Yeah, what are my parents going to think, mostly when you say it's half demon? Oo Okay, maybe we shouldn't tell them that part yet. Who knows if the boyfriend is around? Hiei may have already cut him up...--;
Twilight: Well, even if you do remember, I would still want to kick his butt. Lol.
CloudHaven: still laughing herself I know. I love that line! And I like to make Kurama blush.
SquirrelleeMe: What do you mean space out? That normal for you? Lol, just joking. -
Arrow: Should do what I always thought about doing to Hiei. Poke his eyes. Lol, when I saw his true demon form I started to laugh. Just poke him. Heh -
YamiRachael: Chibi Hiei on the way. Oh boy. Just what the world needs, another Hiei. gets hit upside the head by Hiei glares at stupid little demon But chibis are so cute! Glad you enjoyed.
BabyGothGirl: Well, it's not the normal Japanese people either. And they do say it, just not in English. Well, I'm glad you liked.
AriesChick: Woah...that's a lot of zeroes. Lol. -
LoudMouth0920: O-o I didn't think I was talented. Some people were pretty mean when I first put this story up. At least some of you like it. o
Queenodarkness: I updated! Yay!
DTG: Hiei: dizzy just from watching ya. -
Sheyspot: - Well now there are 4 chapters for ya.
momoIyfan: - Updated.
Bellskuld: Thanks.
Failed Innocence: Glad you like it. -
Twi Angel: Heh. Jeez, a lot to find out in one day.
Dark Wolf: I do that and then I wouldn't be able to update.
Silkwing: I don't know if she really knows what the jagan is.
NOTE: Everyone gets Hiei plushies. Being there's a chibi Hiei on the way. - I've seen all of Yu Yu Hakusho. cries There's no more! It would be cool if they took my story. Well, they may have to cut things. Lol.
NOTE: There will also be a song in this chapter. By Three Days Grace: Just Like I.
Kurama helped me up. "Come sit in the living room so we can try to understand what happened. I've known Hiei a long time now, and he's not the type to just take someone," Kurama whispers.
I slowly nodded. 'What the hell's a jagan?' I thought again. Rachel followed me and Hiei stood, not wanting to sit at the moment.
Once I was sitting Yukina entered the room. "Anyone like some tea?" she asked. I slightly looked up. " I would like some, thank you." I said quietly.
She smiled and nodded. " I'll help love." Kuwabara said as he followed Yukina out. I slightly looked over to Hiei, then to where Yukina had gone. ' They look like they're family.' I thought.
'Even though she seems like a sweet, innocent person. While he is a jackass.' I looked back at Hiei, hearing a slight growl.
"What do ya remember about that night anyway?" Yusuke asked as he slumped down near Kurama. I thought for a moment.
" I had a date with Greg," I said lightly.
"Do you remember anything else?" Kurama asked calmly. Hiei was watching me quietly, not saying anything.
"Well, Greg was acting strange. After we had danced for a while, I went and got a drink. I came back to Greg, and he really wanted to leave for some reason. He kept looking all over when we were walking out to the car." I said lightly. I looked to Hiei again when I heard a small laugh. The kind that means, I wonder why.
"He drove me home. After he left, I went inside and remembered I had to get some milk, so I left again, and had to walk, seeing as I don't have a car. I was coming back home again, and then it's...blank from there and then I woke up in the woods and stumbled home." I said.
Kurama nodded as he thought. "What happened Hiei?" he said, looking to the short demon. Hiei didn't say anything for a while, but finally he started to talk.
"
I had been watching Jackie for weeks now. Scaring off any male that talked to her. When I saw Jackie near the woods late one night, I approached her..." his voiced faltered slightly.
"We talked and I didn't expect her to be like she was...Time passed and it was getting late. That's when she came on to me. It was weird, like it was forced..."
"by me.." he whispers. " Maybe Kurama was right, maybe my jagan did take her over," he whispers even quieter.
Kurama sighed as he looked to me. There wasn't much about getting away from a demon mate. I shifted, I didn't even remember about going near the woods.
Hiei fell silent again. Rachel spoke up, "Don't demons mate for life...?" she asked.
Kurama nodded." Yes, unless their mate dies, or another remarks them." Kurama answered.
'Oh yay, go from one demon to another demon, ugh.' I thought. I looked to Kurama. " I take it you're a demon too?" I asked. Kurama paused, but then nodded. I rested a hand on my stomach as I looked at Hiei. "How could you know that I'm pregnant? I haven't felt sick or anything." I mumble. Of course, it had only been a couple of days.
Hiei really didn't feel like explaining, but he said calmly," My jagan could sense it."
Rachel looked to Hiei curiously, wondering what this jagan looked like, since he never showed it.
I could be mean
I could be angry
I know I could be just like you
I rubbed my forehead. 'ugh, too much for one day.' " All I wanted to do was get some food for lunch." I said as I stood up. 'and instead, I end up with a husband and a baby.' I thought as I left the room, heading outside without a word.
I could be fake
I could be stupid
I know I could be just like you
I headed toward the stairs, only to have Hiei appear in front of me. "Where do you think you're going now?" he grumbles. But slightly stepped back when I looked up at him with a dim look of anger.
I thought you were standing beside me
I were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
I thought you were there to guide me
I were only in my way
You're wrong if you thing that I'll be
Just like you
Tears fell down from my eyes." I hate you Hiei." I whisper. Hiei blinked
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
I know I could be just like you
"I took something from me that I'll never have back." I cried out." I stupid demons have no feelings! What you took wasn't meant for you! It was meant fo the one person I love deeply!" I cried.
I could be weak
I could be senseless
I know I could be just like you
"I cold hearted bastard. If you knew nothing about humans, you shouldn't have taken one as my mate! I don't care if it was this jagan or what ever. I still had no right!" I cried.
I thought you were standing beside me
I were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
I thought you were there to guide me
I were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you
Hiei stared at me, his eyes slightly widened. I turn, going to run down the stairs, not caring if I would fall and roll down it. But two strong arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me away from the stairs. "No, let me go!" I cried.
On my own, 'cause I can't take livin' with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like
I want me to
"No." Hiei said.
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" I cried, fighting with Hiei. I felt Hiei slightly flinch with each I hate you.
"I wouldn't have made you my mate if I didn't care." Hiei grumbled.
I looked back at him with a glare." I hate you with all of my heart. Get away from me." I said in a cold voice. Hiei let go, surprised by the tone. I ran down the stairs, not turning back.
As I ran things floated through my head." I'm pathetic...why would someone so powerful want a weakling like me?" I cried. I hated him, yet I wonder why he picked me? I didn't know a thing about power. Yes, I could fight. But still.
Hiei stood at the top of the stairs. He wanted to go after me, but who knows what I would do if he came near me again?
"Let her cool down," Yusuke said from behind him. "girls are all the same." he added. Hiei hn'd as he disappeared, going to at least follow me.
I had gotten on a bus, seeing as there was no way in hell that I were walking back. I sat looking at my hands, I hadn't stopped crying yet. I sniffed slightly as I looked up, at least I knew no one would try anything on me. They would end up cut in half.
I glared as some people stared at me. "What? I never seen a girl cry?" I yelled and the people quickly looked away. I were in the go home and eat all the ice cream mood.
Once the bus stopped I stepped off and made my way home. I had run out of tears. I were a high school kid, who had big plans. I had looked forward to becoming a graphic designer so I could work with cartoons. But now I was going to have to drop everything to raise a baby. A half demon baby.
I looked up toward my house, seeing a car in the drive way. My older brother was getting out of the car. He had come home for a while. I big brother had always been there.
"Keno!" I cried as I ran up to him, throwing myself into his arms. Keno blinked as I cried into his chest.
"Jackie, what's wrong?" he asked as he rubbed my back.
"My life is over." I cried through his shirt.
"What? Why?" he asked, making me look up at him.
I stared at him before crying again. Keno sighed as he lead me inside, making me sit down.
"Start from the beginning little sis." he said quietly, sitting down in front of me. I took a deep breath before starting my story. My brother seemed to get more and more shocked. He just about fell over hearing about the baby.
"I don't even remember it..." I said. I had calmed some.
Keno shifted. "Jackie you know how strange that sounds? Demons with a weird power called jagan," Keno whispers. I made a face.
"It's all true," I said, but jumped when another voice was heard.
"Just because you've never seen it, doesn't mean it's not real." Hiei's voice came from the darkness of the room, along with a blue glow. As he stepped out I found out what the jagan was.
I stared at the 3rd eye on Hiei's forehead. Keno glared at him.
"Is this Hiei?" Keno grumbled. If anything, he knew his sister wouldn't lie about being raped.
I slowly nodded. "Don't Keno. I don't want you to get hurt." I whisper.
Hiei shifted. "Jackie, I need to talk to you alone." he said. I stared at him slightly before standing. What else could Hiei do to me. I went up to my room, Hiei followed me.
I shut the door after Hiei came in.
"What?" I grumble. Hiei turned to look at me.
"Hate me all you want. You're stuck as my mate. I chose you for a reason." he grumbled. I crossed my arms.
"But why me?" I cried out.